Jun 27
being lost.
being stolen.
being tortured
being mentally erased
being made unable to recognize who I was over who they made me
being programmed
being brainwashed
being programmed
being lost
being stolen
being tortured
theres a lot on my mind and a lot in it
shadowheart... my head hurts, everything in my mind hurts...
why did I do that
<elenor shadowmoon looks at her hands, something coats her hands that is unseeable>
why did the mother superior make me do that...
...why did I do that...
I am not like that...
I slaughtered them...
even if they did abandon me they didn't deserve that...
oh moon goddess Yennafer, I'm a monster.
<Elenor curls up in her seat> its To much to bare, the shadowfel is apart of me, it hurts..
