Gotta love how my mother, famously intolerant in regards to my OCD struggles when they were at their worst, is finally understanding about them now that her own symptoms popped up. And she feels bad now! Which is like. All I've ever wanted from her, remorse for her actions! But she immediately follows up with "I will never forgive myself but I hope one day you will." And like??? That's not your fucking call to make of the girl you spend evenings yelling through the bathroom door at??? If you can't forgive yourself why do you think I should forgive you???










