#bayab

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i love bayab i wish i could work on it. ramble down below

idk man i just. it's such an important piece to me. i have poured so much into it, yk? i love this fic. it's my baby. i love how much i've grown and i love how people enjoy it and i just. it feels like a story that has grown with me, you know? i'm not the same person i was since i started it. i've learned a lot about myself, about love and my feelings on it and how betrayal and hurt can cut so deep and just... i really love it. i want to finish it, just one final chapter, one last push, but it's so hard when i'm not as into mcyt as i used to be. i want to give it a solid ending, because it deserves it and my readers deserve it and I love it so much. i wish i could find it in me to work on it. i hope you all understand when i have not yet.

thank you, though. to every reader of my fic. to all the kind words and comments and essays in treasured dms. i love every single thing you have had to say about my story and i hold it all close to my heart. you're all amazing, and i don't think i've ever thanked you enough for the support.

here's to hoping bayab's ending will come sooner rather than later. and cheers to everyone who has supported me thus far :]

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

A loud slam, like doors banging open– “HEY!” Impulse whips around, and– He hears the pattering of footsteps on the hardwood, laughter and voices mingling together from their back door. Above the stairs, he sees a wide, playful grin. Grian cups a hand around his mouth, “Who’s ready to party?!” The color drains from Impulse’s face.

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Chapter 13 of my impdubs fic is out!

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AO3 IS DOWN WHEN I WANT TO POST THE NEW BAYAB CHAPTER?!??!?!

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oh my god. chapter 13 of bayab is actually WRITTEN

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

He jostles Bdubs’ shoulder, shaking him gently until he groans, “Wha…?” “Ren’s here,” Impulse says, expression grim. Bdubs’ eyes go wide. “I don’t think he’s here to talk.” Ren’s ears twitch– then looks up. Grins. He beckons Impulse down with sharp claws.

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Chapter 12 of my Impdubs fic is out!

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Fanfic ask meme!

C; D for BAYAB, vampire fic and fabriz fic; G; H; L; N; R; S; T; Z

Now suffer :3

Putting this under the cut because it's Long

C: What character do you identify with most?

As of rn? Fabian Seacaster LKJSDSDG Impulse wasn't really someone i identified with as much as i felt like i just really Got his character , but fabian.... hoo boy . he's not Me as in 'that's how i act' (that title would be given to Riz) but he's me because of experiences KLSHDGJ somewhat . anyway watch fantasy high /silly

D: Is there a song or a playlist to associate with [insert fic]?

All the songs they're titled after, basically .

BAYAB = Be by Hozier

vampire fic = Angel Of Small Death & The Codeine Scene by Hozier

fabriz fic = anything by Adrianne Lenker

G: Care to share a favorite crack fic?

Behold. the Impulse Dick Timer AU.

H: How would you describe your style?

Honestly? I'm not super sure ! I think i definitely lean towards dialogue and imagery though . I think of writing as a bit like painting, and i think it definitely colors my style of writing :0 like layering stuff w imagery and abstract prose . no idea if this makes sense LK:JHSDG

L: What’s the weirdest AU you’ve ever come up with?

Still the dick timer au ngl

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

Hmmm... Probably the zedpulse thing i started for imptober? because like. yeah no i'm not finishing that LKSJHDG but actually maybe if someone could write my shapeshifter joel au fic series for me, thatd be awesome KLJSDHGSDG but . well. doubt that's happening anytime soon

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

Yes, definitely! I've read a lot of fics that have made an impact on my writing, and I'm. so sorry to tag this writer on this long and somewhat cursed post but @milo-hypno's works have inspired my writing and was honestly one of my inspirations that made me start posting HC/mcyt writing in the first place :] you're awesome!

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

Hanahaki, i guess? i can't think of anything else off the top of my head, but this also just depends on the execution . generally i steer clear of those though, it just makes me feel Blegh as someone who's on the aro spectrum

Z: Major character death–do you ever write/read it? Is there a character whose death you can’t tolerate?

Hmm... Sometimes, maybe? It really depends, but it has to be something that specifically caters to My tastes because there's no way i'm just reading a hurt no comfort fic LKJHDSGJKDSG it's too sad for me !! i can't take it !!

Thanks for the ask, ref!! :D

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

“I’ve got it!” Bdubs screams as he squints through the haze. He pulls his axe back for another swing– Hooves slam against the ground, and Bigb chooses that moment to charge forward, “I’ll help!” Bdubs falters. His eyes go wide. Flashes of white, growing in intensity– “Wait–!” BOOM!

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Chapter 11 of my impdubs fic is out!