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[phasyvision17]

BTS deciding to collaborate with Augst D for Aliens was such a crazy move. I hope they do it again.

[fclairz]

Watching yoongi on vlive commenting and listening to his new album D2 (which is fire btw) and decided to make myself a black coffee to honor him

[punkpanda16]

Mistakes and Miracles- ch.15

Word count: 4.6k+

Summary: We never know what to expect in life . Just like you never expected to be a single mother at a young age, much less come to find the father of said child is no other than you bias Min Yoongi from the world wide sensation, BTS. What will happen to your somewhat “normal”  life when he comes in and turns it upside down? Will you be able to raise a child with your extremely attractive bias?

Warnings: Super soft shy Yoongi.  Unprotected sex…stay safe ;) This one got very emotional

Type: Fluff, angst, smut

Yoongi x Reader

Your POV

You awoke the next morning a little sore but, completely satisfied. You reached for Yoongi only to find the place he was laid on was now empty. As your groggy mind began to clear you realized how dark the room was. Looking at the alarm clock next to your bed you found it was just past 6am. As you stretch out your aching muscles you heard a crash coming from the kitchen. The noise starting you and making you rash to the kitchen.

The sight before you made your heart skip a beat. In the middle of the kitchen stood a flustered Yoongi. He had your giggling baby boy in one arm and in his other hand he held a broken pan handle. At his feet lay a mess of flour, broken eggs, and the rest of your now broken frying pan.

You fought the laugh that nearly escaped as you watched him trying to figure out what to do. That battle was lost when a colorful assortment of curses left his lips. You finally decided  to take pity on him when he tried to bend down  to clean the mess, nearly dropping Alexander in the process. 

You had been in his position one too many times. He had two choices put the baby down and try to clean the mess while Alexander screamed bloody murder, or he could risk causing an accident in order to not wake the neighbors. Of course you loved you son with your entire being but you had to admit he was a clingy baby. However, you take partial responsibility because it was through no fault of his own. The night he was handed to you in that hospital room you vowed to never let him go and that was exactly what you did. From that day on he was always in someone's arms. This only got worse when you moved to Korea with Yoongi, with six doting uncles pulls all of BigHit staff wrapped around his little finger he never wanted to be put down.

 Surprisingly enough, one of the biggest contributors to your little problem was Bang PD. Although, your first interaction with him was less than pleasant you came to find he was actually a very sweet man who looked out for the boys and only wanted what was best for all of them. It didn’t take long until he was the same with you and Alexander. In many ways he was like a father to Yoongi and consequently became like another grandfather to Little Min. Not a day went by without him asking how your son was doing. Even taking it upon himself to babysit a few times despite his busy schedule. Every time you took Alexander to visit his dad at work you had to stop by Bang PD’s office or you would not hear the end of it.

“Fuck.” Yoongi’s soft curse made your wandering mind snapped back to the situation at hand.

“I don’t think I want one of our son’s first words to be ‘fuck’” you said with a small laugh.

“Fuck… I mean.. I’m sorry. I mean… good morning beautiful. I’m sorry if I woke you up.” he said with a shy smile. You walked over to him taking your son from his arms. You kissed your son’s chubby cheeks only to receive the widest gummy smile from him. He may be a clinging baby but he was a happy baby. At times it shocked you that he was really Yoongi’s son because unlike his father he was looking to be a morning person, which neither of you understood.  

As you turned to him he gave you an expecting looking. Knowing exactly what he wanted you turned away to torture him a little bit. Just a small payback for leaving you to wake up alone. Yes, he had gotten up to make you breakfast but still you wanted cuddles. You walked past him to put Alexander down on his high chair along with some of his toys to keep him entertained for a while. Once your son was settled in you purposefully walked past him without a second glance and began to clean up the mess.

“So… daddy doesn’t get a kiss?’ he asked with a fake sad pout. You walked over to him stopping a few inches away from him. As he bent down to capture your lips you pulled away and booped his button nose. 

“Now that’s just plain rude. You can’t be so mean to daddy princess” he said as you walked away giggling. He couldn’t fight the smile that broke on his face as he watched you throw the ruined food away. 

“Well, daddy was mean to me first.” you said with a sly smirk, making him quirk an amused brow.

“Oh? What did I do?” he asked with a smile as he walked toward you and  hugging you from behind.

“You know what you did .” you said with a cute pout. He bent down a kissed you shoulder causing an involuntary shiver to run down your spine. 

“I don’t know what I wrong...please tell me baby. I can’t fix it unless you tell me.” he spun you around so you chest was now flush to his and your faces were only inches apart.

“You left me alone in bed.” You whispered as you took your bottom lip between your teeth. You looked up to find him smiling and his eyes begin to dilate. 

“Ah. Did my baby not get enough of me last night?” he teased, “I would have given you more but, if I remember correctly you nearly passed out after round one.” A cocky smirk spread across his lips as your cheeks flushed red.

“Yoongi! The baby is right here...can you not?” you stuttered out only to have him laugh and kiss your nose.

“You’re so cute you know that right? Now, will you tell me what I did wrong?”  he asked sweetly.

“I wanted cuddles but you left me. I could have died with how cold it was.” You rest your chin on his chest with a huff for emphasis.

“Ah my poor dramatic baby. I’m sorry, I know you could have died being away from me for more than five minutes but I was trying to not let you starve.” you wrinkle your nose at his cheesiness. He was too cute you just had to give him a kiss. You pulled away with a bright smile, one that he mirrored.

“Emphasis on the “trying” part because...umm yeah, it didn't work out.” after a few moments he stepped away from you. He turned around and began to scratch his neck as he looked at the mess he had made. “ I’m sorry about the mess and well...the pan.” he apologized shyly as an embarrassed blush covered his ears.

“It’s okay. That’s not my favorite pan anyway. Thank you for the cute gesture but how about I make breakfast while you clean up and feed Alexander.” Right away he got to work. You could help but smile at how lucky you were to be in love with this amazing man. 

He was sweet, funny, talented, and an amazing father. He was not perfect but no one needed perfect. You most certainly did not, making breakfast with the man you love and your son was what you wanted and needed most in this moment.

After breakfast Yoongi cleaned up while you got Alexander ready. Your flight was not for a few hours so the boys came over just to talk and hangout and spend some time with their nephew. You weren't necessarily trying to hide what had happened the night before but all their knowing looks made you feel a bit shy. However, Yoongi seemed to sport a proud smirk as they all silently congratulated him. Their strange behavior must have been tied to this whole situation. You made a mental note to scold them for keeping you in the dark for so long.

But for the time being you just sat snuggled up next to Yoongi as your son played with his proud uncles.  This was going to be the longest time they spend without Alexander and you since you came into their lives. You could tell by the way they held him and kissed him that it was just as hard for them to watch you leave as it was for you to leave.

You and the rest of the boys were watching Tae and Jungkook making your son laugh until Yoongi suddenly stood up catching everyone's attention 

“Okay.” he cleared his throat nervously, “Well, I’m assuming you guys know what happened last night. So, I was wondering if I could steal Y/N for a while. There are some things we need to talk about so I would appreciate if you guys stayed here with Alexander. Just let us have the dorm for a couple hours.” by the end of his impromptu announcement he was nearly beat red. All the boys gave knowing looks until the youngest spoke up.

“Of course hyung. You need to talk, as much as you can before Y/N leaves.” he said with a wink. Everyone, except Yoongi, who was now staring daggers at the maknae,  broke out in laugher.

Without another word  he grabbed your hand and dragged you out of the room. The boys continued to tease you until the front door closed behind you. 

While, you had planned on taking...one thing lead to another and you communicated in a different way.

It started innocently enough. Thinking about being away from your new home and realizing how long you would be away from it made you sad. A few stray tears rolled down your cheeks. In order to comfort you Yoongi kissed your cheeks. One kissed turned to  two and well that lead to where you are now. In  bed with him in between your legs.

“F-fuck,” it came out as a broken moan as Yoongi thrusted into you. The first time you were together you took your time in order to make up for the months of keeping away from each other. Now it was raw passion with a hint of desperation. It was as if he was trying to imprint his soul and body to yours. 

“I’m going to make sure you don’t forget me...ever.” He growled into your ear. Making you clench down on him involuntarily. For a moment he lost his rhythm but he quickly  recovered. 

The only response  you we capable of giving was a breathy moan of his name. No words could be formed as his hips snapped at a faster speed and his lips worked on making as many marks on your chest and neck as they possibly could.

He placed all his weight on one arm as his free hand snakes down to draw harsh circles on your swollen clit. The way his jaw slacked and brows frowned showed how much he was enjoying the sweet sounds he pulled from you. All you wanted was to keep him in this amazing moment of euphoria. 

But all good things come to an end. After a few sharp thrusts directed at your sweet spot you tumbled into absolute bliss. You were sent into a moment that only held you and the man you loved. You were so dazed you barely registered the low groan that filled his bedroom as he came undone as well. It was the most beautiful, erotic sound you have ever heard. 

He stilled for a few moments as his soul finally caught up with his body. After a deep breath he rolled off you and climbed out of bed. He padded of the restroom and returned with a warm cloth to clean you up. 

He worked delicately and quietly as he ran the cloth over the fresh marks he left on your body. The room was filled with a pleasant silence that was broken by your groggy voice.

“I would never do that you know.” You said softly. Your voice hoarse from all the sounds made before. He didn’t looked up, seemingly hypnotized by the patterns of red and purple on your chest. A low questioning hum was the only response he gave you.

“I said I would never do that...I would never forget you, well not unless someone steals all my memories.” You said with a small laugh, one that he returned.

“I could never forget you. Even if this, us...even if we crash and burn. Even if I hate you. I would always remember that I love you.” Those three words are still so fresh and new that they make you blush. 

Only then does Yoongi finally look up. “Promise?” He asks with a soft strained voice, almost as if he was afraid to hear the answer. 

“Promise.” You bend down to kiss his soft pink lips, earning you a sweet gummy smile.

“I love you, Y/N.” 

~Yoongi’s POV~ 

He will admit he has done some very stupid things in his life, but this must be the stupidest. How stupid could he be to believe being away from you and his son for almost a month would be okay? It nearly killed him as he watched you get dressed after the steamy session you had earlier. It hurt knowing that you would go back to your apartment to shower. In an hour he and the boys would help you carry your bags to the car waiting outside. It hurt knowing that he would have to stand there and watch the car disappear into the distance as it went to the airport. It killed him knowing you couldn’t be there to say goodbye like a normal couple because it was too dangerous for  you, the baby, himself,  and potentially all the boys. 

