#angeltheserieskin

[aufredpratt]

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Hey so I'm not gonna make many original posts but uh...here we go.

About me:

I'm a kin of Fred from an alternate timeline where Spike and I fell in love and He turned me instead of me dying to the coffin (in fact I am deeply sensitive to talks of that thing and do not associate with it as much as I can) . I refer to what happens on screen as either "on-screen canon" or "Joss's Canon". Due to be sired by and that bond being used to bring my soul back I am very territorial over Spike and so am very picky with other ships with him. (Specifically Spuffy, I loathe seeing the ship and it's a massive notp for me. I have the tags blocked as much as I can so if you rb from me with spuffy type stuff please tag it so I don't see it. If you ship it I don't hate you btw <3)

Read the rest of my (SMUT HEAVY) memories here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47293282/chapters/119168248

A guide to my hashtags :

#me- gifs of me

#my love- gifs of Spike

#meta-not kin or source related, memes and things and the occasional "out of character" ask

#hmsftm - Angel (the character) it's an anagram "Handsome Man Saved Me from the Monsters"

#old- old posts from before the "rebrand" that are still relevant

Wesley - #best friend Wesley

Cordelia - #bestie Cordy

Gunn - #the man Gunn

Willow - #Willow the Savior

Faith - #Faith the Badass

and while I don't think I'll have too many of these

#the gays - referring to both faith/buffy and willow/kennedy stuff

my other accounts:

@fredprattaesthetics - aesthetics and pretty posts, some nsft themes

@xxxkittenwritesxxx - writing, discourse, other f/os and irl stuff

@theangelinvestigationpolycule - an AU I made that I absolutely love, mostly re-framing gifs

@fredprattrp - brand new rp account

Please be respectful when interacting with this blog!

ADDENDUM: I am aware that fictionkin is not roleplay, however I pretend like my timeline is cannon in the tags of most posts and post as Fred in most cases because it gives me euphoria. Also may roleplay for the same reasons.

Oh also I am not picky about who I req edits and stuff from so don't come after me for edit accounts you see on this blog. I'm here for content only.

[fictionkinfessions]

Just some kin positivity for my ats/btvs kin buds (it's a long one)

Other Freds out there- we are strong we are fighters and we did not disserve the ends on screen gave us.

Gunn- Sweet sweet Gunn, what happened to me was not your fault. You didn't know what you were signing and that's ok. I do not blame you.

Wesley- I may not have loved you in my timeline but I still hold great affection for you and you disserve to be happy. Know that you were happy in my timeline and once the fire died down you and Cordelia had a lovely domestic life.

Cordelia- My bestie, you also disserve so much more than what the on-screen cannon gave you. It is not your fault our creator was so horrible to your actress. If it helps any in my timeline you continued to be a badass and kicked much demon butt in that final(ish) battle.

Angel- my boss, my friend, you try so hard and I see that. While I can never apologies for the way Spike and I were in my timeline, know that the PDA wasn't out of disrespect to you. I still think you are a champion for what it's worth.

Lorne- Lovely lovely Lorne, though you don't enter my memories very often I see you as a bright spot. You always did the best you can as well and that's more powerful than you know.

Harmony- You are such a sweetheart, I don't blame you or hate you. Even thought I went all "grr" that one time in my timeline it was mostly sire feelings. I thank you for being the exception to the no-soul = "bad" rule they tried to paint.

Spike- My love, you disserve so much better than how you were treated. No matter what timeline. Weather that be a better Buffy, a Better Dru, Angel ,or my own Spike (I miss you so much). I do not blame you for the end of s6 of btvs either.

Buffy- I may be hard on you in my mind sometimes but it's just left over from my sire feelings, you are a lovely person and I admire your strong morals.

Willow- I cannot thank you enough for how many times you saved both Spike and I. You are so, so sweet but strong at the same time.

Xander- I don't blame you for being his self-insert at all. You are a sweetheart.

Anya- I wish I had known you, you did so much and seemed like such fun to be with.

anyone else I missed know that you are valid and do not disserve to be hated on because of our creator.

With much love- AU!Vampire!Fred (Angel: the series)

[fictionkinfessions]

had tacos for the first time since my awakening

had some complex thoughts after so I think I triggered some memories.

I don't think I want to relive being back there, gleaning what it was from fanfic is enough for me.

I wish I wasn't handling this alone

I wish I had him with me

~AU!Fredkin (from Angel: the Series)

[fictionkinfessions]

spiritual kinnie culture is getting a past life reading from a friend for fun and having it be unnervingly accurate to how your life was...bonus points for that friend not knowing Anything about said past life or even ats and just getting there anyway-

-lorne (#plasmadream)

[fictionkinfessions]

Hey hey hey! Reminder that all BTVS/Angel: the series kin are super valid and amazing! Love and miss all my scoobies. -Xander Harris

[fictionkinfessions]

I wish I found other BTVS kin people. I’m Buffy as well as Connor from ATS, and I just really miss everyone. idk if anyone would even remember something similar to my stuff. I just want my friends and family back. — Buffy/Connor (#🌿🏹🐺)

[fictionkinfessions]

canon takeout time woohoo um i have way too many kins i cant put em all here so ill just put a few

(jessica siobhan doyle - [noncanon] angel the series; buffy summers - buffy the vampire slayer; andie walsh - pretty in pink; loki laufeyson - marvel cinematic universe)

from jessica source -- uh can i have all my friends? and my brother? no?? okay well then i want the business cards. dont ask why i need them, i just do.

from buffy source -- my hair. and my slayer powers. i miss being strong as hell and pretty as fuck

from andie source -- well since i already told myself earlier that i cant just choose ppl from my sources, ig ill have to go for my flower earrings. ive got some now that look kinda similar, but theyre not a perfect match yk, and i miss the ones i had in source

from loki source -- my shapeshifting powers for sure. i feel this needs no explanation.

-jessica doyle 🌠 / andie 🌸 / buffy 💅 / loki 🌳

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[fictionkinfessions]

im sorry, angel. im sorry to cordy, and wes, and fred, and gunn, and lorne, and spike. im sorry for not being able to pull myself out of my grief long enough to be any real help most of the time. i cldve done more. i mean, ygs went thru things i cant even imagine, and you cld still be an actual part of the team. and whatd i do? cry, get drunk, cry again, sleep, repeat. occasionally help cordy with filing paperwork.

i was useless. and ygs still kept me around, still cared abt me.

so thank you, and im sorry.

maybe ill see ygs someday. i hope so. i promise ill make it up to ygs somehow.

im (mostly) sorry to harriet, too. i shldnt have been such a bitch to you, h. its just, i was fourteen when you and doyle got married. i was young, and immature, and i hated the idea that there was now someone who might be more important to my brother than i was. ofc now i know that that just wasnt the case at all, but i cldnt see it at the time. i resented you for it. and the resentment continued for a long, long time. but i think its finally stopped, here in this life.

so i apologise. ill be nicer now, h.

the last part of this message is for my brother. its not an apology. i just wanted to say smth.

i miss you so fuckin, doyle. more than i thought possible. i know its very unlikely that ill ever find you, or any other ats sourcemate for that matter. but i still believe itll happen. bcuz i need it to.

hey, universe? this better not be one of those times where i get my hopes crushed again.

-jessica siobhan doyle 🌠

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