#bronze's stuff

[bronzegothluv]

Number 23 for the writing prompt puh-lease!

I found the prompt lol

So sorry for the late reply omg I never get notifs for these messages anymore

23: “Why did you spare me?” 

The world went still as I felt my body tense for the killing blow I was about to receive. I made no attempt to bring my hands up and instead closed my eyes, ready for the sweet, sweet end. I could imagine the blade tearing a hole in my skin where my heart rested beneath-

It dug into my shoulder instead, piercing deep enough to slice against my bones. I let out a mind-numbing scream of agony as I dropped to my back and curled into the fetal position, feeling my arms clench involuntarily. Hot, rage-fueled tears started streaming down my face and I could barely see her through them. Her figure stood out against the desolate landscape, sensual curves against the harsh terrain. I forced myself to swallow and looked at her, hoping she could hear my heart breaking into a million tiny pieces.

“Why did you spare me?” I cried, pulling myself towards her ever so slightly. “Why did you not end my life like I deserved?” Her impeccable boots came into my vision as she elegantly knelt down, her face at level with the dagger sticking out of my shoulder. I could feel my blood leaking out, covering my torn gown in gold. She flicked the handle a few times and each action tore a whimper of pain from my mouth. With dizzying speed, she grabbed the handle and twisted it halfway, carving an even larger hole. I clenched my teeth and prayed to whatever deity was out there, begging for the sweet release of death. Her face met mine, and for a few brief moments, I remembered what it felt like to have her lips on my own. I would never be feeling that again, I realized. I would never know the endless love she had given me.

“I spared you,” She started, idly turning the dagger as if it were a toy. “because there is still so much to be done; so much I still need you for.” There was no pause before she ripped the blade out of my shoulder and kicked me in the face, forcing me into unconsciousness.

[bronzegothluv]

Tagged By @fireteam-reina

Real Name: Victoria

Nicknames: Tori, Vicky (Oh Vicky You’re So Sicky), Bronze, Bronzie, Queenie, Tori Stop, In Debt With My Family, Dead Inside

Sexuality: Asexual Biexual (Bi Ace... Bace?)

Pronouns: She/Her

Are You A Morning Person?: No. Never.

When Swimming, Do You Prefer Ocean Or Lake?: Lake, always. The ocean is too scary and I’m deathly terrified, even though I wasn’t a few years prior to this one.

Anyone You Want To Meet In Real Life?: Jacksepticeye, everyone on the Discord server, Luke/ @insaiyan7 , my friend Tim

When Did You First Join?: Shit, I don’t know. 3-4 years ago?

Your Current Account: Bronzegothluv, although my Destiny Fanfiction one random-rescuer is dead lol.

Any Pet Peeves?: People who get angry with me for making a small mistake in Competitive or Trials, ruined books, people failing to realize how old I am, people who think they’re always right, being ignored/ talked over or talked down to, not taking me seriously when I’m hurt or angry, etc.

Unpopular Opinion?: I really like playing against bots/ the A.I. in video games, or playing PvE instead of PvP when there’s a choice. Playing against people who can hack or cheat makes me sad and discouraged, so easy/ medium bots are fun. Video games are a way for me to relax and enjoy myself.

Do You Get Jealous Easily?: I don’t think so.

Do You Get Angry Easily?: Depends, I think. Small things, no. Larger things that mean a lot to me, yeah.

What’s The Best Way To Cheer Me Up?: Um, play video games with me and let me talk about why I’m feeling sad instead of forcing it out of me.

Are You Currently In A Relationship?: Nope.

Do You Currently Have A Crush On Someone?: I wouldn’t call it a crush. It’s more like: I don’t mind living with them for the rest of my life and I don’t mind spending my time with them sorta deal.

If Yes, Might That Someone Be Reading This?: Nope. 

Do You Kiss On The First Date?: Well I’ve never been on an actual date but no

Do You Prefer Going Out Or Staying Home When It Comes To Dates?: First date would have to be dinner. Other than that, it doesn’t really matter to me.

Favorite Drink(s): Sweet tea, water, pineapple flavored soda (Only kind of soda I’ll drink), fruit punch

Favorite Foods(s): Cookies n’ cream ice cream, funnel cake, wedding dessert buffet food, Steak Diane at the Cheesecake Factory, steak in general. the loaded mashed potatoes at Chili’s, the rolls as this place called Lambert’s in Missouri, Kettle Cooked Original/ Lattice Cut potato chips, Kettle Cooked Mesquite BBQ chips. shrimp scampi, chicken fettuccini alfredo, those rolls at Red Lobster, Fancy Pizza, general chicken with rice, lo mein with general chicken and chicken with broccoli, chicken nuggets, chicken fingers, the list can go on honestly.

