The season ends with the Clippers making it only to the first round of the play offs. Before our trip to Europe we stopped off in Moore, OK to help give back to a community that was ravished by tornadoes. It was an amazing heartwarming time to be there with Blake's family and helping out those victims of the tornadoes. Not only that I had fun spending time it's his family and getting to know family better. I flew back to LA because Blake had some things too do before our trip to Europe. During that time I received an email from Brynn:
Dear Lily,
I know that you probably think the worst of me right now due to the situation, but it's not something that I'm proud of. Blake didn't tell me that he was in love with you until I told him I was pregnant. When we had sex he didn't mention you though I know at the time you two were broken up. I know there isn't much I can say other than I'm sorry I've spoken with Marieka numerous times and she has mentioned you and a past relationship where you were cheated on and I know this must be hard, but I would be lying if I said that I didn't still care about Blake and that this is a truly complicated situation. I just hope that whatever the outcome we can be adults about this.
Sincerely
Brynn
After reading that email I am again at a loss for words. I immediately become enraged that she would have the nerve to message me about this. She still cares about Blake what kind of shit is that. While online I see that I have a message from Emma my ex boyfriends ex girlfriend. Now why is the hoe emailing me. I hit delete without even opening it I don't have any more time to deal with this drama. As I sit in my office I begin to contemplate what I will do if Blake is the father of Brynn's son. Where will that leave me and Blake because it seems like she wants to be with him and could have even gotten pregnant on purpose, but I won't dwell on that when I still needed to pack for our trip.
It took me two days of packing and repacking before I was content with what I was bringing the night before we were to leave I hung out with the girls since the guess were back from the basketball camp they were attending.
"Hey girl how are you?" Ashley asked me once I say down.
"I'm good...you guys?" I reply back.
"Are you really okay? Like it's a lot to take in the whole Blake and Brynn thing." Olivia says to me.
"Uh-huh..." It's all I can say because I don't want to end up crying I've been trying so hard not to think about it and how it can affect Blake and I's relationship.
"C'mon spill it!" Ashley says to me.
"It's just that I don't know what will happen once Brynn has this baby and if it is Blake's where that will leave us. She thinks that her and Blake will get back together because of the baby..." I start off but Ashley interrupts me.
"Wait what do you mean she thinks?!?" She says
"Oh she emailed me about it saying that she still cared for Blake and that she hopes we can be adults about the situation, and how she knew that me and Blake were broken up but didn't know that he loved me." I say to them.
"Oh wow..." Olivia replies looking sad for me.
"Look we've known Blake awhile and he's very much in love with you. He was devastated when she told him that she was pregnant, hell after he had sex with her he regretted it he told me." Ashley said.
"That's all fine and dandy but it doesn't make the situation suck any less or hurt any less." I say trying to hold back tears.
"I'm so sorry hun, you don't deserve this." Ashley replies.
"I know but talking about it isn't really helping me feel good and I want to be in good spirits for our trip." I say trying for a smile.
It's not long before we are at airport with the guys. Blake and I are cuddled up as we wait to bored our flight.
"Are you exited babe?" Blake asked me while stroking my hair.
"Yeah I hear Greece is beautiful and the food is really fresh and delicious." I replied.
"Well I'm really glad that you were able to get off work and come with us. I can't wait to just lay on the beach with you." He says he plants a kiss on the tip of my nose. I have yet to tell Blake that Brynn emailed me. I feel like it's better to not bring it up for fear of starting a fight. It's not long before we bored our flight, I fall asleep and 10 hours later Blake shook me awake to tell me that we were in Greece. We get off our plane get out luggage and head to the rental cars so we can go to our hotel. It was more of a house than a hotel, and and Blake's suite was huge and the bathroom was amazing. We each took about an hour to get settled before the guys wanted to head to the beach.
Our second night there Blake had a romantic dinner planned just the two of us and everything went well until we got back to the suite. As we were making out trying to get things started Blake's noticed I wasn't as in to it.
"Babe what's wrong?" He as lifting himself slightly off me.
"Nothing." I say trying to pull him back on me.
"Bullshit I know something's wrong Lily. So you mine as well tell me." He says.
"Umm...well Brynn emailed me...and umm..." I stammer
"Shit...what about?" He says sitting up next to me.
" I really don't want to talk about it and ruin the trip." I say.
"Yeah but not telling me isn't helping either when you're stand off-ish with me. I love you so much Lily and I know that I fucked up big time and for that I'm truly sorry."
"I know and I love you too...but I'm scared." I say
"Scared of what babe?"
"That she will have the baby and it will be yours and that me and you breakup."
"I love you so much that breaking up with you is the last thing that I would want to happen will do everything in my power to prevent it. Unless you're thinking about breaking up with me" he whispers the last part.
"Blake I don't know it's just that Brynn made it clear that she still cares about you and wants this child to be yours...so how do I know that she won't cause drama if the child is yours?" I say starting to cry
"Babe I promise you that I will do everything in my power to prevent that. Plus drama isn't what she wants with this pregnancy she had plenty of drama with Matt with her first son.” Blake says to me while wrapping me in his arms.
The rest of our vacation went quite well actually, I was able to put everything out of my mind after telling Blake about the email. We make it back to the states and I couldn’t have been in a happier place with the way things were going in our relationship. Blake and I even went to Oklahoma to visit his parents and attend one of the OU games. It was around the first week of August when my bubble of happiness was burst so to say. It all started with a phone call from Brynn saying that she had the baby and named him Ford Wilson as of right now and needed Blake to come in and do the cheek swab to determine paternity. The next two days were the nerve-wracking as we waited for Blake’s people to call with the results.