He loved his life, his career, his brothers, and above all he loved his ARMY. But sometimes people  don’t realize how much he gives up for them. Sometimes he misses out on his own life and happiness in order for everyone else to be happy. It upsets him knowing  some people think his or the other boys’ lives are easy just because they are idols. Yes, being an idol has its perks but, before any of their fame they were people. To this day they continue to be human beings with feelings. One day, as much as it pains him to think about it, he will not be an idol but he will continue to be a person who feels love and pain just like everyone else. He can’t help but feel saddened when he thinks of all the personal moments he has and will miss because it’s just one of the sacrifices he makes for his career and his ARMY. 

He tries not to let these thoughts invade his mind as he hugs you goodbye. He tries even harder not to cry because he knows it would only make you cry harder. He pecks your chapped lips and gives you a reassuring nod before going to strap Alexander into his car seat in order to give you and the boys a chance to say goodbye. 

He watched as one by one the boys came to say their goodbyes. First, was of course, their cuddly Mochi. It never took much for Jimin to cry so, it was no surprise when he came to you with tear stained cheeks telling you how much he loved you and that he was going to miss you. It took Jin’s jokes and Jungkook’s muscles to finally pry him off of you. 

The eldest and youngest then hugged you at the same time and proceeded to argue about who would miss you more, which eventually turned into then slapping each other. While they were distracted Hobi decided to step in and give a big bear hug and hand you big paper heart with his picture that he insisted you needed to keep so you wouldn’t forget him. He even requested you show it to Alexander once a day so he didn’t forget him either. 

Next came Tae with a surprise hidden behind his back. It was a Gucci shopping bag with a pair of Gucci sandals and a smaller identical pair. He said they would come in handy on the flight. Claiming something about “you being comfortable in style”. Yoongi didn’t quite hear what he said because he was too busy eyeing Namjoon as he made the final adjustments on Alexander’s car seat.

All the other boys had surrounded you and were talking about the next time you would all be together and they were making jokes in order for you to stop crying. Yet, Namjoon stood behind them with his head hung low. 

No matter how much time has passed Yoongi completely understood how his leader felt. A week before Alexander’s birthday Namjoon had confessed to Yoongi that he still had feelings to you. Not that he met to do it, he was so drunk out of his mind that he thought he was talking to Jimin. 

Images of that night came flooding back as  his leader watch you sadly as you talked to the other boys. 

~ Flashback~

It was another late night in the studio, at least for Yoongi it was. The other boys had decided to go out and get a drink after a long day of recording and practice. When the time to release a new album comes along they practically live their lives at BigHit for weeks or even  months at a time. Therefore, whatever opportunity they get to blow off some steam and relax they took.

 This was the first free night in weeks they were given so they decided to all go out together. However, Yoongi had work to do. Not on the album, but on his relationship with you. Over the past few weeks you began to get closer while planning Alexander’s birthday party. Which is why that night he decided to stay in the studio to fill goodie bags and work on decorations for the party that was quickly approaching. He wanted this to be the best first birthday he could give him’s son and you.

After hours of work he finally took a stretch break. As he walked around his studio loosening his stiff muscles he was distracted by a picture hung next to a shelf that held his most prized possessions. It was a picture of you, the 6 boys, and Alexander all sitting on the couch in their dorm. It was taken the night the boys had finally met their nephew. They all looked so happy, even Alexander wore a smile on his chubby face. He doesn’t remember exactly what the conversation you were all having was, but it must have been a good one because he could see the sparkle in your eye that only appeared when you were genuinely happy. 

He let out a sad sigh as he also recalls the look of utter pain and hatred you gave him when he said all those spiteful things to you a few weeks prior. Ever since that day he hated himself for hurting the one woman in his life he could honestly say he had fallen in love with.  He had also hurt one of his best friends over some stupid jealousy.

Sometimes he felt like he didn’t deserve to have a friend like Namjoon. Throughout Yoongi’s life he preferred solitude. He always told himself he was better by himself even if he felt lonely. He feared that one day someone would care about him and he would just end up hurting them or disappointing them. It took a couple of years for him to fully accept the love and support his bandmates gave him. In the early stages of their friendship just taking a simple complement was overwhelming for him because he never felt he deserved it. 

However, the boys never gave up on him. They persisted until he let down the protective wall he had built around himself. No one was more persistent, supportive, and encouraging than Namjoon. Some people just see him as some goofy guy that was lucky enough to become an idol. But he was so much more than that. He was intelligent, hardworking, selfless, and so many other things Yoongi wished he could be better at. Including being a better friend. 

Namjoon had kept to his promise and backed off. As expected he continued being there for you as a friend but he started hiding his feels more. He talked about you less and less until eventually the only time you came up in conversation was when he would bring up ideas on how Yoongi could make it up to you. Little did he know there was so much more his friend was hiding beneath his forced smiles. 

Yoongi had thankfully just finished tying the last  goodie bag. He swore if he saw one more Kamoman decoration he would lose it. As he started cleaning up there was a sound outside his door like someone had fallen. Knowing  he was the last person on his floor he first instinct was to fight whoever or whatever was outside that door.

Many thoughts ran through his head as he slowly approached the door, baseball bat in hand. Everything from a ghost to a zombie to an animal to one of managers, was a possibility. He held his breath as he opened his locked door and was met with Namjoon laying on the ground groaning in pain. 

“Ohhh that’s going to hurt tomorrow.” Namjoon giggled. It was not unusual to see Namjoon on the floor but his uncoordinated failed attempts to get up along with his slurred words, was a clear indicator of how drunk he was. 

“Namjoon-ah, how much did you drink?” he asked with a small laugh as he helped Namjoon to his feet.

“Well let's see. There was drinks Taeyungie got me and then Jiminie. Then Junkookie and I went shot for shot so I lost count. Our little maknae can drink.” He stated with a proud smile. 

Yoongi scooped up his tall friend as best he could and lead him into his studio. Even if Yoongi was shorter than Namjoon he managed to drag him to the couch in his studio. Yoongi guessed it was just his protective mama bear instinct that allowed him to carry his younger friend. Seeing Namjoon like this hurt him because something told him he was the reason Namjoon was in this state. 

“How did you get here?” he asked concern clearly laced in his voice. 

He just couldn’t understand how Namjoon got this drunk. He was usually the one with most self control. He preferred to sit back let the other guys drink while he babysat them. Yoongi had lost count of the amount of times Namjoon took care of him when he was in this state, maybe even worse states. . Instead of getting one of the other boys or staff members to take care of him when he was drunk mess Namjoon took the responsibility upon himself to get him home and in bed. He went as far as forgoing sleep in order to make sure Yoongi was okay during the night. The next morning he would cover for Yoongi with the managers so he could sleep in 

“Well..” he sang in his best aggio voice, “ my lovely Hosseokie was very upset with me so he took he my soju bottle from me and I WASN’T EVEN DONE WITH IT YET!” he emphasized with a childish pout and crossed arms.

Yoongi bit back a laugh at his friend’s cute behavior, that he would definitely regret tomorrow morning, as he handed him a freshly opened water bottle. 

“Here, drink this. You’ll thank me tomorrow.” Yoongi said with a smirk.

“Is it my new soju bottle just for? For keeps right?” Namjoon asked as he excitedly bounced on the couch nearly spilling the bottle everywhere. 

 “Umm, yeah., Yeah, it is just make sure you drink it all.” He replied with a small laugh. He could not recall a time he had seen Namjoon this drunk. He had to admit it was cute and endearing seeing his typically “in control” leader losing some self control.

“So how did you get here Joonie?’ he question gently. 

“Hoseokie put me in cab after he yelled at me for trying to get my soju bottle back. He told me I was cut off and that I needed to go home. He was being such a meanie even if he knew how sad I was tonight.” He stated as his eyes began to water and his pouty lips began to tremble. His confession caught Yoongi off guard. He needed to get to the bottom of this. 

“Namjoon-ah why are you so upset?” he asked softly as he placed a comforting hand on his friend’s shoulder. A sad sniffle was all he got as a response so he tried again. 

“Come one Joon you know you can tell me. I can’t help you if you don’t tell me.”

“You know why I’m upset Jimminie. Stop asking me why if you already know why.” He let out a frustrated huff. 

“ Namjoon-ah I’m not Jim-” 

“ You know it’s because of Y/N!” He yelled as he ran his hand through he already messy hair. He wiped away the tears in his eyes and sniffled as he continued. “ I love her. I love her so so much and that makes me such a bad friend to her and to hyung. And it makes me terrible uncle to my little Min Min. Because I love him so so much. I can’t love his mommy because then I break up his family. I love all of them and I respect hyung so much. If I lost any of them in my life I don’t know what I would do. I want them together so they can be happy but I want to be happy too. Y/N makes me happy but I can’t have her and don’t want her if that hurts hyung and Little Min Min. Maybe I’m just not meant to be happy.” By the end of his rant Namjoon was sobbing in Yoongi’s chest. 

“Shhh it’s okay. “ Yoongi rocked him gently just like he rocked Alexander when he was upset. 

“Namjoon-ah everything is okay. I promise Y/N, Yoongi, or Alexander would never not let you be  a part of their lives. Alexander needs his smart uncle to teach him how to read and write. Y/N needs you because you’re one of her best friends and she loves you. And... “ Yoongi’s voice broke as he fought back tears of his own. “ A-and your hyung needs you most of all. You’re not just his best friend but you’re his family and he doesn’t know what his life would be without you in it. You saved him in more ways than one. Because of you he is a better artist, friend, and father. He is the best person he could possibly be because of you, NAmjoon-ah.” A single tear fell as Yoongi continued to hold his friend and reassured him that everything would be okay.

He doesn't know how long the sat there but eventually Namjoon had cried himself to sleep. Yoongi gently cover him with a blanket. He sat at his desk for the rest of the night watching over his friend as countless thoughts ran through his mind. The next morning neither of them spoke a word about the night before. They simply went your place with the rest of the boys to have breakfast and pretend nothing ever happened. The only thing on Yoongi’s mind was:  How was he ever going to make it up to his best friend?

Yoongi recognized Namjoon’s face as he walked up to you. He wore the same sad look he had that night as he hugged you goodbye.  In that moment Yoongi vowed he would help make NAmjoon happy.

Hi guys, :)

I once again I am sorry for not posting in so long. I also apologize if this isn’t that good I am still trying to get back into the rhythm of writing. Please let me know what you think and if there are any story requests you have. This tsry is not over yet and there are more fanfics i am working on so keep an eye out. 

