bizarre memories i have from 2016-2019
/ reading the absolute craziest stories on the inkitt app but i always imagined the love interest as this random guy from french class that i didn't even care about
/ making up an elaborate plan to escape school on the last day until covid happened plus i had an exam that day anyway
/ trying to teach myself how to swim so i could be in the 2020 olympics (i did learn the backstroke!)
/ giving my favorite anime characters completely different names
/ having a massive crush on a rando at school and writing down what he wore everyday and how much he looked at me. proceeded to cry in public because he talked to a girl
/ obsessing over navel piercings and saving pictures of navel rings despite not having a navel piercing myself simply because i found them attractive
/ wearing a lace bralette under my hoodie to school and hoping one of my crushes would somehow see underneath??
/ getting over a school crush with two very specific country songs
/ realizing i had feelings for my friend and trying to confess to her only for her to respond with a series of emoticons that even the internet could not explain to me (this happened to be right after listening to sweater weather on repeat)
/ making another elaborate, multi-step plan to get revenge on a girl who scared me in a bathroom during gym and then forgetting what it was
/ developing an interest in recreational pole dancing that still lingers deep down inside me to this day
/ having a massive summer crush on my neighbor who literally never spoke to me for like 2 months
/ wanting to skip a grade and rebrand myself with an androgynous haircut and clothes to be attractive to everybody and hoping this would allow me to stand up the guy who occasionally bullied me (it didn't happen)
