#aug.day vent

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am I back? no but I wanna complain because twitter is down and someone needs to fix it I need my morning dose of Twitter >:(

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my family: august you never spend time with us. you need to visit your family more ya know?

me: *comes over for Christmas to spend time with them and they’re not even home* *calls brother to find out they’re at another family member’s house and I wasn’t invited*

me: ya know, there’s a reason I stay away from you all :/

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I’m never going to understand how adults still act like they’re teens and don’t do shit. get the fuck up and get your shit together.

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I need fucking sleep because I go back to work tomorrow hopefully if I test negative in the morning but no luck is not on my side. my roommate had to call me at almost 2:30am to help her get an Uber home.

like listen yes I want her safe and would do it again if needed, but damn homie I just want my sleep

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tw: covid (I’m probably fine)

so on Saturday I worked with a coworker that I see like once a month and they tested positive for covid the next day. I took a test yesterday and it was negative but I think it’s too soon to tell so I’m gonna wait till Thursday to get another one done.

Thing is I told my boss this but she hasn’t responded :/. Like I just want her to know I’m not coming in today and not get a phone call later but I’m so awkward at texting her. Thing is she’s also not super concerned about covid so I hope she knows I’m not doing this to like get more time off, it’s more to be sure for safety. I live by myself, I need to work to survive because I get no help which she doesn’t know and it’s not something you expect from someone who’s 21.

I’m just stressing because I don’t wanna text her again and be like “hey I’m not coming” and then her responding with something like yeah I figured :/