#aradiorambles

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omg so today i found out i got accepted to amherst’s DIVOH fly in program SCREMS

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I’ve always wanted to be a doctor, but I never knew what I wanted to do until after a mix of my summer research experience and job shadowing.

I want to go into podiatry.

and it’s so ironic bc I absolutely hate seeing feet (including mine, i dont even wear sandals tbh) but I’ve considered surgery, and since im a pretty turbulent person I can’t relax if the procedure is especially life threatening. And podiatric surgery is typically not life-threatening. 

on the other hand, i’ve considered teaching, and i’ve been told that i bring out the best in others.

so one route that i can take is to be a professor at a medical school and work at a teaching hospital at the same time, or be an attending specialist and teach others at the hospital.

either way, I’m already excited for what the futues holds, despite the struggle of MCATS, grades, and getting into med school itself. Of course, I’m still open to exploring other specialties but I’m set on podiatry for now.

in other words, i didn’t know passion was a real tangible feeling

until now. 

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I’m just sitting here at my desk, still being in disbelief that i saw a fucking SURGERY

IN PERSON

NOT BEHIND THE WINDOW

BUT WHILE STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO THE SURGEONS

2 WHOLE PROCEDURES

HOLY HSIT

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I hate tennis and everything about it. It's such a waste of time and I can't wait for season to be over.

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I’m going to see a surgery on Thursday

Saying that I’m excited is an utter understatement bc holy crap what chance do I get to see one as a high school student omg I’m so thankful for everyone at the clinic cries

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also while im at it i should start to make this blog a regular thing since ive neglected it for so long. i might change the whole layout shebang and maybe username???? hmmmm

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i finally understand why im slightly uncomfortable with touchy-feely gestures

i am extremely ticklish

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If no one cares about me, then I will. I don't care if I come off as selfish bc that's what everyone thinks anyway