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EX’peditiOn 9211–27. État du navire: En orbite. Membre d'équipage aux commandes: Chanyeol Park, sergent inspecteur. Escadron de patrouille de Changsha.

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lovinggggg the view 💕✨

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I decided to take this image and make a separate post since the original was already getting tedious to read.

To begin with I want to tell you’ll that, although this year was hard for me, us and maybe not only because of the pandemic, never regret what and how you did in it and know that every effort was worth it. I think it's important that we start to value ourselves more, and know when to pat ourselves on the back.

Second, I'm not  good at expressing myself, but if you are tagged here (and I hope I don't forget anyone) it is because you managed to make me happy for a moment this year, no matter how long it lasted. I want you to know that every interaction and chat will be in my memory and my heart, each person here is really special to me. As I always tell you, you are allowed to have gray days but don’t stop being happy, always face each problem with positivity and I promise you that the smile on your face will be twice as big when you solve it.

I love you, Flor.

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special thanks to @shadoukiti @fluffyhunnie @yeolville @is-that-baekhyuns-shirt @ainedreams @pupchanyeol @’ here ♡

and to all those people that we share every day and haven’t spoken (yet).

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hi oomfies, i know that it has been a while since i have written/spoken to you and given the events that happened this week, i wanted to try to express myself so that you would know that you can always turn to me or lean on me.

before you read on, i want to tell you something about myself first and then i’ll talk about how i feel about EXO’s members.

i know that the word “apologize” isn’t correct but it’s the closest to what i want to express, so i want to apologize for distancing myself from here (and just reblogging stuff) and not giving you the attention that i would like. those who are closest to me and in general, know that i like to face things with as much positivity as possible, but since i was quite busy (anxious and stressed) i only opened the app to keep abreast of what was happening and try to see that everything continued well. but the good thing is that i’m back, as this weekend and the next few days pass, i’ll rest well and talk with each one of you to tell me how you have been. still don’t worry, the reason i was somewhat “distracted” is because i graduated on tuesday and had to defend my thesis, so i was running with the last details and preparations with which i had to complement my studies, so yes already, i can say that i got my college degree! hope y’ll tell me how you have been and that haven’t stopped smiling this time!

now about how i have felt as an exo-l (and mostly, bbh-l).

i must tell you that the news of chanyeol's enlistment fell like a bucket of cold water, so much that, i couldn't find a way to express myself. i think this was because i didn’t feel emotionally stable and i could only protect myself in each message that he has been sending us and at a certain point, i feel grateful that i have been enjoying them to the fullest. i know that i’m going to miss him very much and that it will be difficult for me not to see him for a while, but i know that it is the best for him, i know that if he made this decision it is because it is the right time and better things will come tomorrow for him and for us. and i feel complete now that i managed to understand it.

regarding baekhyun's live today, i feel like it's something i've been assimilating for a long time but let me tell you something, i’m relieved to have answers. as a fan it really feels so good to receive answers for once, to not be in the dark. to be heard, to be listened to, to be acknowledged, to be respected. i can see how he’s trying his best to explain his situation, how he was choosing his words carefully so we could understand how he’s feeling now. his sincerity shines thru his words and it makes me feel comforted. and! the fact that he is preparing a lot of content so that we don’t feel emptiness it’s the most beautiful thing that he ever did for us! he truly understands how much we love him and he wanna make sure that we stay happy and wait for him! and i want us to stay, with what he has said:

“the reason i began at that time was for you all. and the reason i’m working hard even now is you all, for you to have pride, in someone you like and making memories with me on this journey.”

“it's not the end when the album is out, it's an album that becomes complete when the people i love, the people i wish to let listen to feels happy when they listen to it.”

“i love you and because i love you, i feel extremely sorry, and because i feel apologetic, i will work harder.”

let's make him proud, not just him, all of them. let's enjoy the little daily things, let's enjoy our daily growth. if we keep enjoying each day as he asked us to, i know that time will fly by and we will all grown up with only beautiful memories.

let's take a break, focus on ourselves, and be better people every day. i love you and don't forget to always smile.

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"your little hand's wrapped around my finger and it's so quiet in the world tonight. your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreamin' so i tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light. i'd give all i have honey, if you could stay like that. just stay this little, it could stay this simple i won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart and no one will desert you, just try to never grow up." (@sooibian ♡).

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a lullaby, for our craving hearts ♡

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Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes; @privebbh ♡