#boy online

[lost-solarsystem]

DISCONTINUED SERIES:

- the boy who creates videos

- my love on the big screen

- my ying

- bop

- marco

- my beautiful musician

- breath of fresh air

[lost-solarsystem]

to the boy who creates videos

i miss missing you.

- the girl who watches them

[lost-solarsystem]

to the boy who creates videos

i feel so alone in a house full of people. i feel so judged for wanting old friendships. i feel so angry that i let my imagination wonder and reality is trying to catch up. i feel so used by the ones closest to me. i feel so abandoned when i’m showing any sign of healing. i feel so dumb for falling for their little tricks. i feel so lost in my own life right now. i just need to feel you.

- the girl who watches them

[lost-solarsystem]

to the boy who creates videos

i don’t know how i’ll handle it when reality sinks in and you guys start dating. that’s what you get for being a dreamer i guess.

- the girl who watches them

[lost-solarsystem]

to the boy who creates videos

i never needed you more in my life than i do right now.

i’m sitting by myself in my room, packing for when we move houses again, trying to get my favourite show to load and i can’t open my jar of olives. i need you. and your very beautiful arms either opening my jar or just around me, i don’t mind.

also i got needles today so i’m even weaker because my arms are sore and you weren’t there to hold my hand or make me laugh so just please come into my life

- the girl who watches them

[lost-solarsystem]

to the boy who creates videos

i need you to be just one text away so when i reach cute parts like this in my book, i can just ramble to you and you’ll be used to it so i don’t have to feel like an annoying pest to everyone else.

- the girl who watches them

[lost-solarsystem]

to the boy who creates videos

back again with another thank you post.

i’m sitting in my corner with the wardrobe door open so i can all of my quotes that keep me going. recently i added a photo of you. i tried sitting it on the mirror up the top but it kept on falling so i sat and down the bottom thinking, sit it here for now but it’s staying there. realised i look at it more than my quotes.

i find i spend a lot of time either dancing around in my room, sitting on my bed watching movies or doing assignments, laying on the floor while my phone charges or in this corner and this has become my favourite place out of all of them, why? because you’re here now.

so thank you.

if you can’t tell i’ve had a fight with someone so i’m just crying here and you posted something on snapchat which made me happy.

- the girl who watches them

[lost-solarsystem]

to the boy who creates videos

do you ever just hear a song and you’re like yeah damn i relate to this song so much. and it reminds you of a certain person too? even if it’s a breakup song and you’ve never been through a breakup or a “get back together” song and you’ve never gotten or ever want to get back together with your ex, might not even be your ex you’re thinking about during that song. maybe it’s another girl but you just... relate. or just love the song so much. or it just reminds you of someone and you just don’t know how or why?

ghost by halsey.

this ones for us.

- the girl who watches them