Thank you for your love and support. I hope you enjoy :)

(more drama to come) ;)

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Hello ! I Am A Thief ! I Hav Come 2 Steal Ur Heart !

u cant steal what u already Have u dumbass

[elsiiie]

[D-2] min yoongi's birthday countdown To the man who i can never stop staring at how can someone look so etheral

[punkpanda16]

Mistakes and Miracles- ch.12

Word count: 4.5k+

Summary: We never know what to expect in life . Just like you never expected to be a single mother at a young age, much less come to find the father of said child is no other than you bias Min Yoongi from the world wide sensation, BTS. What will happen to your somewhat “normal”  life when he comes in and turns it upside down? Will you be able to raise a child with your extremely attractive bias?  

Warnings: prepare your heart for soft Yoongi.  Super cheesy mushy stuff.

Type: Fluff, angst, smut  

Yoongi x Reader

~Yoongi’s POV~

A small part of Yoongi was upset with this stranger for interrupting his daydream so suddenly. All he wanted was to be close to you a bit longer. It had been so long since you shared such an intimate moment. You looked genuinely happy and Yoongi was proud he had been the one responsible for that happiness, however brief it was. Yet, he also had a sense of relief because of the intrusion because he had provided him with the answers he had spent months looking for in matter of minutes.

Was your relationship difficult? YES!! Were there time he wanted to runaway and never look back? Yes.

Yet, like the women so beautiful stated,  “you fight if it’s worth fighting for” and Yoongi had found something truly worth fighting for...well two things. You and his son.

That was it...he had to stop running and hiding. He was going to fight it didn't matter if more hardships came your way.

“So...I know you said you wanted to talk to about something. I also have something I wanted to talk to you about.”Yoongi began.

It was as if your happy bubble had been popped. Your genuine smile was replaced with a fake one. Your body seemed to tense as you sat down. You held Alexander closer to your body protectively. He hoped you could see how your change in behavior hurt him

“Oh yeah, we need to talk.’ you cleared your throat before continuing. The worry in your eyes made him question how serious this matter was.

“Well, I’m not sure if you remember but Alexander’s birthday is a couple weeks away.”

Of course he remembered. The day he found out his son’s birthday at the hospital he put it in his digital calendar. Once he was back in his studio he put up a calendar for the sole purpose of counting down the days.

The boys had been counting down the days as well.  For the past month, not a day went by without one of them asking, ‘What should we get him?’ or ‘Which of these toys is best’ or ‘Do you think he’ll like this?’ or ‘What are you planning for his birthday party?’

He had no answers for any of these questions because he wanted to plan everything with you. The night you fought he had originally gone to your apartment to ask you how you were going to celebrate.

He had saved a few birthday ideas he felt you would like. He was actually very excited to show you the cute things he found, especially the Kamuman themed party supplies. After the fight he had planned on just sending you the  pictures and allow you to decide what you wanted to do but, every time he was going to hit send, he would stop himself.

“Yes. I was actually wondering what you wanted to do?” he said excitedly, trying to ease the sudden tension between you two.

“Oh good… I wanted to ask you-”

“Anything, just ask.” He interrupted hurriedly.

“I-I wanted to…” Yoongi could tell you were nervous by the way you looked at your feet. He found it cute how nervous you were because you should have know by now how whipped he was for you. Whatever you asked for he would give you.

“To… take Alexander back to Los Angeles.” Anything...except that.

“W- wait. What?!”

“I want to take him back to Los Angeles with me for a while.” you said with more confidence.

So many thoughts were running through his mind. Were trying to get away from him? Did he hurt you so bad that you want to go to a different country to avoid him? How long was his son going to he away? How long were you going to be away? Was he not going to spend his son’s first birthday with him? It was as if you could read his mind.

“I know you want to spend his birthday with him so I want to throw him a party here with your family and the boys before I leave. Then when we get back to Los Angeles my family will celebrate his birthday out there.” You explained.

That simple state made it ten times harder to say no. He knew how much your family mean to you and how much they loved Alexander. He also owed them so much for everything they’ve done for him and his family. Yes, being away from you and Alexander would be hard but, you never once complained when he would leave you for weeks at a time. You were always so supportive and understanding the least he could do is do the same for you.

“H-How long is ‘a while’?”  He asked nervously.

“Well, I was thinking two weeks. I haven’t seen my family in nearly two months. I just wanted to give my parents some time with him. You know how hard it has been for them to be way from him. They use to see him basically every day and now they have to go months without him. They really miss him.”

“So… two weeks? Is it just going to be two weeks?” He had no right to stop you. Korea was your home now but you did leave a family and home behind for him.

“Well, I was thinking, depending on how Little Min is feeling, I would stay longer.”

“Y/N, you know I would be okay with you staying out there longer, but I need you here to… protect you. You know how the press is.” He wasn’t wrong, if the press noticed your absence for two weeks with the baby suspicions would arise quickly.  Yoongi wasn’t sure BigHit would want to cleanup another scandal. He had already caused enough trouble this past year.

But,  if he was being completely honest he was trying to find a way to get you to shorten your time away from him. He knew it was wrong and selfish but he couldn’t help it. Of course, he was going to let you go but he was still upset how this was dampening his plans to confess.

“I know, that’s why I already talked your managers. I promised them I would careful and try to avoid being in public as much as possible, I wasn’t planning on going out much anyway. I just want to be with my family. They in turn promised they would help me leave and get back without anyone knowing. Besides, everyone is focused on how well the comeback is doing, they wont even know I’m gone. Namjoon agreed to take care of the press if they started asking questions.”

Of course, Namjoon was helping you. Yoongi couldn't help the jealousy that rose in his chest. He was well aware that Namjoon had abandoned pursuing you romantically, However, he still hated that you went to Namjoon instead of him. He should be the one helping you.

“Oh, that’s great.” He didn’t want you to see the hurt on his face so he turned his gaze toward his fidgeting hands.

“Are you okay?” You asked worriedly.

“Yeah, yeah I’m fine. Why wouldn’t I be?” he said with a small laughing, hoping you would believe him and not notice how dejected he felt.

“Yoongi, I know you. You aren’t okay. I called you here to talk. So, talk to me. What’s wrong?” He hated how you have learned to read him so well. It always made him feel so exposed and vulnerable.

“I just wish you could have come to me first. I don’t understand why you went to Namjoon. I mean this is our son, we are talking about. Anything that concerns him and you, I should be the one to take care of.” There was a slight edge in his voice when he said his friends name but you chose not to call him out on it. You were here to fix your issues not start another fight.

“Well, he’s your leader. if it involves you and us he needs to know about it. It’s his job to take care of things like this. Also, you were my first choice but then you decided to yell at me and humiliate me so, that didn’t work out for me. How am I supposed to make plans with someone who I didn’t talk to or see two weeks?” Those words  hurt more than he felt you intended them  to.

“I’m sorry.” It came out as a whisper, the only reason he knew you heard him was your body seemed to finally relax. You had a point...If anything involved Alexander it involved Yoongi as well. Which meant that the boys, especially Namjoon, needed to know because their lives and careers were tied together,

“Was that so hard?”

“W-wh--”   

“Yoongi, that’s all I needed to hear. I need you to, for once, put your pride aside. Those two little words won’t fix everything but it could be a start.” Yoongi turned to you with wide eyes. Really? All this time he was beating himself up.. All he needed was communicate with you? Huh? Who would have guessed?

“Really? Does that mean you for-”

“Ummm, I'm still working on the complete forgiveness, but I am willing to work on us and fix our issues for our son.” Right. This was for him. Nothing to do with your relationship.  Yoongi didn’t say anything as he reprimanded himself for having the hope that maybe you wanted to work on a relationship with him that didn't involve your son.

“A-and… well m-maybe… i missed you.” Yoongi’s head snapped up so fast he was surprised he didn't break his neck. You looked at him with flushed cheeks and a shy smile.

“Y-you missed m-me?”

“Well.. y-yes. I mean…you are one of closest friends. Fighting with you and not talking was hard.” Friends…well at least it was a start.

~Your POV~

“So...what do you think?” You asked nervously.

“About what?” Yoongi look at you confused.

“My trip with Alexander. Would it be okay?”

“Y/N, I am happy you talked to me. But...” You held your breath as you expected him to reject you idea. He had no right to forbid you from leaving however, he did have a say in letting you take your son.

“You should know by now not to be afraid to come to me. Of course, you can go and take the baby. I just want you to be careful and video chat me everyday...I m-mean so I-I can talk to Alexander...not because I care about you’re doing. Wait, no...I mean I do care about you… I--”

“Thank you.” I decided to have mercy and save him from further embarrassing himself.

It was cute seeing the usually stoic Min Yoongi, a nervous mess. There was many sides to Yoongi that you loved but his nervous flustered side was one of your favorites. You couldn’t resist his cute blushed cheeks and the way he rambled always made your heart melt.

You gave him a minute to recover. You were glad he looked everywhere but you because you were having trouble bite back the smile that was creeping on your face.

“Y-you’re welcome.” he still would not look directly at you, seemingly transfixed by a fascinating spot in the grass below his feet. He was just too cute you couldn’t stop the giggle that left you. It only seemed to make him more flustered because his ears turned a bright red and he kept clearing his throat awkwardly.

“So...you said you wanted to talk about something?’ you said after a few minutes, pulling Yoongi out of deep thought. He finally looked at you. His cheeks were still a dusty rose and his eyes were wide. He was like a mix between a cute  kitten and a deer caught in headlights.                    

“W-what? Ooh! Right…” he cleared his throat again. He turned his body and finally made direct eye contact.

You weren’t sure if you should be nervous. His posture showed he was still nervous but his face was serious. Whatever, he was about to tell you was clearly important and seemed like he had been mentally preparing himself to tell you.

“Y/N there’s something I’ve been meaning to tell you. I’ve actually been wanting to tell you for a long time but I wasn’t sure how you would react so I never got the courage to tell you. I just...I have to tell you now before I back out again.” he was rambling again but this time it wasn’t cute.

This time it made you nervous. Your palms started becoming sweaty as every possible negative scenarios began to ran through your mind. Everything from him saying he fell in love with someone else to him saying he wanted you out of his life. He wouldn’t do that right?

It seemed absolutely ridiculous to think these things however, given a choice between the two scenarios you would choose the ladder. You could leave his life as long as you you were still in your son’s life but losing him to someone else felt like dying while still breathing.

The imagine of someone else coming  in and giving him the family he deserves hurt you beyond belief. You wanted him to be happy, but you wanted to be the one to give him that happiness. These past few months showed you that  home was next to your son and Yoongi, all you wanted was to be same for him.

Yes, he felt like home. He was warm and calming and so many other things made you happy.  

But you found you didn’t love him because someone who completely you. You loved him because he was your compliment that allowed you to grow as you were not what he wanted you to be. With Yoongi you found you can love someone and still love yourself and be independent. That is why losing him is so scary.  

