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Date/Time: Saturday, 10/31/2020, ~9:45PM
Her shift at the morgue today was longer than normal because her assistant Lennox had previous plans with her partners for the holiday. For some reason, Brynn’s feet ached like the dickens, and Javi had previously agreed to come over to help give out candy as a family. However, Kane backed out at the last minute saying there was a school party (Brynn didn’t know how much she believed him, but since he would probably be drinking she wouldn’t expect him back home until the following day).
Kane said his goodbyes and hugged his parents who sat comfortably on the couch surfing Netflix. Javi was a bit of a pushover, so he’d allowed Brynn to watch Queer Eye. Now that they had the apartment together, Javi offered to rub Brynn’s feet. She groaned at the idea of it, but couldn’t resist as her feet begged her to take a hot bath and soak. This would have to do, so she nodded as Jonathan Van Ness went on about the makeover he was doing.
As the episode went on, Brynn found herself getting distracted, and so right before the big reveal at the end she paused the TV and even turned it off, which must have surprised the father of her son. “Javi... what are we doing?” she spoke under her breath before looking up into his beautiful eyes. “I appreciate the foot rub, and...” she scoffed, “I’m not asking you to stop. But. Do you really...” she scrunched up her face as she decided how to word this, and spoke the following words slowly. “This doesn’t feel platonic anymore. I need to know what the catch is. I need to know your intentions.” Before Javi could speak she found herself babbling immediately. “We keep kissing and I know it isn’t a one-way street, I am kissing you back but I can’t fall in love with you all over again, not if you are going to pressure me. You know I can’t have that I was forced for so long to live my life in a mold and you know I will do anything in my power to break out of that and be my own self. You can’t tame me, Javi, and I don’t want you to think that you can. Just because I was on bed rest for a week and have been on ‘good behavior’ doesn’t mean I am any different than I was 25 years ago. My beliefs are the same: marriage is archaic and sexist and Micah turned me off from the whole damn ordeal. God, I never stopped loving you and this is breaking my heart because I want you but you know I have stipulations.” She nearly choked on her words towards the end. “I can’t give you what you want. So stop dangling the carrot in front of me like I’m a damn horse. And stop... touching my leg. You know I get goosebumps when our skin touches.”