@atuasworn said: ❛ thank you for finding me ❜
[ 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 & 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 / accepting ]
“Ah-- Angie-san...”
It’s hard to find the right words to say to her. Considering, well, everything. He liked to think that they were friends. No. He knew they were. After all the hardship, he knew that they were all they had. No one would be able to help them, except each other. It was funny. Their backstories involved them being the last people on Earth, and it really did feel like they had gone to an entirely new world. Things were confusing and scary. He broke down, faltered, felt such regret and guilt. Sometimes he even felt like him being alive was a mistake. But all the pain hardly mattered compared to this. The bond he shared with the other survivors. Something soft and warm to keep his heart alive. He wondered if the other him had ever felt anything close to this. Probably not. Otherwise... he wouldn’t have signed up for a killing game.
He wasn’t the leader that Momota-kun or Akamatsu-san could be. Hell, he was hardly anything. He relied on everyone to keep him afloat. But was that so wrong? To rely on each other? They had each other, right? If they all leaned on each other, it wouldn’t be so bad. He needs to block out the bad thoughts. They still seem to linger all the time. Just like they always have. Maybe that was just part of his character.
A hesitant smile slips onto his face. Finding her? Just what was he to Angie, anyway? It seemed like forever ago they talked about that kind of stuff. And he’s not really sure he wants to know. But regardless, he was happy she was here with him.
“Thanks...” He says it softly. “... for being here with me.”
She had left the group to focus on her art. He knew she wasn’t far, but he did worry. And sometimes, it got too heavy for him to bear. The weight of it all. And watching Angie paint, even if he didn’t understand it fully, was calming. It didn’t matter who they were, they did exist. Together.
“I’m... happy.... to spend time with you.”
Maybe he’s being too sentimental. But regardless...