“So…Y/N. We have been through a lot together. I owe you so much. I know you aren’t related to Alexander by blood but I don’t think I could have asked for a better mother for him. You do so much for not only him and me but for the boys too. Throughout the scandals and drama you were still there. You never hid away and respected my career...i guess what I’m trying to say is...thank you for still being here with me. I know it isn’t easy.” He said with a nervous smile. Everything he said to you made your heart swell but you knew he had more to say, he just couldn’t find the way to say it.

Despite what people would say about Yoongi and his inability to show his emotions and talk about his feelings, you knew better. It wasn't that he couldn't express his feelings. Quite the opposite, everyday he showed how much he loved the boys and Alexander and even you, he just showed it with actions not words. Like staying late in the studio to help them finish a song or saving the last bite of food on his plate for the younger members.

You never told him that you knew he would wake up earlier than usual just so he could hold Alexander before work and so you could sleep in longer. For those who didn’t know him they would miss these small details but you knew that everything he did, although he claimed it was for himself, were for those he loved. Those closest to him knew they never had to hear a long speech or declaration of love to know that Yoongi loved them.

This showed you that what he was saying was completely sincere and very difficult for him to say out loud.  

“Of course, Yoongi. You know that despite the arguments and struggles, you are very important to me...that won’t change. You don’t have to thank me for anything.” that seemed to be the right thing to say because he visibly relaxed and continued.

“W-well I didn’t just want to say thank you. Y/N, I-I wanted to say I think I’m in l-”

“YOONGI! Is that you?” a high pitch scream came from behind you. Not only did it take you by surprise but, Yoongi jumped from his seat and Alexander started crying from the sudden scare.

“OH! It is you! Hi!” You turned and found the annoyingly perky voice belonged to a beautiful women with long brown hair.

She had fair smooth skin. She looked like she had just walked out of a modeling catalogue. It made you wonder who had time to dress so nicely and have such perfect make up. She didn't walk like a normal person, she basically pranced next to Yoongi. When she put her hand on his arm you couldn't help the growl that escaped your throat. Luckily it was drowned out by Alexander’s cries.

“Oh! Sorry am I interrupting something?” she asked with a sicking sweetness in her voice as she looked at himi with her big doe eyes.

“Ye-”Yoongi was about to answer when you suddenly cut him off.

“No. You aren't. I was actually just about to leave, the baby needs his nap.” you said through clenched teeth. Your new guest didn't seem to notice the anger laced in your tone but Yoongi could clearly sense it by the way he seemed to go into a panic.

“Oh, leaving so soon. Yoongi-ah, didn’t even get to introduce us properly. And who is this little guy?” She said as she bent down to squeeze Alexander’s tear stained cheeks. He always loved to receive attention for strangers however, today he was having none of it. As soon as she leaned in he let out a loud scream and started crying even more. He buried his little head in your shoulder trying to hide away from her. She jumped back almost offended by his actions.

“Wow! Someone is grumpy today.” she said with her fake sweet smile. “Is he always like this with strangers?’’

“No. He must not like you.” you said as casually as possible as you put him down in his stroller.  

“Y/N!” Yoongi yelled, clearly not happy with your rude response. His friend was eventuality offended with eyes wide and her mouth agape.  

“I’m only kidding. He needs a nap that’s all.” You correct with a fake laugh. The tension between you and Yoongi seemed to spike while the beautiful stranger next to him laughed along with you nervously. There was a moment of awkward silence until she spoke up again.

“Oh, well since this man won’t introduce us. I’m Seo-yun.” she stuck out her perfectly manicured hand which you hesitantly took. She gave you a smile so bright that you were nearly blinded.

“Y/N” you said with a small smile.

“Oh! So you’re...Y/N” she said as she looked at you up and down. “Yoongi told me about you.”

“Really? Because he told me nothing about you.” she either didn't hear the venom in your voice or chose to ignore it because she just looked at Yoongi with lovesick puppy eyes as she answered.

“Well I think you know my Yoongi-ah...he doesn't share much about his personal life with anyone.” you could sense the sharpness in her words.

“Well, it was lovely meeting you. But as you can see I have a child to take care of so have fun with your Yoongi-ah.” you said sarcastically emphasizing the last part, even making your voice higher. You finished packing Alexander's things and began walking away.

“Awe. Yoongi, she is a great nanny.” her mocking words made you turn around. Your blood was boiling. Who does she think she is?

“Excuse you?” you asked angrily.

“What? Did I say something wrong? ” she sounded genuinely confused.

“You think I am his nanny?” you were nearly seething at this point. You turned to Yoongi angrily, secretly asking him if he was going to speak up.

“Isn’t that what she is?” Seo-yun turn to him also.

“W-well yes...I-I m-mean NO! Yes, she takes care of him but we don't think of her as a nanny. S-she is more like family to me...and the boys.” If it wasn't for the burning rage running in your veins you would almost feel bad for having caught in the middle of this exchange.

You weren’t necessarily angry at Yoongi. Yes, you wish he could speak up and defend you but you knew his hands were tied. If anyone knew how close you truly were to Yoongi there would me a media firestorm. That’s why to the rest of the world you were just another employee, a glorified nanny. You were angry with the situation and jealous of this perfect girl that was hanging off of Yoongi’s arm, looking like the perfect girlfriend.

“Oh! That's so sweet. Aren't you lucky Y/N! I wish that when I was working I had an employer as sweet as my Yoongi-ah.” Her innocent act was only infuriating you more so you found it better to leave before you did something you regretted in front of Alexander. You decided to let the anger go.

“Yes, I am so lucky.” You said angrily with a hint of sadness in your voice. Suddenly you felt tears prick in your eyes so you found it best to lower your head and walk away  before you let them see you cry.

Once you were far enough down the path leaning out of the park you stopped by the river’s edge to wipe your tears away. You watched reflection of the clear blue sky dance on surface of the water as you tried to gather your thoughts.

Being referred to Alexander’s nanny affected you more than you expected it to. You assumed you would be used to it by now, after all, when BigHit and Yoongi announced the official statement about Alexander you were mentioned as a “designated caretaker,” which seemed like a way of saying glorified nanny.

Of course, after a few weeks rumors of a romance between you and Yoongi and even some of the other members began to rise, BigHit had to say you were staff member and nothing more. You never really cared if people thought you were just a nanny because Yoongi and the rest of BTS always assured you that you meant much more. They told whatever was in the media may sound bad but they knew if the whole truth went public, this positive relationship you had with Yoongi, would ultimately be flipped into something negative that would affect both of you.

However, standing in front of that condescending women made you feel small. It made you feel like what the media said about you is really all you were to Yoongi, especially because he couldn't completely deny it at least not in public. For the sake of your and Alexander’s safety and privacy and Yoongi’s career, at least to the public, you had to remain a “ designated caretaker.” Even if you didn’t tell Yoongi or anyone, it still hurt.

You were so engrossed in your thoughts that you didn’t hear the footsteps that were quickly approaching you until someone placed their hand on your shoulder.

You were surprised to see Yoongi standing behind you trying to catch his breath. After he got himself together he spoke up. You wiped the last tear in your eyes. Even though you knew he noticed you hoped he would ask why you were crying.

“Y/N. Let me explain, please. Look sh-” You raised your hand to stop him.

“You don’t have to explain anything to me.”You said quietly. You tried to look everywhere but him.

“Yes I do. Remember what we were just talking about...fixing us. We can’t really do that if we don’t talk.”

“Really, Yoongi, I’m okay. Lets just drop it and you can go back to your friend. I need to go-” you tried walking away but grabbed you wrist. You turned back to look at him. He was a mix between frustrated, angry, and pleading.

“Y/N please, I know what just happened looked bad but let’s talk about. And no it’s not okay. Look at you, you were crying.” he placed his fingers under your chin and lifted your face so he could look directly into your eyes. You couldn’t stand the look of pity etched on his face so you closed your eyes, trying to block out the unintentional pain he was causing you and hold back the tears that threatened to fall.

“Please, look at me.” He begged with a hint of pain and sadness laced in his tone. When you opened your eyes a single tear escaped. The thumb that was once resting on your chin was now gently wiping away the tear. It was another intimate moment that made your heart skip a beat. Again you became wrapped up in the world that you and Yoongi created as you stared into his tender eyes. There was no longer pity, just regret and a hit of something you couldn’t understand.

You cleared your throat awkwardly. You didn't want to ruin the moment but you didn’t know how much longer you could stand being so close to hm without closing the gap between you. Yoongi took a step back and seemed like he too was trying to find his self control.

“So..” he began nervously. “I just want you to know Seo-yun is the girl I went out on a date with that night we got into the fight. We were seeing each other for a few weeks before that but that night I ended it. And I haven't talked to her since, in case you were wondering.” You didn’t have a response for his confession so you just nodded as a sign that you understood.

“And… all that stuff she said about you being his nanny...Y/N, you have to understand that not true. What I said before is all true. You mean so much to Alexander, the boys, and me...especially me.” he whispered the last part but you caught it clear as day. You were important, especially to him? Again you were at a loss for words. Thankfully Yoongi was ready to lighten the mood.

“So… I know we got interrupted earlier, but do you think we can still have a fun family afternoon. Or if… Alexander is still cranky, we can go back home and put him down for nap and then watch a movie, maybe make something to eat. Wouldn’t want him hating anymore strangers.” he teased.

“Well I think as long as they don’t have annoying high pitched screams that scare him or try to get to close for comfort I think we will be okay.” you shot back with a sly smirk making Yoongi laugh along with you.

Once he wiped away his fake tears he took the stroller and began walking back toward the park. He insisted you keep your arm wrapped around his so you wouldn’t “run off “. This fluff ball really is the cuddliest little bean out there, even if he would never admit it.

Hi guys,

First of all... soft Yoongi always melts my heart. Sorry if it was cheesy but I’ve been in a romantic mood.

Second, I am so so so sorry for not posting sooner. Mid-terms have been keeping me busy but I’m trying to keep updating. This fanfic is coming to an end soon so please give me an ideas on what to write next.

(P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUR CUTE MOCHI JIMIN!!! I hope you’re feeling better and having an amazing bday. ARMY will always be here to support you.)

*(more drama and...smut in the next chapters ;)...stay tuned)

[punkpanda16]

Mistakes and Miracles- Ch. 9

Word count: 4.2k+

Summary: We never know what to expect in life . Just like you never expected to be a single mother at a young age, much less come to find the father of said child is no other than you bias Min Yoongi from the world wide sensation, BTS. What will happen to your somewhat “normal”  life when he comes in and turns it upside down? Will you be able to raise a child with your extremely attractive bias?  

