#blog conversation

[morgenstarlightsunflowers19maria]

☆♡Call me Maria Royudin or Rafina (or else Rain or Raf or Star).♡☆

♡Pan/Demi/Nonbinary/Poly(amorous)♡

Pronouns:☆She|They☆.

[▪︎17-18-y.o.▪︎]

[《Birthday: 09.16.》]

《☆Height: 172.cm (feet 5′ 8) .☆》

My Appearance: Dark brown hair, tied in a low ponytail with straight/thick bangs and dark brown eyes, a round face with pale white skin.(I wear rectangular glasses because of poor eyesight).

Magic:Fire.

Zodiac sign:Virgo.

Favorite colors: Bright/Light/Pastel colors and more dark/poisonous, Pink and Turquoise and Orange and Green, Yellow, Purple and Blue.

Favorite's animals.👇

Deers/(Dragons)(Favorite's)/Rabbits/Hares/Jellyfish/ Butterflies/Moths/Cats/Lions/Panthers/Dogs/Foxes/Wolves/Crows/Parrots/Squirrels/Axolotls/Hedgehog.

Favorite's flowers:Roses/Lilies/Sunflowers/Lavenders/Lilacs/Poppy's/Marigolds.

I'm love children.

Multi-Fendom🫰🫶.

+LGBT community welcomes.

My Other blogs:

@aurora-starmoon-jesters19 🔞

@ka-syu-jwa1219 🔞

@ruin-fina-maria-r19s

@maria-star-auroras19

@star-reaper-19 🔞

I am a commentator with different and sometimes strange opinions. And I ask you not to judge me.

I do what I like.

I read all sorts of things—not everything appeals to everyone, I suppose, but that’s just the kind of person I am. [It’s all just for fun and to get the adrenaline pumping.]

English is not my native language, so please bear with me.

For those who don't respect others' opinions:

I do what I like—and *only* what I like. I won't tolerate negative criticism or anything of the sort. If you don't like it, go your own way; don't come here telling me "that didn't happen," "that's not canon," and so on. This is genuinely my life, and I do what I when I want.

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June 7, 2025. It's been a year since I'm started using Tumblr.

❤️🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜🤎🖤🩶🤍 🔮🪄♣️♦️♠️🧩🎨🖼🪬🧿 🧝‍♀️👾🐉💀🤖👽🌕✨️💛💫☀️🌹🌻🪻🌺

Jesters/Knights/Effeminate Male Villains/DCA/Demons/Cryptids/Monsters/Robots/Plague Doctors, etc. are my type but not humans except women, but although in most cases, there are exceptions.

It's my Hazbin hotel OC then name's Erica, Melody and Alyssa.

And also my OC from the land of gems 💎. You can guess ther nemes.

(Art's is AI).

Melody

Human

Erica

Demon

Alyssa

Angel

Gems OC.

Favorite's Fandoms.

DCA/Fnaf.

Balan wonderworld.

Sonic the hedgehog.

Nights into dreams .

Mlp.

Bendy(batim/batdr).

Transformers.

Hazbin hotel and Helluva boss.

Monkey King.

and much more what I like.

And one more thing...

GO TO HELL, ROSISTS!

DIFFERENT LOVE IS POWERFUL!

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I am a stubborn person, but not a bad one.

🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼

(And yes, I am Russian.)

(Suffering from an identity crisis.)

(And maybe mental instability?)

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[gretaforkbeard]

Listen - it's good that you care about people. You have been a good person doing that. The world could use more caring people. But the thing is that sometimes, you just demand quite a lot of other people's attention and maybe that's what drives them off? People like to have their amount of space and variation in where they go and who they hang out with. And not everyone is that... I don't know, they're not uncaring but they just don't reciprocate as strongly, or something. It's not that you're a bad or uninteresting person, got it?

I can't say anything more than what I have already. Please, just think about whether you want to do this. God, I have an idea of what I would feel like if you did.

[gretaforkbeard]

Look, man... I don't want you to. You know why? Because there will only ever be one of you. Only one life, too.

Everyone has faults, so what? In the long run I don't really care, not if it means we can share art and muck around on mic and maybe even get to meet each other one day. Yes, I still want to do that. Yes, I still want to hang out with you. There are many people who you'll come across in your life. I just imagine it's kind of hard since you're stuck at home.

But again, this isn't about me, this is about you. I don't know how I can help you or what advice to give, and I'm sorry. I would just much rather see you find happiness - get to art school, get to Pixar or somewhere great - find other great things, sure, why not? You don't know what's around the corner. You don't know how you'll feel tomorrow or in a month - better, maybe? You probably can't feel any worse than this, anyway.

But anyway, you know how horrible I am at advice. Please, just... wait until you find out how better you feel in the morning, or something.

[gretaforkbeard]

I'll admit that you have changed quite a bit and we don't connect as well as we used to. But change isn't a bad thing, and you don't hurt anyone. In the long run, I guess it doesn't really matter how different we are, as long as we can still have fun and be mates - I cherish those good times.

But, yeah, this isn't about me. I don't know quite what words to give you here... I just hope you'll feel better and come to find peace with yourself, and find connection with others.

[gretaforkbeard]

Why is there this reaction? I mean, I can't blame you for having feelings about this, but... it's just... not the end of the world. I didn't say "oh screw this, I quit".