#antisocialtendencies

[malionisk]

Sooooo Ciara and Casey are playing Blur, and Kaitlin & I are just sitting here getting ignored...

But it's okay because we're awesome~

[inanna-past]

Dear antisocialtendencies?

Nice little tagged sections. I enjoy when people actually put the effort into putting them on their blog. I give it some personality. 

P. S society anxiety sucks. 

[indecisivepersonality]

My biggest fear and stuff

i miss my best friend terribly too much to the point that i want to cry all the time. i hate that i can't see her whenever i want to anymore and i hate that i never talk to her much anymore. because i get bombarded with memories of how close we were. i remember that i always had to remind her what her combination was for school and what her homework was. i miss when i went over her house everyday and we didn't even have to talk the whole. we were content with just silence while i did stuff and she attempted to do her homework. i miss lying for her when she covered up liking a boy. i miss our kitchen sing alongs and dancing and swinging around with each other. i miss helping her do the dishes or her mother make dinner. i miss our MAAAHSTERRRSS OF THE FIIIRRREE. i miss hanging with her little brother. i miss how much of a sister she was to me. and i hate that it had to change. i hate that she can be so close but because we don't drive and people suck, we dont have that. i miss her too much. i just want it all back and it's hard because we have no control over this change. it's no ones fault because it's life moving on and we are growing apart. im to go to college on the main fact of losing you completely because i can't. you know too much and i am never gonna get that close to a person ever. we used to make plans about going to college together but she's ahead of me and moving on. she knows less and less about me everyday. i am so scared and sad and i miss it. we don't even say i love you anymore. i don't want to grow up if it means losing my best friend.

[indecisivepersonality]

I wish I could talk to my best friend all the time. I always feel happy and loved when we talk. It's when I'm alone that the darkness sets in. I hope she is having a good time in class today. I miss her.