Warnings: daddy kink (kind of)

Type: Fluff, angst, smut  

Yoongi x Reader x Namjoon

~Yoongi’s POV~

When Luca said you were talking about him his heart soared. But then it hit him...you referred to him as your...friend. That’s all he was your friend. Those words stung but like always he plastered a fake smile on his face and continued to listen to the conversation.

Just as Luca was about to continue your flight was announced.

FLIGHT 309 to Seoul, South Korea is now boarding at Gate 13. On cue Luca grabbed his bags and stood up.

“Well guys I guess it’s time for us to go. Y/N, again when you land in Korea make sure you call me and I’ll show you around okay?” You nodded as a blush spread across you face. He handed you your book with one last flirty wink before he began to walk away.

The blood boiling jealousy crept into Yoongi’s chest again. He wanted to stand up and tell that Luca guy that you were not going anywhere near him because you were his and no one else but he fought back his urges with clenched fists.

Luca had walked a few feet before turning on his heel to wave back at you guys as if he was saying goodbye to his dear friends, something Yoongi knew had no interest in being.

“Bye. Yoongi see you around man.” the way he said Yoongi’s name with a cocky smirk only made him angrier.

“Sure, see you.” He hissed through clenched teeth. In this moment all he wanted was this Luca guy to just leave you alone. Even after he was no longer in his sight  the anger inside Yoongi remained.

“Are you okay?” You asked as you began to board the plane. You switched Alexander from one hip to the other in order to free your arm, which you then placed on Yoongi’s bicep to get his attention. The touch alone making his heart flutter but not enough to make his anger subside.

“Yeah.” He said he shrugged your hand off him. He walked past you without sparing you one last glance. He knew he was being cold and childish but he couldn’t help it. He was so angry and frustrated but he didn’t know how to tell you how he was feeling.

You were always so close to being something but you were not his and any guy like Luca could come in and take you away. He wanted you to be happy but he wanted to be the one to make you happy. It was selfish but in a way he did it because he wanted to give you all the happiness you gave him these past few months. He wanted that happiness for the rest of his life for you and him and your son.

“No you’re not okay. I know you Yoongi. What's wrong please talk to me?” You pleaded with him as you look your seats. he chose to remain quiet.

“Damn it Yoongi!” You scolded him in a hushed whisper only loud enough for him to hear you. “You know I hate it when you don’t talk to me. Please just talk to me. Did I—”

“Are you really going to meet that guy when we get to Korea?” Yoongi growled. Looking everywhere but you as he put your bags in the storage compartment.

“I—I”

“You are aren’t you?” Yoongi scoffed. Then sat down with a huff. His crossed arms and evident pout making him look like a bratty child.

“I am but—”

“Stop! You don’t have to explain. You can do whatever you want I don’t care.” He  saw his words clearly hurt you but that didn’t stop you from giving him a peace of your mind like always. Wait...did you want him to care? Maybe you wanted him to be involved in your romantic life and care about who you went out with...maybe?

“It’s good that you don’t care because you have no say in who I go out with. It isn’t any of your business or mine for that matter but Luca is gay. He offered to show me around Seoul because he wanted to make new friends to hang out with in Seoul.” With that you once again not only crushed the false hope he stupidly held onto, but successfully made him feel like a complete idiot.

“I’m going to need friends when I’m out there, Yoongi. Plus Luca was nice enough to soothe Alexander while you were gone which by the way will happen a lot. When you leave on tour I’ll be alone with him again and I need people around me like Luca. People that genuinely want to be my friend.” You were seething with anger and it made Yoongi dry swallow the lump that was forming in his throat.

It was usually these angry rants that held the most truth. A truth that hurt Yoongi to no end but it was truth nonetheless. Even though you would be working as a medic at BigHit you wouldn’t always be traveling with BTS. It wouldn’t be healthy for Alexander. You would be on tour with them for a month out of  their 4 month tour, the rest of the time you would be back in Korea. That was a lot of time to be alone. You were right you need friends and connections while there so you felt less alone.

“I’m sorry. You’re right. It’s just—I I don’t know. I just get a little possessive. B-because of Little Min of course. It’s just I’m his dad and i don’t want him to see anyone else that way.” That wasn’t a complete lie but he couldn’t tell you the full truth because then you would know about he feelings for you. Stupid pointless feelings.

“Look. Yoongi I understand but that will never happen. I would never allow that to happen. You will forever and always be the best and only daddy in his life, promise. Okay?” You said with a sweet reassuring smile.

God there seriously was something wrong with him. His heart warmed at your sincere words. But...the word daddy on your lips had a much different effect. You said it so innocently and sweet… you even had the audacity to bat your eyelashes. He involuntarily twitches in his pants and he hoped the denim material was thick enough to hide it.

“Okay. T-thanks Y/N. I think I’m going to sleep. You should try to rest too it’s a long flight.” He turned away from you and closed his eyes hoping sleep would take over soon so his little friend would go away.

“Goodnight, Yoongi.” your honey sweet voice dripped into his burning red ears.

~Your POV~

The most difficult part about moving with Yoongi to a new country was the first week becoming acclimated with your new home. Even though you were familiar with Korean culture and the language things were just so different from the etiquette to the number of people around you. People looked at you differently here. They were never rude or disrespectful but you could help but notice how different you were from everyone else. You couldn’t help but feel insecure at time, which was harder to deal with without a close friend to confide in.

Of course you had Yoongi but he was so busy from the moment you landed that you never wanted to bother him. Just the fact that you had wear a face mask every time you went out was overwhelming. You just wanted to go out with your son and teach him about his culture but it was impossible with cameras constantly pointed at you. Well, technically pointed at Yoongi and Alexander. ARMY had accepted Alexander with open arms. His existence becoming public had created a lot of attention lucky most of the stories were positive and supportive.

Fortunately, or unfortunately depending on how you look at it, your existence  was unknown for the most part. BigHit and Yoongi were forced to say you would be Alexander's personal nanny for the foreseeable future. It was made known that you would also be with them on tour. Any rumors about a deeper relationships were quickly shut down by saying you are nothing more than an employ bound by contract stating you could not date Yoongi or any of the other boys.

After that the weeks flew by faster than expected. You had spent those weeks being dragged from one interview to the next. It seemed like everyone wanted to know about Yoongi and his new experience as a single father. All you could do was sit backstage as you watched your son steal the hearts of millions on camera. It honestly seemed like he was made for this life. He as never fussy on stage and loved being held by everyone and anyone. You were happy that Yoongi didn’t have to hide his son but at times you wished you could be sitting out there with them.

Of course, everyone was worried about who his mother was. Yoongi always gave the same answer, saying she was no longer in their lives and that he didn’t want to go into it because he was just happy his son was now with him. He always made sure to add that his son would be okay because he had someone in his life who was always there for him.

As expected rumors about Yoongi being in a secret relationship arose so again he had to “clarify” he meant his mother even though later in secret he told you he was really referring to you. Even if you had to hide away from the cameras and this upset you, when it was just you and Yoongi he always reminded you of the very important role you played and his and his son’s life. He made sure you were protected and happy in your own little family bubble that held him, your son, the boys, and you.

You did end up contacting Luca because he became someone you could trust and talk to when you had your moments of weakness and felt like giving up on your new life with Yoongi. He would come over once in a while and help you with the baby when Yoongi was away in his studio. He would try to get you out of your house as much as possible even if it was just to walk around your apartment complex. Outings were difficult though, due to the restrictions placed by the company to protect your and Yoongi’s image.

It was weird even though you lived a floor below the dorms you felt like you saw him less and less. He and boys had a lot of private and public events they had to attend, not to mention the long hours of dance practice and the time spent in the studio. However, Yoongi never missed family dinners that began to become a regular thing. Every night before heading to the dorms Yoongi came to your apartment and had dinner with you and Alexander. Most times the boys would tag along too. Ever since they met Alexander they refused to leave his side.

They wanted to meet him months ago but everyone, including BigHit, knew it was safer to wait until you were in Seoul. Now that they had their nephew nearby it was difficult getting them to leave. Not that you minded of course. Before Yoongi, it was just you and the baby. Your family would be over sometimes and they would help you watch him which was always a big help. Now, however, you had seven guys swooning over your son 24/7. Whether it was an earlier morning breakfast or late dinner you always had company.

You were so happy to have the boys around. You got along well with all of them especially the younger ones. Jungkook, Taeyung, and Jimin were  sweet and funny, always pranking their hyungs. Pretty soon you joined them in their pranks. You began to see them like your little brothers even though they were around your age. They were also the best babysitters, especailly Taeyung. You swore some days you literally had to pry the baby out of his arms.

Jin, Hoseok, and Namjoon became your protectors. They always helped keep the younger guys in check. They all loved and cared for Alexander. They were the proudest uncles you ever met. Even though you left home you were beyond happy that Alexander got so much love. Your new home was not as quiet as your old home but it was full of so much love.

You began to care for all the boys deeply but one stood out...Namjoon. You always found the conversations to flow so easily with him. Unlike Yoongi he was an open book. There were times you noticed he was stressed and you would invite him to your place to talk. You both understood what it was like to be thrust into a parental role at a young age. You both understood the  pressure of  protecting the people who you loved dearly. You also understood how hard it was to balance as life devoted to yourself and a life devoted to others.

Namjoon loved the boys but he at times felt too responsible for the them. He always wanted the best for them which was a lot of pressure for one person. But you felt honored that he would talk to you about it. What you didn’t know was Namjoon was beyond grateful that you came into his life. He told the boys most thing about himself or what he was feeling but there were certain things he chose to keep to himself because he didn’t want to worry them or he felt they wouldn’t understand. But you did. You were so open and always so willing to listen to him that soon all he wanted to do was talk to you. It wasn’t long until  he began to want more. He began to get feelings for you.

You also began to sense a change in your friendship. When ever he gave you a dimple smile your heart would flutter. There were times where he would subconsciously touch you and goosebumps would erupt on your skin. Your feelings for Yoongi remained in your heart but you began to resign yourself to the idea he would never be yours. He must have started to feel the same way because he began dating. Although, it killed you, you accepted the fact that he had to be happy. He had a commitment to your son but not you.

At night during dinner it seemed like almost the perfect family but then Yoongi would leave and you felt alone again. It felt like you were using him at times but Namjoon helped fill some of that loneliness that Yoongi left behind.

Your first two months in Seoul were great but you  never really had a chance to go out. If you weren’t at school or work you were taking care of Little Min. He was now a rambunctious ten month old baby boy. He was crawling all over the apartment and learning to stand so you had to be all the more vigilant now.

One afternoon the boys were given the day off. Yoongi messaged you saying he decided to stay in the genius lab the rest of the day but he promised to be back as soon as possible. Namjoon felt it was unfair for you to spend the evening alone so he decide to pay you a visit.

