Feb 17
my body is a stranger,
but I'm working on getting to know and accept her.
#me#self#it's insane to think of how far I've come#an absolute mind trip#my tummy is soft#but takes up significantly less space#sometimes I feel like I'm in the same body I used to be#other times I feel like I'm not taking up enough space in the world.#the thought of being touched is .. difficult#difficult to even comprehend.#I long for it though#I want to know myself#become more connected to the vessel I exist within#but I'll know her eventually#still changing slowly#also becoming stronger#been boxing regularly#at least I know my body is capable#despite feeling less than#wanted#anyways that's all#/end rambles#thx for reading#or whatever#virtuouscunt