#bexspeaks

[drowning-place]

I can't sleep, someone keep me company?

[firecracker-football]

[firecracker-football]

i want to wear a 50s swing dress to vice versa to see what people would say 

(ALSO VICE VERSA WTF WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO ASK) 

[firecracker-football]

i just feel so ugh right now

ugh, adjective for life

1) tired because I've gone to bed super late and gotten up early every day of break so far

2) annoyed because I haven't had a single day of actual rest over break yet, and almost none of the stuff I've had to do has been involving things I love: soccer, hanging with a friend/friends, going to the gym (last two have happened a few times now and it's been great, but still)

3) stressed because I have still so much stuff left to do (college, next semester school stuff and homework)

4) frustrated because I've been feeling sad/bummed out for absolutely no reason lately when I should be having a blast because no school and good final exam scores 

just ugh 

[firecracker-football]

so tired and stressed from studying for finals

also have this thing to do for my dad (long story short my family makes a crazy and time consuming christmas card each year and I need to draw some stuff for it)  and I can tell he's anxious about it which is making me anxious

except i'm so drained that I'm just kind of at an emotional plateau at the moment, so I have to physically try to get myself pumped for soccer tomorrow; I love the game of course but all this stuff going on is just screwing with my brain

basically idk what's going on with me right now, but shoutout to lil for ranting with me about it all 

[firecracker-football]

you ever just feel worried for someone, not for any particular reason, just worried and wondering if they're doing okay? yep that's how i'm feeling right now

[chihuahuagirl]

My ex came all the way to where I work to give me two pairs of earrings? Um...he must want something from me 😒

[chihuahuagirl]

Thanks guys

Woah what's with this influx of followers???