actually screaming inside about how much i miss being part of a fandom, like, hello? the group chats? the joy when new content dropped and you got to collectively share your happiness? the friends? when you realised you were moving from talking about fandom stuff to person stuff and a connection was forming? actually making content for the fandom? i learned so many tiny but satisfying skills cause i wanted to share things that others would enjoy :') meeting irl people you only chatted online? travelling to see those people? i miss all of it so much








