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So.. thought on the new Yorick skin?

To say im in love is probably the understatement of the year. It just falls together so perfectly. Yorick skin on my birthday. It looks awesome as well. I hope more like those follow soon!

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artalion

  can i just.. not exist for a moment. that’d be...

No. You need to exist. What’s wrong though? :(

Generalised deppressive mood. Brain just goes ‘meh’ towards living right now. The only thing I would like to do is lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling and cry for a couple hours for no apparent reason, but I gotta be at work. 

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artalion replied to your post “Intrusive question #11 please :)”

I'm sure you'll find your way. I'll cross my fingers for you :)

We can only hope. And your thought is much appreciated

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Intrusive question #11 please :)

20 intrusive questions

11) what are your ambitions

Oh dear. I do not know where to begin and how to end. And I’ll probably sound silly with my wishful thinking but... And of course, I would love to think that I understood the question right, I hope.

I just want to be that person, a man, who is remembered, even if cast aside a memory of me would linger on. And if I’m around people I wish to be someone who is fun to have in the company.

I wish to have a future. Right now I don’t really see it. An the reason is simple: I have no one to try for. Not nothing but no one. 

I want to become a better person. Like, I try to be sensible, maybe salty sometimes. I do not want to be selfless. But I want to become a better person for myself. I want to go out more, I want to present myself better. I don’t want to be just a comedy relief, I want to be dauntless.

I want to cast aside my past because it is the biggest wall that is stopping me. I want to be someone who I tell others to be when they’re sad.

And I just want to live. Because right now, I’m just existing.

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artalion replied to your post: artalion replied to your post “Syl hunts in...

Morrowind was amazing, except for the Cliff Racer spam. Get rid of the Cliff Racers and it’s an amazing game, unless you’re likely to get lost in settlements. In that case Vivec is a nightmare.

One day, with a graphics mod or an overhauled edition, since I tend not to be able to play with very low-texture/polygon-heavy graphics. Or maybe I’ll watch a Let’s Play P

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artalion replied to your post “Syl hunts in Skyrim - Skyrim playthrough liveblogging”

I miss a screenshot. I also feel like I should add that Dunmer > Bosmer and that Khajiit > Bosmer because Khajiit know no fear ^tm.

I’m at work, but I can supply a screenshot when I get home ;)

I also tried a Dunmer mage playthrough just before this one, because I finally got a decent magic re-balancing mod and could handle a wolf before level 40, but I just couldn’t get to feel the Dunmer. Maybe it’s the lack of knowledge of Morrowind? (I also installed mods mid-playthrough and really messed up my saves ;P) 

 Also already played a Khajit (Ko’da) and have enough for now, but there’s a “Khajit Speak” mod that awaits for the next Khajit character I come up with :P