Jul 8, 2020
It's hard to always be the strong one.
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It's hard to always be the strong one.
After months (or years) of my friends convincing me, I finally started watching kdrama last week.
✔ Hi Bye Mama
✔ Scarlet Heart Ryeo
✔ Uncontrollably Fond
So far, buhay pa naman ako. Sa ngayon, wala pa muna akong sinimulan na bago. Pero nilulunod ko naman sarili ko sa mga OST niyang tatlo.
Bakit ba ko ganito as a person? Gusto lagi mga mapanakit na kwento, kanta, etc. Hilig saktan iyong sarili eh 😂
Let's all be happy for one another. It brings so much joy knowing that other people celebrate your success with you .
wag na lang siguro natin ipilit kasi baka wala naman talaga
And suddenly, my life became this one big I-don’t-know
Depriving myself of the good things because I don't deserve them.
It’s been almost a week and I must say this year has got to be one of the most uneventful birthdays that I had. Nothing extraordinarily special. Spent it at school with friends who remembered and with those who just knew it was my birthday that day. One of the days that I hated having whole day classes that lasts up to 9pm.
I can’t say that I enjoyed it very much. There were people who I expected to remember but did not. (Maybe because I removed it from fb.) But I know I shouldn’t take it against them because I cannot expect people to always remember every year. Surely, they have a lot going on in their lives and a lot of other dates to remember.
Nevertheless, I’m still thankful because whatever happened that day, no matter how I spent it and who I spent it with, the fact that God has given me another year to live is more than enough. I can have a special lunch or dinner with my family any day. I can have a better quality time with my friends any day. I can treat myself to anything and anywhere any day.
I am in no rush. But sometimes, I can't help but wonder how it will feel like having that special someone who genuinely cares for you, someone who really loves you. Someone who you can be yourself with. How it will feel like having someone who stays.