Tagging: whoever the heck wants to do it, I won’t stop you. 

[bronzegothluv]

Top 10 Songs Tag

@baconfabray tagged me (Told you I’d get around to it eventually)

There’s no order to this at all, but I did have to think a bit. (Adding more than 10 because fuck it I like music ok)

Red Dawn- Knife Party 

All This Time- Fox Stevenson

Come Alive- KDrew

The Battle Room- Steve Jablonsky

Heathens- Twenty One Pilots (The only song I enjoy by them)

Ease My Mind- Skrillex w/ Niki & The Dove

Rey’s Theme- John Williams

Derezzed- Daft Punk

Haunt- Echoes

You Reposted In The Wrong Neighborhood

Human- Rag’n’Bone Man

Disarm You- Kaskade (Sound Rush Remix)

Widowmaker Song- JT Machinima (Vocals by Andrea Storm Kaden)

Be Together- Major Lazer Ft. Wild Belle (Vanic Remix)

Crossfire- Stephen

My Songs Know Miss Jackson (It’s a remix on Youtube)

Tagging: @jencforcarolina (did you get tagged already?), @yourspunkpunk @alak-cool and whoever else wants to do it

[bronzegothluv]

Impressionism and Mannerism for the art history ask please!!

holy shit Spook sorry it took me like a month to answer I never get notifs for this stuff ;^;

BUT here’s the answers to your questions! :D

Impressionism: What physical sensations evoke happiness in you?

I really like the feel of soft things in my hands and fluffy squishy things, if that makes sense. Like that kinetic sand stuff? Love it. I also love the sound of those videos of people cutting soap into squares and then cutting the squares off into cubes and hearing them all fall onto the table is so nice on my ears! I also love the feel of certain fabrics and I like feeling super smooth pebbles and rocks in my hand, too. Watching super calm water ripple is also really nice for me, and soft music that I can play but not have to concentrate on listening to.

Mannerism: Do you remember your weirdest dream? What was it?

I do, actually! It was a few days ago! I was in this huge private library and I was like Belle but I had superpowers and kept watch over the castle and the library and everything. Super fun and weird dream.

Thanks for asking!

[bronzegothluv]

Single? (Ask meme from whteer idkevenknow)

super old ask I never answered wow

I’m not single, though, lol

[bronzegothluv]

So @baconfabray tagged me in the 10 things about me, so I guess I'll write something down lol

1. I don't like playing Quick Play or Competitive that much in Overwatch; I'm not a very competitive person but damn do I want that golden Mercy staff.

2. My favorite color is purple! My second favorite is green. Tbh I like all colors except for bright red, yellow, and orange. They're just too bright for me.

3. I don't like the ocean much. The thought of being in the middle of it with no ground underneath me is terrifying.

4. I really, really like space. Probably more than I'd care to admit, but I'm a space nerd. My dream job would be an astronaut.

5. I really like to read! I'm branching out from the Teen Fantasy and now I'm reading some sci-fi and actual fantasy. It feels good to mix things up, but I still end up predicting the end of books sometimes.

6. I really like to draw but I don't have the motivation or time for it. I don't have much skill either but it doesn't stop me from trying my hardest!

7. I'm not a morning person. I'd rather sleep in until 11 and stay in bed.

8. I don't like roses. Rather, I don't like the smell of roses. I don't know why, but I just don't.

9. I have a huge range of music that I like, from hardcore (or happy hardcore) to some classical and/or piano. I don't like reggae, pop, or country, though.

10. I really like to write! I've had ideas in my head for years that I never put out and they're just floating around in my head and being developed as life goes on.

I'm not going to tag anyone but if anyone wants to do it, be my guest!

[bronzegothluv]

Frost and Amber! 💚

From the Autumnal Asks Post (That I found after 20 minutes and a few google searches later)

Frost: If you could give some advice to your younger self, what would it be?

I’d probably tell myself that I’ll find what I’m looking for in high school

Amber: Share an unpopular opinion that you might have.

I really like playing against bots in games instead of multiplayer bc I get v scared and it makes me nervous. I really like McHanzo, Pharmercy (is that considered unpopular?), Symbra, Spiderbyte, and I actually really enjoy Genji art a lot even tho I don’t play his character.

Thanks for asking!

[bronzegothluv]

Celadon honey butterscotch

Celadon: I want to hug you

Ah same here Alex! I feel like you give good hugs!

Honey: Would you be open to ordering pizza together someday?

Yes! I’ll order anything together tbh

Butterscotch: I would give you candy if I could

:D I’m down with any candy as long as it doesn’t taste like cherries