#awkwathoughts

[awkwafxna]

If you ain't gotta sense of humor then you ain't fuckin' with me.

[awkwafxna]

You ever get so mad that you start typing out a text post to prove a point but as you're typing, you realize how stupid you sound? 

I don't because I'm fabulous and I'm always right.

[awkwafxna]

You're so focused on someone loving you, and all the time, that you ignore the people who might maybe even like you. Do ya see where you're fucking up? 

[awkwafxna]

I don't have the patience to help those who won't even help themselves. I mean, there's only so much I can do before I'm forced to make you think for yourself for once. 

[awkwafxna]

Continually promisin' me shit and then breakin' your promises are the same damn thing as you punchin' me in the face and then tryna be like, "Oh my bad, it won't happen again" so, oh, my bad if I'm getting tired of your bullshit.

[awkwafxna]

I wonder what these feelings mean.

[awkwafxna]

Yesterday, I realized something. There's just no absolute way to not be disappointed. Even those people you thought wouldn't disappoint you, they will. Friends don't always live up to your expectations and they're not perfect. But there's a difference between not being up to par and fucking things up for no reason with absolutely no regard to anyone's feelings except your own sadness. That's just being selfish. I'm over what I felt yesterday and I'm just gonna let it go. That's the best I can do, it's what I always do, and I feel good about today.

[awkwafxna]

If you don't like someone, you don't have to tell me about it every single day. I got it the first time, now shut the fuck up.