But in a couple chapters later,
"The strange feeling and worries I had this morning are now gone."
That come from the heart.
That you can recognize,but hide it.
"Don't forget,it always begins in the heart."
He's not sure himself,but a panel later,look at what shinso said,
"It clearly wasn't a act."
So something from his heart just,spilled
Now most took this izuchako,right? But their is something odd about something here,all this lying,and ,when shinso said that he did it for him&someone else. Look at his face. Look at dekus face. Ochako was there,but how was this done for,ochako. But I think,deku was not thinking of her,but someone else. Because, he is hiding how it came to be,and shinso can read minds,plus he said earlier that
It was a stop to what was trigging it,he did it because of ochako,but it not clear how the hell izuku was thinking of,unless we ask this question,"what was the source of this power?"
Because dekus clearly trying to hid it,he's at least embarrassed of it. He tried to hid the strange feeling from everyone,even all might,but the sorce was,monoma saying, something about bakugou which made izuku mad and scared,but he said,their is this strange feeling,and he's hid both sides of the coin,which makes me suspicious.
And especially when,shinso asked "I didn't actually do it just because of you." ,and izuku blushed. I didn't do it because of you,it did it because of someone else,and he knows that he can read minds,so there is some very weird feelings he hiding from what started the power,he has a hidden feeling about this person that actived the power,or i should said,what thing actived it. Whatever actived it,is something important.
Acting out on my hidden feeling that are balled up. And hidden for a reason,and he keeps making plot holes to this. Like,"I don't know." Even though he did say,that he knows the feelings of it,I think he hiding the idea of this power being connected to the heart,the strange feeling that came from the heart that make him feel weird so he ran. He said no to training because of this,so this feeling that he running away from,that came from the heart,that makes him feel strange,it very important,it seems to all come back to,"What was the catalyst for this to all happen?"
This person makes him feel weird in the heart, protective even,some strange feeling he has for this person is something to run from.
So,I'm saying it goes back to the source because,he wouldn't just run from the scary if this all started,so what monoma said,and especially who was it about is important,because,it something that izuku keeps running away from,no matter how trys to talk about it,or what they try to do,it's something to hid,and we all know who it goes back to,
Because he's the starting talking point about this,monoma said "Well bla bla *important person* bad,ended someone,don't care about you." And boy,that trigged him very badly, it made him scared,confused,mad,angry but feel so strange all in one,but what he backs up from and shuts up from is,how strange he feels,sure also him being scared,but how strange he felt made him not just back up, but run and run quiter than a mouse.
And this happened more than once.
He got really triggered to,and it make him be very aggressive, because he heard,katsuki got hurt/he saw it.
And that pissed him off really bad,because,someone tried to hurt katsuki,wait a minute remember when mr.compress kidnapped katsuki?
He also got really possessive he wasn't thinking right and he spilled the strange feelings out that are seen with floats unlock,danger scenes unlock and blackwhips unlock, "GIVE HIM BACK TO ME."
in the Japanese translation, it said that izuku said that mr.compress should give katsuki back to who he belongs to,him. So the feelings that he has knowingly been ruining away from his,
Possession of katsuki because it's, something he dosent like. Not that he doesn't understand it,it's that he dosent like the feeling in his heart. That make him want katsuki to himself,because it gets in the way,so he would rather run from it then show any sign of it.
So it goes back to,strange feelings that he hides because he's possessive of katsuki,he thinks it's something to hid for some unknown reason,all I know is that he's running away from the feelings he has,it that it's anger,Possession,and something else,maybe,love. Because the way its so possessive,it really dosnet seen plantioc in any context. Maybe that's why he blushed like that,or ochako,who's knows.
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