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It's my 15 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Big yikes. Thank you all for being here for the chaos. ❤️

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24. what have you learned about yourself?

I am not good at compromise. I either am so stubborn and dig my heels in as far as they go, or I cave and crumble like wet paper. I’m not good at finding middle ground.

36. how many alarms do you have set?

Currently? 0. When I have to get up for work? 2. When I have to get up at a time other than when I get up for work? 3.

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Weird asks 19 and 23. :)

19. Zombies or vampires?

Vampires always

23. Five words that describe you

Hmmm idk about 5 but i can say im happy rn. For the most part

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I made a human. And even though it hasn’t been a month yet, I’m strangely used to this tiny human taking up all of my time? It’s beyond weird. Like I cannot wrap my head around how fast I adapted to this new routine.

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This pregnant sex thing is ROUGH. I’m too big for him to be on top now, and I’m also too big to get a good rhythm for me to be on top.

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My ex bought me crotchless panties in 2018. I unearthed them today, took the tags off, and wore them to make a baby with my husband. Life is strange.

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Just watched the newest Llamas with Hats video and then tried to make a baby. This is not how I pictured my life going, but I’m enjoying the ride.

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As we approach the anniversary of the peak of The Bad Times, I’m reminded about personal growth and how time heals all wounds. And I realize how much better of a place I’m in now thinking about The Bad Times than I was even a year or two ago. Like I re-read the text conversations and while it made me sad, it didn’t gut me like it used to. And I’ve been think about adding him on social media again? But I also don’t want to hurt him just because I’m better. Anyway. Just needed space to share my thoughts.