Why am I so scared of converting. I'm terrified. But with no real reason to be. I started investigating more than three years ago. I have felt my testimony and love the church, I believe the Book of Mormon, Smith, the temple and the ordinances but I just can't seem to make the leap. I use my parents opposition to the church as a flat out excuse not to convert. I use the idea of modesty and my difference of opinion as an excuse. I use the judgement of others as an excuse. But when it comes down to it, I know I feel the spirit with the church, whenever I visit and walk the temple grounds. I want to be sealed to my husband and know my family is eternal. I want all of that. So why do I fear. Please, I need help and advice. I'm tired of feeling my heart being torn in half.
