Little Ashtin was so proud to be first. She was bossy and a little rough around the edges sometimes, but it’s because she always had a vision. She wanted to be president and an airplane pilot and work in one of those really big buildings downtown like her mom. She loved Harry Potter and math workbooks that grandpa Scotty bought. She also got nervous and shy, even around those she loved, and sometimes thought she had to be what they wanted her to be. I like to think she grew out of some of those insecurities. I believe she’d be proud of the woman who exists in her skin in 2019. #biggestsister #selflovesunday #growth #strongwomen #gingerbaby (at Granite City, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsUVDKAnl56G6I-UIDehB2bS6n5gZG889b6I200/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18kn332bmkxga