Feb 16, 2020
no one can love me anymore and i dont blame them lmao
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no one can love me anymore and i dont blame them lmao
venting your problems to a Ditto would be the fucking worst like you're looking for compassion and a listening ear and all it does is keep saying the equivalent of 'big mood' the whole time
i hate being avoidant so much, it's taken all my happiness, it's drained me of all fun, it's hurt me and kicked me and beaten me constantly, and it's all me. i have no one to blame but me.
i just want you guys to know that ihave ptsd and i will never get better as long as i run away and also that i will never stop running.
*nestles in my little self harm corner with a warm blanket and lets vivid nightmares pass under my eyelids* uwu
LOL
to this day it's still my fault. to this day i'm still the one who can't calm down, who needs to cool off, who's only making it worse. i'm still the one who didn't give it my all, and didn't try hard enough. i'm still the one who could've done better. even after everything people said that got me this far, i'll still be put down as the one who caused trouble.