When you heard a knock at the door you picked up a Alexander and went to open it. You opened the door you found a happy Namjoon giving you his signature dimple smile...there were those damn butterflies again. Alexander instantly cooed and reached for his uncle who gladly took him from your arms to hold him.

“Hey Joonie. Come in.” He walked in and you closed the door behind you and headed to couch where he was playing with Alexander.

“Where are the boys?”

“They decided to stay upstairs and play video games. You know I love them but I need to get away from the screaming sometimes.” You laugh knowing that at times the boys were too much. Like all families sometimes you needed some alone time away from them.

“Yeah, I get that. Did I tell you last week Jimin and Jungkook ran in here arguing over candy. They were literally screaming at each other. They were so aloud they woke up Alexander and it took me and hour to get him down for another nap. I was so mad. I felt like their mother scolding them like they were children. I swear sometimes they are worse than my actual baby.” You said with a laugh.

“Trust me I know.” He laughed.

“So Y/N, What are your exciting plans for tonight?Are you having dinner with hyung?”

“We were supposed to but he said he was staying in the studio late.”

“Oh.” Namjoon’s expression seemed to drop as he looked away from you and you knew he was hiding something for you.

“What is it Joonie?” You asked with a softness in your voice as sign letting him know he could tell you anything.

“Nothing.” He  said still refusing to meet your eyes.

“Joon, we haven't known each other that long but I know when your hiding something from me. Just please tell me.” there was slight begging tone in your voice that finally made him look at you.

“Okay I’ll tell you but don’t get mad. I’m sure hyung has a reasonable explanation.” You nodded slowly as a cold feeling began to fill you chest. You hoped what he had to tell you didn’t hurt.

“He’s not at the genius lab. He had another date tonight. With that same girl he’s been seeing for a few weeks now.” As much as you didn’t want it to...it hurt. Namjoon noticed the change in your mood and tried to comfort you.

He put Alexander on the floor so he could play with his toys. He took your hands in his, “Look, Y/N, I know these  family dinners mean so much to you and  Alexander. Trust me they mean a lot to Yoongi hyung too but he needs this. He’s been hung up on this girl, who he refuses to tell us about. I think the only person who knows is Hobi. But he’s really hurting. We really don’t know what’s going on but we all agreed that he needed to move on. So that’s what he’s trying to do. I don’t think these dates will go anywhere any time soon but they may pull him out of his slump.”

A part of you felt bad for Yoongi but another part was undoubtedly jealous...who was this girl that had him so messed up?

“Yeah. Joonie I hope it helps. I want him to be happy.” Namjoon smiled at your response.

“Y/N you are the sweetest thing on this planet. I’m still amazing at how selfless you are.”

His sincere words create a sick feeling in the pit of your stomach. If he only knew that you had no choice but to feel selfless because Yoongi would never be yours.

“Sometimes you overestimate me Joonie.” You say with a sad smile.

“No you underestimate yourself.” There was a moment of silence. Namjoon looked at you with a look of admiration with a hint of love that made your heart squeeze in your chest.

“Thank you, Joonie.” You said with a small sigh.

“If you want to thank me you will come to dinner with me.” Again he avoided eye contact, choosing to look down at Alexander playing with his toys on the floor, as he ran his fingers nervously through his dark hair.

“W-what?”

“Come on Y/N. Come to dinner with me as a thank you for everything you’ve done for me and the rest of the guys.” He looked up at you with pleading hopeful eyes.

“Dinner? Like a date?” You asked making Namjoon’s cheeks flushed red.

“I-I mean. If you want...I mean you don’t have to come. If you don’t want.” He began to ramble in the cutest manner.

“Joonie is this a date?” You asked with a bright smile that only made him blush more.

“Yes?” You gave him a suggestive smirk and he cleared his throat.

“Umm yes. Yes it’s date. If you agree of course. But like I said—”

“Yes.” Y ou cut him off in the middle of another nervous non sequitur.

“Really?” He’s beautiful dimple smile was on full display.

“Yes. I just need someone to watch Alexander.”

“Don’t worry I’ll ask the boys. They have the rest of the evening off. I’m sure they would love to watch him.” He literally jumped from couch, careful not step on hurt the cooing baby sitting on the floor placing a soft kiss on the baby’s small head and one on your cheek. You were shocked by his sudden action so all you could do was watch as he practically ran to the door. He was already in the hallway when he realized he forgot something.

“I’ll pick you up at 6. Is that okay?” He stuck his head through the door waiting for your answer.

“Okay. See you there.” He gave you one last smile before he disappeared out the door again.

Once you closed the front door you couldn’t  help the girly giggle that escaped your body. Namjoon just always had a way of making you a giddy school girl. He was so sweet and shy despite the hard rapper persona he put on on stage.

You looked at the clock and realized you had two hours to get ready. It had a been a long time since you went on a date and you had lost touch with that part of you life. You needed help getting ready so you decided to call the closest friend you had in Seoul...Luca.

Over this short time he became your best friend only second to Yoongi and Namjoon. He was funny and outgoing but understanding. You opened  up to him like he opened up to you. Yoongi seeing how close you were to him even allowed you to tell Luca about him and boys and their jobs. Excluding some details. You in turn learned more about your new friend like about his travels.  He even opened personal details about his relationships and what is what like to be bisexual and how he fell in love with a male idol. You came to value Luca’s opinion because it was a always very honest, sometimes a little too honest.

Luca arrived excitedly. He helped you pick out a cute blush pink dress. You applied natural makeup and curled your hair. Luckily Luca took care of Alexander while you got ready.

“Wow! Y/N if I wasn’t in love with my baby boy I would be so in love with you. You look beautiful. I swear Namjoon won’t know what hit him when you open that door. I think little man agrees his mommy is the prettiest women alive.” He placed your giggling baby on your arms so you could give him a cuddle.

As if on cue there was knock on the door. You placed Little Min on your hip and went to open the door. You felt beautiful  but when you opened that door you felt like you were seeing the definition of art.

Namjoon stood there in a white dress shirt tucked into a pair of dark of jeans. His leather belt matched his brown leather shoes. His dark locks were parted at the middle and styled perfectly. He looked absolutely breathtaking. You were so distracted you forgot about the other people around you. It wasn’t until Tae cleared his throat that you were snapped out of you trans.

“Hey, Y/N I’m here to take Alexander.”

“O-oh right.” You handed Alexander to his happy uncle.

“Remember of you need anything just call me or call Yoongi. There are diapers and clothes in Yoongi’s room. He just ate and Luca gave him a bath so he should be ready to go to bed soon. And—”

“Yah! Y/N breath. You do know I’ve watched him before. The boys and I will take great care of him.” he gave you his signature boxy smile to reassure you.

“Sorry. I just get really nervous when it comes to him.”

“We know but he’ll be fine.” Namjoon told you soothingly.

“Right! So Tae and I will be leaving. I’ll make sure to escort them to the elevator. Y/N message me later.” Luca gave you a wink and dragged Tae away.

“Tae I swear if you use him as a model for your Gucci collection again or you try to dye his hair I will hurt you.” You yelled down the hall. Earning laughs from the guys. You then turned to Namjoon.

“So...are you ready to go?” He gave a shy nodded. You locked your door and began to walk down the hall.

“You look stunning Y/N.” It’s was endearing heading the nervousness in his voice.

“Thank you, Jonnie. You look so handsome.” He smiled widely and blushed.

You remained quiet until the elevator arrived. You stepped in and waited for the doors to close. Suddenly Namjoon became bold and intertwined his fingers with yours…this was going to be an interesting night.

Hi guys  

I’m sorry if it’s a bit short and late but i’m still learning how to manage my time with this new college life. I am so excited for this Saturday!! I am going to  BTS concert... maybe ill get some more inspiration for my writing.

Like always please comment and thank for your support. I love hearing for you guys

What will happen on Y/N and Namjoon’s date? And how will Yoongi take the news about their new relationship?

Stay tuned ;) <3

[punkpanda16]

Mistakes and Miracles- ch.8

~Your POV~

Three weeks without Yoongi were harder than you expected. The only thing keeping a smile on your face was that Alexander was doing much better. He was off the ventilator two weeks after Yoongi left and the doctors said that he would be moved to a private room soon. Which was much safer because the media began buzzing. They didn’t know about Little Min yet but rumors began to rise.

As much as Alexander need his father you needed him too. You FaceTimed every night mainly about Alexander and how he was doing but also about your and his day. It felt nice to have someone to talk to about those things after so long. The last person you had this with was Emma. After she left you never really had time to make new friends. You still had your old friends but they were all young and wanted to go out party and meet guys, that was not your life anymore. They would never understand what you were going through...not like Yoongi.

After three weeks you were nearly jumping for joy. You even offered to pick up Yoongi at the airport but he said it would safer to meet at the hospital. After news of little Min’s existence got out the media was in a frenzy. Everyone was asking questions about the mother and when he would officially be introduced to the public.There were also many questions regarding the future of Yoongi’s career and the future of BTS. Every time you watched the news or opened social media there seemed to be some new rumor or theory that no one had real answers too. It was better for you to avoid being seen with him at all costs.

The last time you talked to Yoongi he seemed to have something on his mind. Your first thought  was BigHit wanted him to leave the group but he yold you that company agreed to allowing him to stay however, there was something he wanted to talk about.

You were worried  but you tried not to look too much into it because you already had a lot on your mind. These past few weeks without Yoongi you were so grateful toward your parents and his. You were so busy studying for midterms that you had to rely on them to be with Alexander during the day. Once you were out of school you spent the afternoon and part of the night with the baby. He was getting so much stronger now and recovering remarkably fast. His wound was still healing and he still need help eating but for the most part he was great. He was the perfect weight for a four month old and doctors were amazing at how well he took the treatment.

You had expected Yoongi to come see Alexander last night but he was ex tired from his flight. You were lost in thought when Yoongi walked in looking exhausted yet, extremely handsome. In that moment you realize that real Yoongi was for sure far more handsome than video chat Yoongi.

“Hi.” He gave you a sweet smile that made your heart flutter. He then came up to you and wrapped his arms around you like he had been gone for years.

You stayed in each other’s arms for a few moments basking in each other’s warmth. The moment was broken when a nurse walked in. You both pulled away with flushed cheeks.

“Sorry to interrupt I just need to check his vitals.”

Yoongi cleared his throat nervously. “No. No it’s okay. Is he doing okay?” He asked as he looked down at the sleeping little body.

Every time you looked at Alexander sleeping you couldn’t help but notice the refection of Yoongi’s features. The light skin except for the light pink blush on this cheeks. The pouty lips that were all the more prominent when he slept. He really was the cutest baby ever.

