June 27, 2025
All the guys who’ve been in bed with me:
The air ram
Impulsive nature, eccentric mind. Grand smile and ideas to share. Felt like home–the home that was always on fire and had the backdoor open. His anaerobic reality swallowed me whole. I learned prayer is love.
The earth scorpion
Shadowy traits to combat the bubbly ones. The intensity quickly extinguished by the silliness in him. The chase was lustful and short-lived. I wanted spit, blood, tears, and sweat but got excess honey and vinegar.
The fire centaur
Shot from the hip and kept his charm alongside his passion. Undercurrent of melancholy masked by adrenaline-seeking activities. We both knew what it was and wasn’t but pretended otherwise.
The water cat
Rolled his eyes to the back of his head and purred when pet. Gentle and playful, deep and insightful. Had silly impressions and linens that I clung to. I wanted to eat him alive and he didn’t try to keep me around.

















