âi donât want your apology.â ( whoopsie pay back!!! )
         â          this isnât an apology. you and i both know that apologies are meaningless here.         â         you wanna tell her that sheâs picked up your bad habits. your stubbornness, your forcefulness, your ability to hold the ugliest of things deep in your heart to keep you going    ---------    your anger. she could hide it and disguise it as something different but you know that she has your anger to a t and thatâs what youâre most sorry for.
you wish she had leoâs love. you wish she had his patience and his need to care and you wished that she knew just how happy you are that youâre in good hands. you were not built to be a parent and a fighter, to be a charmed one and a mother when you and your sisters are in constant danger. even the situation that youâve landed yourself in, visiting her now can turn up to be potential signals but youâre tired. god, youâre weary and worn and you just want this life to end. no, this isnât an apology. in another life, you would have loved her and sacrificed for her ------- Â lived for her and died for her but that life sounds far kinder than this one has been. Â Â Â Â Â â Â Â just be careful with your magic. be careful with yourself and tell wendy that i love her ( and i love you ) for looking after you. Â Â Â Â Â â Â Â Â Â Â answered for @bitesmorality !
