today i made a proper breakfast/lunch for myself & snacked on nuts this afternoon. i made a list of things i’m moving towards, super specific with names and phone numbers- jobs, activities, a therapist that looks great, ect. i’ve had a couple glove orders to finish up for friends, so i’ve been working on that + experimenting with the pattern i’m using to get it really right for my future Etsy shop. i took a walk when there was really unbearable energy in the house instead of letting it eat away at me and staying paralyzed. i went through friends/likes on facebook and cleared out a *ton* of stuff, which is so releasing. i have been listening to gregory alan isakov on shuffle/repeat and he’s so calming and gorgeous. i took little self-hate thoughts and recognized them as not being real and focused on beautiful things. it’s a beautiful day and it’s okay to be sad right now. i am grateful.
