The many expressions Jax gets while in conversation with his ex wife @bledvencm and the moment he finally gets a word in.
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The many expressions Jax gets while in conversation with his ex wife @bledvencm and the moment he finally gets a word in.
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ππ ππ’π¨πππ‘βπ§ ππ¨π¦π§ πππ§ ππ§ ππ¨ππππ‘π ππ’. Β She wasnβt his anymore and yet he couldnβt stop himself from asking.Β Β Maybe, Β there was a deep seated part of him that craved that chaos, Β wanted to light a fire and burn everything around him to the ground.Β Β It was no lie he missed her,Β Β craved her.Β Β What the fuck was he doing?Β He didnβt stop to think what kind of rift this question would bring.Β Β All he could think about was her. Β It drove him mad with desireΒ β-Β all he wanted was to taste her kiss one more time,Β feel her underneath him. Β Β He still loved her and that just didnβt go away. Β Even after the two years that they have been separated.Β He had given her space, Β and then his brother stepped into the picture and they wound up together.Β Β He couldnβt help but feel some kind of jealousy when he found out. Β It was stupid and he had no right to feel that way. Β His brother deserved to be happy, to have someone that cared about him.Β Β Yet, Β he couldnβt help feeling like he still had a claim to his ex wife. Β It should have been him to be with her,Β Β him and no one else. Β Β
That was his possessive side talking. Β He could feel the tension coming from her.Β Β It was clear that she was struggling against her own feelings.Β Β It was a shitty thing for him to even ask of her.Β Β It wasnβt fair of him to do this, Β not at all. Β She was making a new life with his brother.Β Β The outlaw wanted nothing but for them to be happy. Β Then What the fuck is wrong with him? Β Why was he pushing for something he already knew?Β He was so far gone in his own head that he didnβt realize that he had moved.Β His body close to hers,Β the warmth of her presence causing his body to ignite with a fire. Β Thatβs when she turned to face him,Β those blue eyes brewing with a dark storm behind them. Β It only made him want shove her against a wall and fuck right there. Β He stumbled back slightly as she pushed at him,Β anger was clear in her expression. Β It only caused him to react without thinking. Β β I canβt get over you Lex.Β I still fucking love you. Β I drown myself in other women but they arenβt you.Β Iβm sorry if my timing is fucked but I can never stop thinking about you.Β Itβs always you. β Β It wasnβt like him to just let things out. Β No,Β heβd rather bury them, Β keep them secluded from everyone. Β Clearly he couldnβt do that when it came to his ex-wife.
"You have to stop holding back." cause whilee they were still married. She was the biggest supporter of him becoming President.
You have to stop holding back.Β Β Β Her words hung heavy in the air.Β Β The same supportive woman she always had been. Β She never pushed him,Β Β but supported his want to become president of samcro. Β The same way she did when they had been married.Β Β He wasnβt so much as holding back, Β these things had to take time and removing Clay from the title wasnβt that easy. Β The whole club would have to vote on removing him permanently before there could be any talk of him stepping up. Β Then there was the constant doubt in the back of his mind,Β Β if he REALLY wanted to be behind that gavel. Β In the beginning, Β ( the moment he had come across his fatherβs memoir ). Β He had thought making the club legit was the right direction, Β taking on what his father had left off. Β Yet, Β was it what he really wanted? Β Jax wanted nothing more than to cut his step father at the knees.Β Cripple him of the one thing that he wanted.Β Β
That bastard didnβt deserve this club and he sure as hell didnβt give a damn about them, Β the ones he called brothers. Β Β The blonde didnβt have much choice as to decide if he wanted this. Β It was more about that he wanted to save the club from the corruption that Clay had blindly drugged them into.Β Β This was about principal now. Β The desire to watch that man have that one thing he loved ripped away from him. Β The satisfaction that he would feel at that sight. Β Those deep set blue eyes finally raised to meet hers. Β Finally pulling himself deep out of his own thoughts. Β He watched her for a long moment. Β The blonde appreciated that she always had his best interest at heart. Β Always, Β stood by his side and never questioned him.Β It was one of the reasons he fell in love with her in the first place. Β β Iβm not holding back, Β Lex. Β This shit takes time, Β itβs up to a club vote βΒ not me. Β Besides, Β all I can do is wait, Β Clay will get whatβs coming to him soon enough.β
π - It makes me happy to see you on my dashboard!
π€ - Your OCs are valid and important!
π - Your blog aesthetic is top notch!
π - I love your writing style!
Thank you! I love seeing you on the dash and look forward to writing together
β β incorrect quotes ( ... ) β· @bledvencm : selectively accepting β PAYNE and ALEXIS .
@bledvencm Listen, okay what if Jax and Alexis slept together. A moment of weakness on both of their parts, but realize their mistake. They try their best to hide that it never happened, for Chris' sake. Because Jax knows if his brother finds out that they slept together that it would destroy him and send him into s spiral. Chris finds out and he's more than angry, words are said between brothers. A fight breaks out and Chris leaves but he doesn't make it home when he's almost killed. He gets shot twice, it supposed to be a clean kill and a message to the sons, but Chris is still clinging to life.