‘ Oh , BROTHER , I am calm . ’ She spat the words at him , hissing through her creaking clenched teeth . Her fingers , cracking and bending , not quite making a fist , not yet . Her voice was the loudest it had been in years never had she thrown words around without thinking of their consequences , never had she raised her voice to stand taller than she really was — but never ended there in the empty room , a back pushed up against a cold wall and perfectly placed feet in a stance to show that one was about to attack . Claw like hands moved from her sides to hover over her heart , each swing of her arms , every movement she made was exaggerated , the dramatics in her body almost made her animated . ‘ This — ’ arms thrust out to motion to absolute nothingness , or maybe something that wasn’t there . ‘ — is exactly what you all had asked for , isn’t it ? ’ Again her arms moved in a flurry to point up at his face , a face dripping with fear and sweat and tears , and soon it would be his own blood . ‘ You , and our parents , and everyone , they all wanted poor little Sanya to finally … finally … ’ Each word was getting harder and harder to get out of her mouth , as if something was strangling her , something was trying to shut her up and GET ON WITH IT . ‘ finally shut up and accept this is how it’s always going to be . Well , here I am , I’ve accepted it , and now it’s time you accept it too , ’ Her eyes , locked with his , a wild fury raging around inside of them like a blizzard trying to break out of her tiny body . ‘ Mull it over in the afterlife . ’ Her final words to him , a flat hiss out of her mouth before the room was filled with freezing light . It never felt pleasant for her to change , to shape shift and morph into a beast , this time was no exception , the feeling was best described as disgusting , her body could feel it all , the horrific monster breaking out of her , ripping her to pieces as it regained control . She was cold , that’s always how it starts , chilled down to the bone , and then the girl would change into a monster , and she would ruin and ruin and ruin until there was nothing left to ruin . Now , it was her own flesh and blood , her own brother , she would turn him inside out , he would become unrecognizable to the girl once she was done. and she would weep — but none of that mattered to the dragon , that was a matter for someone else , right now it was mindless . and how much FUN it was to become thoughtless as you beat and break a worthless body . And then it was over , the room was quiet , there was no more sound coming out of either of them , as her body slowly shrank , slowly became something human-like — even though there was nothing left in her to be called human , not by any moral humans held onto so dearly . Now , Sanya was just a beast , something to be put down by some kingdom guard who would happen to walk into the room due to some unlucky fate . But not yet , first she would cry , trying to find something of her brother that she could hold on to . Her voice would becomes so loud , screaming for forgiveness from a ghost or a goddess she barely believed in . And , how could she be forgiven ? The goddess was surely the one who planned this , she must have been laughing at the girl and she sat there and sobbed .
