#azu's notes

[azuazunni]

I've never liked to draw on big papers, every time you see a traditional drawing made by me, the drawing is smaller than your think🤏

[azuazunni]

Okay, sometimes I'm too negative of what people think about me bc of past experiences and bc I've seen a couple of times negative comments about myself or even my art. Keep in mind it doesn't affect me in self-esteem or in the way I see my art, I love myself and I love my art, it only affects the way I see strangers who want to interact with me. But since I can't ignore the few people who said they like my art and even got inspired by it, I have to open a bit my heart and thank you all for that.

What is good about not expecting good words, it's that when they happen, it's a really nice feeling. That's it, I just wanted to say thank you for it, good night.👋

[azuazunni]

ABOUT NOSTRAGÖLL

I want to say this just in case, but the way my wife and me see Nostradamus is not the way the fandom sees him, neither the way people portrays NostraGöll.

It's kinda like Esau's case, people see him in a really soft way but the way I see him is really twisted. Same happens with Nostradamus.

Nostradamus, to my wife and me, is a stalker and manipulative guy with Göll. He loves her, of course he does, but he's obsessed with her to the point he is capable to hurt Göll to make her be with him. We don't see him only as a silly dude, he's a menace to her, lol.

We love NostraGöll, the fanarts and other content we've seen are really cute but, funnily, none of them fits with the way we have of them, specially with Göll's point of view.

Some people make her firm against Nostradamus or make her love him. Our Göll isn't firm with him (because she's being manipulated or intimidated) and neither is in love with him (because she notices his red flags), she's being harassed by a weirdo who won't let her go because he thinks she's his and no one else's ^_^.

Take this as a warning, I've already implied they have problematic topics in the way I portray them.

If you are okay to see toxic NostraGöll, you're more than welcome!!

[azuazunni]

I want to presume what my wife gave me for my birthday in December, I miss her aaaaaaa

There were more gifts but I wanted to show the angels stuff, she also gave me a Nendoroid Kakyoin and dinosaur earrings🥹

[azuazunni]

Honestly, I'm surprised by the attention my drawings receive here. Since twitter algorithm died, I don't expect more than 10 likes per post, so it genuinely surprises me.

I don't care about the attention tho (I never did), I post for the love of post/archive, but that doesn't mean I didn't notice how the numbers lowered on there in these months, so it's interesting to see how my works reach to more people on here🤔 especially knowing the fandom is pretty small, plus the characters I draw are characters nobody cares about, so it surprises me much more.

[azuazunni]

I like FumuSata bc I actually like their dynamic and my big sis ship them.

Just saying this in case someone thinks I'm not into them and follows me for thinking that.

Yes, I draw angels all the time but I also draw Fumus now more than ever bc I found a way to draw him in a way I don't struggle with his design. I like Fumus as a character, he's my second favourite God, I like FumuSata and I will imply it or draw it directly if it is necessary.

I'm probably in your DNI, I draw and I like incest ships/incestuous characters, don't follow unless you want to break your own boundaries and feel sick on purpose (I don't recommend you that but that's on YOU only).

That's all.🫡

[azuazunni]

A NOTE ABOUT MY ART

So...I was thinking and thinking too much about angels content, bc I was planning to not post art of them anymore. I was nearly going to say that but this decision will only happen on Twitter (after all, I only have Twitter and Tumblr to post my art).

Reasons are a lot but I won't explain myself. The only thing I'll post on Twitter about angels will be the comic and nothing more, even doing a special account only for it. Twitter will be TBOI only since now.

My decision in keep posting angels art here it's only bc this is an archive account, a place to save my art so I'll keep that rule and post everything I have and everything I'll do in the future.

I'm sorry, I'm just tired in general so I want to have fun only with the few friends I made in that fandom.

Also, I wanna give a special thanks to the few people in the TBOI fandom who's been supporting my art, bc I wasn't expecting people to support me due to the content I do, you all have a special place in my heart<3

You guys made me feel more welcome in a fandom full of antis than in a fandom supposed to be problematic friendly. It's kinda sad but whatever, this warm welcome was really unexpected and I appreciate it a lot.

Long live to Esacob!!!

[azuazunni]

So sorry for disappearing, I have no content about Esacob to post and I want to post angels content in a long compilation, also, I'm working hard in the comic and I'll respond to asks when I can :')

Thank you!