TRIGGER WARNING! SELF HARM! SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
Eren, Mikasa, and Armin / / finding out you self harm / /
Eren:
He honestly.. had no words,
Just seeing you, a person he loved, with marks all over your arm. It hurt.
“Y-y/n” he looked up at you, your wrist still on his grasp with your sleeve up. “Why..?”
You broke down, crying and saying “I’m sorry! I’m so, so sorry!”
He just held you, and tried calming you down, saying things like, “It’s okay..” “I promise I’m not mad”
Jeager bomb would brush your hair with his fingers.
He would of course have to calm down himself, after all he just saw the love of his life, hurt, hurt by something he felt like you would have never been in if he was more observant of you.
He would bandage you up after comforting you.
He kissed the bandages on your arm, you looking up at his gaze, “I promise, everything will be alright, I’m here for you”
Mikasa:
She didn’t believe it. Nor did she want to.
But seeing you on the bed, a razor in your hand and blood dripping down your wrist, you with tears in your eyes, she just. Couldn’t.
She immediately ran towards you and snatched the blade from your hand. “Y- you- wha-WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!?”
She didn’t mean to react in such a way, but her emotions of shock and fearfulness took over.
“I..” you tried to explain. Mikasa grabbed your wrist, accidently hurting you, making you Yelp. “WHY ARE Y-“
“Mikasa, I’m so sorry..” you cried, You looked at her dead in her shocked eyes, Overflowing tears in your eyes, running down your face.
Mikasa didn’t know how to react. Should she scold you for handling your sadness is such a way? Going off of her emotions?
You cried hard, and started to spill out all your suicidal thoughts and how you wanted to die. All your sadness and depression, all the things that you hated about yourself, saying it as her heart slowly breaks.
She looked at you, still shocked and stayed silent as you continued to rant while choking on your own tears.
“Y/n” she said, you not hearing her over the sound of your ranting and sobbing, “Y/n” she put a hand on your cheek, coming out of shock and understanding a bit more as you spoke. You looked up to her, as she pulled you into a tight hug, kneeling down to your level.
All you could do was cry. “I’m sorry! I’m so so sorry!” Choking on your tears, “it’s okay..” she softly said, stroking your hair.
“Shh.. it’s going to be okay.” You hugged her tighter, “hey, shh.. calm down sweetheart.. I’m here.., I’m right here..” she kissed the top of your head,
After calming you down, she’d carefully wrap up your arm. Mikasa would just hold you until the both of you fell asleep.. <3
Armin:
He.. didnt.. well... he couldn’t..
Why did you do this to yourself
You were on the ground, blood coming out small cuts on your arm, a box cutter to the side of you. And your boyfriend, ARMIN standing in the doorway, looking at you
As soon as he saw them, he covered his mouth with his hand, as tears started to tremble in his eyes.
“Y-y/n” you looked over to see Armin, tears running down his cheeks.
He began to sob, you looking up at him with tears of your own pricking in your eyes.
He went over to you, and pulled you into a hug. The both of you sobbing.
“Y/n.. t-this.. t-this is never the answer.. t-to” he hiccuped “y-your issues..” he cried hugging you tightly.
“I love you so much.. why didn’t you tell me..?” He said rubbing your tears away.
He sniffed, “I- I just couldn’t deal w-with everything anymore” you managed to get out in between tears.
He grabbed the both of your hands ever so softly “t-that’s why I’m here..” he tried to give you a small smile but couldn’t..
“I- I just didn’t want to keep bothering you with my issues!”
“Honey, your never a bother to me” he cleared his face full of tears and pulled you into another warm hug.
“Im always here.. forever y/n... I promise”
