To be honest, I’m really not happy at all—and sometimes people ask me why I’ve stopped putting as much effort into things lately, but moments like this make it so easy to understand why. Almost every time I go into Avakin Life, I end up spending all my time playing completely alone, even though I’d love nothing more than to share the fun and hang out together. What hurts even more is that whenever I invite him to join me, he always seems to find a way to turn me down. Again and again, he uses my own friends as his excuse—saying he’s busy with them or that they’re his reason for not coming over—so I’m left sitting there on my own anyway. It feels like no matter what I do or how much I hope for things to be different, I keep getting left behind, and it’s honestly draining to keep trying when it never seems to change.