“He’s doing perfectly Mr. Min. I think the doctor maybe ready to move him out of intensive care now. We will still keep him in observation but he would have his own room.” The nurse said sweetly.

A breath of relief swept through your body. You made eye contact with Yoongi and you both smiled widely at the news.

“Thank you.” You wanted to hug her because words were not enough to show the gratitude you had for the staff that took such good care of him.

“Y/N. You know you don’t have to thank me. Seeing Baby Min get better is everything we all hoped for.” She stopped for a moment to look at you and Yoongi and give you a reassuring smile.

“Well, I have to go but the doctor should be in later to talk about the transfer.” Then she walked out.

“Wow I can’t believe how well he’s doing. I missed him so much. Did he get bigger?” You let out a quiet chuckle at Yoongi’s cute reaction. He looked at Alexander again while he soothingly ran his thumb over his chubby cheek. Your heart melted when you saw him lean into his father’s touch and smile.

“Looks like he missed you too. And well he did gain a few pounds now that he’s eating again.”

“I can’t believe how much I missed him. Every time I went to sleep or ate  I was wondering if he was sleeping and eating. A video chat wasn’t enough.” It seemed like Yoongi was about to cry but then he cleared his throat again and turned away.

“Well we missed you and you’re right video chat is not the same as actually being here with him.” You put your hand on Yoongi’s shoulder and he looked down at you with a sweet smile. There was a glimmer in his eye that made your breath hitch in your throat. God the affect this man has is insane.

“So…” now you cleared your throat breaking up the intimate moment, “ You said you wanted to talk about something? Did everything go okay?”

“Oh...right...c-can we go get some lunch. My mom is downstairs she can watch Alexander.”

“Sure. Let’s go.”

The ride to the lobby was awkwardly silent. Not nearly as bad as the car ride though. Yoongi kept looking out the window nervously. Something was really bothering him and seeing him uneasy made you uneasy. Although, you were scared you were prepared to tell him whatever it was you would face it together...for Little Min of course. Totally not because you want to face the world with Yoongi by your side. Everything and anything for your son...right?

~Yoongi’s POV~

Even since he left the conference room at BigHit Yoongi had been trying to find a way to break the news with you. He was so happy that BigHit was letting him stay that he agreed to their terms without thinking. He was selfish once again and now he risked losing everything you guys had worked toward this past month. Your friendship has blossomed beautifully. Even though his heart leaped out of his chest when you did or said something cute, he pushed that aside in order to be closer to you. If all you were meant to be was friends he would be okay with that...eventually.

During the car ride he looked anywhere but at you. He was so nervous. How would you take this? Would you actually hate him this time?

 You arrived at the restaurant in silence while walking in. Once you sat down  Yoongi tried to make small talk while waiter came. After,t he waiter quickly took your ordered he decided it was time to come clean.

“So…” he laughed nervously.

“So?...” you raised a questioning brow at Yoongi that only made him more nervous.

“Fine...I’m just going to say it. Will you move in with me?” He said in one breath.

“What?!” your eyes became wide.

“W-will you—“

“No...I heard what you said but WHAT?! Why would you ask me to move in with you? We aren’t  together—yes we are raising a kid together but us—there’s nothing there besides a friendship.”

Those words sent a sharp sting to his heart that almost made him lose his  protective neutral expression. He didn’t want you to know how much you actually hurt him. Friendship….that's all he was going to get.

“I know...” He said coldly, “I know we have nothing but a friendship where we raise a child together but if I wanted to keep my job I had to agree to what the executives wanted. Y/N this is my life...my legacy...this is all I have.” Yoongi felt ashamed. He never went to school because music was his only dream. He had nothing else he could offer Little Min.

“Wait. What did they say?” you lean in closer to him as you asked for an explanation.

“They said if I wanted to continue in BTS and have their support I had to stay in Seoul and have Alexander with me. They made arrangements for you and Little Min and we can work out—” you quickly interrupted him, clearly upset with what he had just asked of you.

“Yoongi! Are you listening to yourself? You decided someone’s life without consulting them. Did you ever think of calling me or telling me before. Honestly what were you thinking?!” Your harsh tone made Yoongi flinch. He was truly sorry...he never meant to hurt you. Once again you were wrapped up in one of his mistakes.

“Y/N. Please listen to me.” Yoongi looked at you with pleading eyes. He could see the anger in your face.you kept clenching and unclenching your jaw in an attempt to stop yourself from yelling.  If looks could kill Yoongi would be six feet under by now.

“Look...I was so scared going into that meeting. If I got fired I wouldn’t be able to provide for Little Min. I would have had to give up music. I know I sounds like a selfish prick right now. And I am so so sorry. In the moment I didn’t think. Once I left the meeting I began to think about our situation.”

“Wow! You thought about someone else for a change...that’s new.” Your words hurt him more than you would ever know. He again hid his true feelings.

“Look you don’t have to decide right away. They gave us few months to think about this and to allow Little Min to recover.”

“Yoongi! Do you not get that my life is here...Alexander’s life is here. My school, my job, my home...it’s all here. I can’t just pick up and leave much less move to the other side of the world.”

“That’s the thing you wouldn’t just be picking up and leaving you would have time to prepare and-”

“How much time?”

“They said they would give us...about three months.”

“About three months! Are you kidding me? You’re crazy if you think I can leave my whole life in such a short amount of time.”

“I understand but that’s how long they are give me. I asked for more time but they said they couldn’t because of the new album and the comeback. They want Little Min back in Korea by that time. And I’m sorry to say it but  he has to be there with or without you.” Those words felt like venom in Yoongi’s mouth as he watched your face fall. He never wanted to give you an ultimatum but that was all he could do at the moment.

“So, What you’re saying is I go with you or you take my son away from me?!”

“That’s not what—”

“It sure as hell sounds that way.”

“It’s not Y/N! I’m trying to give you an option here.” Yoongi was beginning to lose his temper not because he was angry with you...but because he was frustrated with situation. Once again he was hurting you...it was the last thing he wanted.

“This is not an option! This is an ultimatum...it’s either I follow you to other side of the fucking world or you take my son away from me! That’s the bottom line no matter what way you put it.” You seethed.

Yoongi was shocked he had never heard you cussed before. He could tell you were beyond mad and hurt at this point.

“Y/N please hear me out. Just be open minded for a moment.” His only seemed to anger you more but you remained quiet and allowed him to continue.

“I will do everything in my power to make sure you and Little Min have everything. If you agree I already arranged for an apartment in the same complex as the dorms—”

“Wait you mean...in The Hill...as in the most expensive living complex in Seoul?!” Your eyes were blown wide. Looking more shocked than when he asked you to move in with him.

“Yes.” He answered

“You have to be kidding me...I would never be able to afford that—”

“You won’t have to worry about it. I will take care of everything.”

“Wait! Wait! We agreed any financial expense would be targeted toward Alexander...I do not...NO! I will not live off of you! I am capable of taking care of myself and Alexander.”

“Y/N, you wouldn’t be living off of me. You would actually be working for BTS. You are studying medicine right?”

“Yeah but-”

“Look I understand you aren’t done with school yet but you could study in Seoul and you could train as our personal medic. By working for us you can pay me. Of course would be an official employee at BigHit so you would get a substantial check. That you could use for your own personal expenses.”

“What about the apartment...I wouldn’t be able to pay you back for that… even with a big check.”

“Like you said I would take care of Little Min’s expenses...that would be his home. That way I can see him everyday. The complex will be much safer for both of you. And well, Little Min could grow up next to his family.”

“But he has family here too.” You said in small voice that broke Yoongi’s heart. He took your hands in his and looked you in the eyes.

“I know he does and I’ll make sure he knows them too. I’ll make sure you stay close to your family. Even if that means flying you out every two weeks. I’ll try my best to keep you comfortable. Once we go on tour you get to travel with us. It would be so much easier to care for Little Min and he would be so much more happy with you there. He’s just starting to get use to me...and I to him.” He took a breath and tried to sound as sincere as possible.

“Y/N, without you there I don’t know if I could learn to be a good father. My life right now is a mess. Which means Little Min’s life will be a mess too...I want him to have at least one constant good thing...I honestly think that’s you.”

“Y-Yoongi—I don’t know. This is my life too. I love him more than anything in this world but I don’t know if i can do this. Am I a horrible person and mother for feeling this way?” your voice cracked when you asked the question and Yoongi regretted ever bring this up. All he wanted to do was protect you but now he was the one hurting you.

“No...in all honesty you never asked for this life. And I realized I’m being so selfish. I’m sorry. I really am. I never meant for you to be dragged in this life. I just don’t know what to do.” Yoongi felt the tears threatening to fall but he didn’t want to break in front of you. 

“I don’t know either...but I think we can figure it out together...just like we have been doing it up until now..” Yoongi looked up at you confused. He had no idea where were going with this.

“What do you mean?” He asked with  hit of hope in his voice.

“Whether it’s here or in Korea we would have to figure this out one day at a time… besides I always wanted to study abroad. I’m not saying yes completely though. I have my conditions. He couldn’t fight the smile that spread across his face.

“Yes! Yes! Anything...what do you want?”

“First off I need FIVE months not three. I need to finished my classes here before I transfer. Second, I will provide for myself...I don’t want to live off of you. Third, I will only leave if Alexander is healthy enough. Fourth and most important...i can’t promise I’ll stay forever. If I am not happy we will have to figure something else out because I will come back home. And by no means am I willing to lose contact with my son.” Those last words were said with a seriousness that made Yoongi uncomfortable.

“Okay.” Was all he could say in a small voice. You would go but it was a trial period. You never fully agreed to stay with him forever and that scared him.

~Your POV~

Never in a million years would you have believed  you would find yourself in this situation. Growing up you knew that life would never turned out the way you wanted but this was way beyond your wildest dream.

It had been two months since your talk with Yoongi. And consequently two months since you agreed to leave to Seoul with him. At first you were angry with him for being selfish and careless. But then you began to find the benefits of moving. You of course would miss home but that doesn’t mean you couldn’t make a new home.

After three months in the hospital Alexander made a full recovery. He really was an amazing patient according to the hospital staff. Even though he was recovered the hospital arranged for all his medical information to be sent to this new doctors in Korea just to make the transition less stressful.

After all the painful treatments and sleepless nights you were walking out of the hospital with your healthy six month old son. Throughout this time your friendship with Yoongi solidified and now you were very close. Along with your friendship your feelings for him began to grow as well. However, you became afraid of ruining everything you worked for. Being Yoongi’s friend was not easy. You had to break many emotional walls he put up and gain his trust.

After all the late night talks you finally got to a place where you felt you know him relatively well. He was a man of few words and many fears...one of the biggest was being a failure. He actually confessed he was afraid of being a failure as a father so you made your mission to teach him everything you knew about parenting to help him.

