Oct 31, 2021
at least we have xiaodery crumbs
seen from Nepal
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at least we have xiaodery crumbs
that was so so close I almost cried
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I really believed that the week of horrors had already been done but at that time everything was heavy emotion. This is different. I can’t feel it fully for I am too tired and numb to do so. I have fallen to a solid C in BC and have 10 missing assignments and keep having the heavy advice from my mom. I understand where she is coming from but all I’ve wanted to do today is curl up into a ball ,be hugged, and just cry. But really what will that do? This mess is mine and I made it and I’ll deal with it but I so tired of hearing it was stupid to try to do AP Stats and Calculus BC AP Lit and APES and dance. I’m so tired and stupid for thinking this was okay or I was okay to begin with. I just wanted to be happy and not feel like I’m dying every week but I haven’t been happy since May and I’ve been breaking down since the first week if school. I want my sadness to end and this constant anger at my tears to leave but it can’t, can it?
I'm crying so hard
i just went into the hipster tag for a laugh
i am crying