#ask leson

[the-pied-piper-mclean]

I'm okay, I was sorta sleeping all day, so I just saw the message now. I'm actually really touched that you actually care about me <3 -Nicole

Glad you're okay, and of course we care. -All of us 

[the-pied-piper-mclean]

Stop arguing about my sexuality and they keep trying to get me to pick a side and "admit you're a lesbian!" "admit you had a crush on me!" "now look what you started Nicole!" "THANKS A LOT!" I had to sit through four hours of that last night and pretend EVERYTHING WAS FINE and I swear they bully me to no end!

Wow your friends suck. Bisexuality and Pansexuality are things that exist! You can be attracted to men and women! And "admit you had a crush on me"? Just because someone is gay/bi/pan doesn't mean they are instantly attracted to every boy/girl they see! I hate to tell you this because it might not be the best advice and it might not be what you want to hear, but you need to burn some bridges. As someone who's had friends that do nothing but abuse me, I know how much it can help to let go of them. Because once you separate yourself from those hurtful people you will make friends that love you, accept you, will help you through anything. I know it might be hard, but sitting through four hours of verbal abuse by people you still call your friends is not okay at all. 

[the-pied-piper-mclean]

It's just everything I guess. First of all, I'm trying to figure out my sexuality. Secondly, I told my friend that I was cutting and I thought I could trust her but no! She goes off and tells the school psychologist in my school (which I was fine with) but she also told my friend Cameron who then sent me a picture of my cuts saying "We know Nicole. We know." The school psychologist had to call my mom in. I had to give her my blade. Now I have to go to professional counciling and my friends won't

1) (On sexuality) That's nothing to worry about. I'm assuming you're between 14 and 17, meaning you've only been capable of sexual desire for 1-5 years. People can't expect you to have your whole life and identity figured out in that time, it's like asking a 1 year old what they want to major in at college. Some people are artists and poets and writers and film makers and limit yourself to a very specific group of them isn't fair to you. Sexuality is fluid, it is very rare for someone to be on the very end of straight or gay, so don't worry about picking a side because genitals. 

2) I'm glad your friend talked to the school psychologist, because they can help you get better. I know it's scary to talk about your problem, especially in front of your mom, but it will make things better. But telling your other friend was a dick move, and Cameron just seems like a great big bag of dicks. I don't really know what to do about them, but maybe it's best if you stay away from them for a while while you get better.

I assume there's a part two to this so I'll be waiting out for that. If you ever need anything we're always here to talk. 

[the-pied-piper-mclean]

I hate my life. I hate my life. I hate my life so much. I'd be better off dead.

Don't say that. What's going on? -Leo

Trust me, no one is better off dead, what ever is making you hate your life will pass. -Jason 

[the-pied-piper-mclean]

I GOT MY SWEATSHIRT FOR STAGE CREW ON LEGALLY BLONDE TODAY! yup. that is my life currently. How are you guys doing?

Sound like fun. We're doing good. -Leo

((Riper story in the works))

[the-pied-piper-mclean]

comp nesfurtu wasn't even all that scary.

Leave me alone. -Leo 

[the-pied-piper-mclean]

Oh my gods that show is the shit! Seriously guys, watch it. It's on Adult Swim at 2:00 am on Saturday and I swear one of the main characters Lance is EXACTLY like Nico when he was trying to kill Percy. It's also on demand, bitches :P

Okay. -Jason

[the-pied-piper-mclean]

Has anybody here ever heard of Sym Bionic Titan?

Nope. -Jason