He in turn helped you become more open. Everyone had him pegged as a closed person but in reality you just needed patients to get to know him.

However, it wasn’t all smooth sailing. You had many screaming matches about your futures. You were both very stubborn so when it came to agreeing on certain things like your moving to Seoul it became a battle. You had said yes but some days you couldn’t picture a life away from home.

Through it all you continued prepared for the move. Although you argued with him many times he also very understanding and supportive. Everyday it became and more difficult to live your life without him and your son.

A week before the move you were having strong doubts about leaving. However,  Yoongi had already planned a month in advance to have the apartment ready for you and Alexander when you got there. He even had a cute Kumamon nursery set up. Everything seemed perfect but you didn’t know of you were ready to move to a different country.

You spoke the language well and respected the culture so that wouldn’t be an issue. You just hoped one day you wouldn't regret going. At this point you didn’t know if you were doing  it more for you or Alexander or Yoongi.

~Yoongi’s POV~

Yoongi was beyond excited. He had done everything in his power to make the move as comfortable as possible for you but he also understood how difficult it was. He remembers how hard it was moving from Daegu to Seoul  he could only imagine how hard it is to move to completely different country.

Despite his joy he felt a guilty because he knew you weren’t completely happy. These past five months there were many arguments about the move. Many times he told you you could chose to stay and he would figure out another way for you to be a part of Alexander’s life but it would more difficult. After every fight you would  leave to get your thoughts together. And every time you came back and you said the same thing... you were willing to at least try.

That was all he needed to continue with his plans...well your plans. Which lead you to be here at the airport waiting room. Alexander was fast asleep in Yoongi’s arms with you sitting next them silently reading your book. The morning had run smoothly even Alexander was less fussy than usual.

The flight would not take off for another hour so Yoongi decided to go grab some snacks. He wanted to take Alexander so you could have a few moments of peace alone but you told him it would be okay because he still sleeping. Of course, he let you have it  your way.

As of late he was finding  it hard to say no to you. Even if he tried somehow he always agreed to what you wanted. He didn’t know why...it could be that he felt guilty for taking over your life or it could be those damn feeling that kept blossoming in his chest more and more everyday.

He cursed himself as he looked at the assortment of snacks in front of him trying to decide what to get you. He had already spent ten minutes trying to decide what drink to get you. Lately, Yoongi was more concerned not only about you but what you thought of him specifically.

It was ridiculous but he slowly began to become a nervous wreck every time something was related to you . Whether it be him wanting your approval on a song he was working on or trying to decide what to buy you. You didn’t like extravagant gifts. You preferred simple things, above all food. Which is why choosing which snacks to buy you was giving him a nervous breakdown. To everyone else it may seem ridiculous but to Yoongi this simple act meant a lot. If he chose the right thing he would be lucky enough to see your beautiful smile that made his knees weak.

After half an hour of debating what to get he ended up getting you one of everything he knew you liked. Sure it was too much food but this way you could get at least one thing you wanted. He walked back with a smile on his face feeling a sense of pride because in a small way he knew he going to make you happy.

As he turned into the terminal waiting room he saw Alexander wide awake sitting on your lap giggling and smiling. You held the same bright smile as you watched him squirm on your lap. For a moment the scene melted Yoongi’s heart until he realized what you and Alexander were smiling at. A tall blond pretty boy had taken Yoongi’s seat. He was making faces at Alexander and pinching his cute cheeks and the sound affects he made made him fall in a fit of giggles. Seeing his reaction made you laugh and lean toward the attractive man. A wave of jealousy began to flood his chest.

You and he had fun and laughed but you never laughed like that with him. He hated how domestic the scene looked. If he was just another stranger he would have thought what a beautiful family you made.

But he wasn’t just another stranger and that wasn’t the stranger’s family...it was his. That beautiful baby in your lap was...his. The woman with the beautiful smile and bright eyes that was a little to comfortable with that stranger for Yoongi’s liking was...his. Seeing someone else near what was his made Yoongi clench his fists I’m anger.

As much as he hated the other man and wanted to punch him is perfectly sculpted face...he couldn’t. Even if he saw you as his...you weren’t. You didn’t even have a relationship. And either way Yoongi felt you would get angry if he made a scene so he  did the only thing he found most sensible.

~Your POV~

It wasn’t long after Yoongi left that Alexander woke up. He began fussing and you knew why. Your once sweet mama’s boy became a total daddy’s boy. Every time Yoongi left the room Alexander began fussing and crying. This made things difficult every time Yoongi had to leave to Korea. However, you understood how your son felt. Every time Yoongi left you missed him too and you feared one day he wouldn’t come back. Luckily, so far he always came back as promised.

Today however Yoongi was taking longer to return. Usually you could calm him on your own but  waking up and not seeing Yoongi there scared him.

He continued to cry despite all your attempts to soothe him. You began to feel angsty seeing people at the terminal begin to stare. After ten minutes you began to lose hope of getting him to stop so you decided to go find him. As you were gathering your things and standing up your book fell. As you struggled to hold Alexander and bend down to pick it up a cute stranger came to help you.

“Woah! It’s okay I’ll get that for you.” He said in a deep voice that stunned you. As you watched him pick up your book you noticed how handsome he was. He was had dusty blond hair that matched his thick groomed beard and piercing blue eyes. As he stood up and handed you your book you noticed how tall he was. He was at least six feet with a slender but muscular built. You took a moment to take in his appearance as his cologne began to enter your senses.

“Thank you.” You said shyly as a blush began to form on your face. He must have noticed you staring at him because he gave you shy smile as a slight blush began to form on his ears.

“So...Umm.. what’s up with this little man? Is he okay?” He reached out and gently pinched Alexander’s cheeks immediately silencing him. For moment Alexander stared at him and then smiled.

Both you hearts melted simultaneously. This made you look at the stranger with a smile as well.

“He was just a little fussy but I guess he likes you.” You said with a chuckle that the stranger reciprocated.

“Well growing up with five younger siblings kind of makes you an expert on  tiny humans.”

“Well thank you for calming him down for me—” you stopped with misstatement with a raised questioning brow realizing he never gave you his name.

“O-oh Luca. My name is Luca.”

“Y/N” you stuck out your hand which he took graciously and shook.

“Y/N...what a beautiful name it’s very fitting.” His flirtatious tone made you blush.

“So Y/N...are you and your husband heading to South Korea?”

“W-what Umm...n-no I’m not married.” His insinuation made you blush.

“So you and your boyfriend and taking your son on a trip?” He pressed on with a slight smirk as he waited for your answer.

“Well I must say Luca you are not shy are you?” Your question made the blush on his eyes spread to his face. Watching his confidence falter made a small laugh leave your lips.

“I-I I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to come off so forward. I— sorry.” You laughed at how shy he became.

“Luca… I’m kidding. No I don’t have boyfriend either. I’m traveling with…” You stopped trying to figure out how to end that statement. In all honesty you didn’t know what to call Yoongi. Baby daddy. Guy that I have feelings for but can never act on them. Person that I am raising a child with. Complicate?. “I’m moving to Seoul with a friend. It’s complicated.”

“Oooh complicated I love these kind of stories mind telling me about it.” He says as he takes the seat Yoongi once occupied. You soon followed, sitting Alexander on your lap. You went on to tell Luca the condensed version of your story with Yoongi excluding certain details like Yoongi’s job and the complex feelings you have for him.

“Wow!” That was all Luca said as he looked back at you.

“I have to say I admire what your doing for your friend. He is so lucky to have you.With all due respect your other friend is not...the best person.”

“Well yes but all that is in the past. I’m working on my future now .” You looked at the cooing baby in your lap and gave him a kiss on this head. Luca watched you and smiled.

“That’s sweet of you. I can tell you love this little guy a lot. If you hadn’t told me that story I would have assumed he was your biological son.”

“Thank you.” You said with a smile. There were a few moments of silence until you spoke again.

“So Luca...what’s taking you to Korea?”

“An airplane.” You both laughed at his joke.

“No you smartass. I mean why are you going to Korea?”

“Many reasons.” He said with a sly smirk.

“Let me guess a pretty pair of brown eyes caught your attention and you promised to return to them.” you asked with a raised brow.

“How did you know?” he answered with a small laugh.

“Wild guess.” You answered.

“Well you are great at guessing. But that’s not the only reason. I love to travel. This would be the fifth time I head to Seoul. And I’ll be staying for about a year this time so if you need any help getting around let me know.” He said as he handed you his number.

“So pretty brown eyes wouldn’t be jealous of you giving me your number?” You asked teasingly.

Luca was undoubtedly handsome but you knew you wouldn’t pursue anything other than a friendship with him. There was only one man you wanted at the moment and that was Yoongi. It wasn’t fair for anyone if you rushed into a relationship while your heart only skipped a beat for Min Yoongi.

He gave a smirk and responded, “No I think he would be okay with it. He knows that he’s the only one in my life.”

“Ahhh he is a very lucky man.” You both laughed.

“No trust me I’m the lucky one. Can I tell you a secret because I feel we can be good friends?” You nodded.

“He’s actually an Kpop idol. He may have a busy schedule but he always finds time to reminded me how much he loves me. Even with the long distance he does anything to make us work. I never knew love until I literally ran into him one rainy spring night in Seoul.” He then went on to tell you about that night. Although, the story seemed to come straight from a Kdrama. You hadn’t laughed that hard in a long time.

You were so immersed in Luca’s story that you didn’t notice Yoongi until he was sitting next to you and throwing an arm over your shoulder. You could practically feel the possessiveness that radiated off of him. It made your body stiffen and sent a heat that pooled in your core. Something about his possessive nature ignited your body. You felt a little guilty that making him jealous felt so good.

“Hi. I’m Yoongi.” His voice was deep and sharp like he was trying to intimidate Luca.

“Luca.” He stuck out his hand for Yoongi to shake but Yoongi just looked at it in disgust. Luca cleared his throat awkwardly and retracted his hand.

“I’m—”

“I know who you are.” Luca said with a smirk. A look of confusion took over Yoongi’s face. He must have thought you told Luca he was an idol because his face then turned into one of anger and nezz.

“Your Y/N’s friend. The one she’s moving to Korea with. She was just talking about you. Yeah, she kept going on and on about you.” Luca teased. His words made you blush.

“Yeah that’s me.” Yoongi said with a shy gummy smile.

HI guys!

First of all, I LIVE for a jealous Yoongi XD.

Second, Sorry for the post being late again but I was moving into my apartment this weekend. Once I figure out how to fit editing and writing into my schedule i will post more consistently.

Thank you for all the support for this fanfic. Like always send me any comments or advise.

#moredrama on the way ;)