#bellehalla talks

[bellehalla]

i have never been this hurt over a character’s “came back wrong” trope happening

[bellehalla]

finally! i'm writing the last chapter of RF!

i'm so excited to finally finish this 😭 and after some very very HEAVY editing, i'll be back to posting the rest of the story.

anyway, character q&a is still up.

[bellehalla]

really hope you're okay. kinda worried but please take care of yourself 🥹🥹

i just got my license and in effect, got a job offer, and then life happened. im fine u guys!!! it's just been a tough time for me to start my adulting life lol

[bellehalla]

damn i reread my work and just crumbled over kaeya and reader’s relationship. like those two are weighted by their pure intentions, respect, care, and loyalty to one another that they could put aside giving in to their yearning just to keep the other safe and happy—and that’s how i view love. that carnal desires, physical intimacy, and romantic gestures are just the translations of their deep feelings for each other. they just care about each other so much that they’re willing to put things aside, much to their detriment.

i miss those two idiots so much. (i got lots of ask when i’m going to update and i promise i’m working on it lmaoooo)

[bellehalla]

hello! i’m slowly working on Raging Fires again. i have to admit, i had more than 12k words already written way before i took a break, but i decided to scrape it clean and start again. mostly because i wasn’t satisfied at all 😭 my goal is to get to a certain part of the story and start posting again as soon as i can. thank you everyone for being patient. it means a lot to me.

life update nobody asked for: i passed my exam and now i’m licensed to practice my profession (psychology field)! i landed a job and will be starting this month :) slowly picking myself up again as i did go through the most excruciating heartbreak while i was gone.

[bellehalla]

I AM BACK!!! I'm sorry I haven't been able to go online to answer some asks 😭😭😭 I was sick for a few days while having major exams BUT I'M HERE I'M BACK

[bellehalla]

i haven't gotten around to replying to ao3 comments yet because I always find it so intimidating (in a good way. i'm just always so nervous yet excited to talk to you guys). whenever i post something i just drop the chapter and sprint out of the web until days later, in case anyone's wondering why it takes me days. the author is a little bit too introverted but is always happy to see the comments---which prompts more anxiety lmaoooo

[bellehalla]

i got at least 2 Rin/MC thirsts today idk what is happening. our girl would have a heart attack if she reads what just happened LMAOOOO romancing MC >> romancing Kaeya ?