#atari yaps

[teachugger69]

i cannot fathom the fact that there are spencelle deniers. like… rewatching older seasons makes me feel like such third wheel it gets uncomfortable. the tension and chemistry is so THICK i feel like if i look away for a second they’re gonna be boning each other like there’s no tomorrow promised 💔 this shit rated porn, guys. l-l-lets- keep it pg, guys…

THESE DIRTY DEPRAVED LUSTFUL SINNERS WE HAVE TO BURN THEM AT STAKE

[teachugger69]

CONFESSION THAT MAY OR NOT BE HUMILIATING

the hyperfixation has had me in a chokehold for 4 years and i cannot escape it (even if i tried.)

sometimes i talk to myself as if I AM SPENCER. had a bad day? start recounting facts. sometimes i pretend i just AM HIM in general. (and it feels real because i resonate so deeply with him) i’m feeling like a weirdo that nobody likes? that i talk too much? my relationship with my mother is weird? I PRETEND IM HIM. i get so lost sometimes too, like, i genuinely start grieving things as spencer.

it’s healing in a way but it’s gotten to the point where ive picked up on his habits/mannerisms.

i abuse “incredibly” when describing something, i scrunch my nose, i swallow and furrow my brows like how he does when speaking sometimes, i speak with my hands (okay, well i alr did that a lot, BUT NOW ITS ALL THE DAMN TIME)