After calming down a little (lies i'm still not calm and i dont think i will ever again be calm im stILL SHOOK) here i come telling you my shame story with Pillowtalk (not with B&S cause even tho i listen to it with no earphones at home being alone or with my family present, no one ever noticed anything "bad" with it so no judging from them): I love doing chores at home while listening to music, and the tv on my living room has YouTube, so i use it everyday to play music while i cook (1/4)
or clean the kitchen, afew weeks ago I put a fancam from Party BABY in Atlanta while i was cleaningthe kitchen and once that one ended it started playing a different fancam, andthen another and another; my older brother kinda likes b.a.p so he sometimes,while i’m cleaning, sits on the sofa and watches the videos, MVs, fancams orjust full concerts; that day he sat on the sofa while a fancam of ‘One Shot’was playing and I only paid attention to not let a Body & Soul fancam play,(2/4)
and while i was doing mychores fancams of their solos started, first with Uppie’s ‘Now’ then 'Try MyLuck’, Dae’s 'Shadow’ till Zelo’s 'Shine’ and since while working i couldntfocus on the tv so I didnt notice that right after 'Shine’ it changed for afancam of Zelo 'Pillow Talk’ and I only noticed when I happened to glance atthe sofa and saw my brother alternating between staring at me and at the tv soi looked and saw Zelo doing THAT move and i just wished some kind of hole wholeopen (¾)
below me so that icould disappear, but that didnt happen so i just started looking for the remoteto turn it off BUT I COULDNT FIND IT ANYWHERE SO I JUST ALMOST KILLED MYSELF BYRUNNING FROM THE KITCHEN TO THE LIVING ROOM TO TURN MY TV OFF, ALL THE WHILE MYBROTHER WAS JUST STARING AT ME JUDGING ME BEFORE HE GOT UP AND LEFT WITHOUTSAYING A WORD. NEVER AGAIN WILL I PLAY ANY FANCAM ON MY TV OR MY COMPUTER WHENI’M NOT THE ONLY ONE ON THE ROOM, IT WAS WAY TO EXTREMELY EMBARASSING FOR MESDFGHJ
HOOOOOOOLY GOD DANI THIS MADE ME LOSE MY SHIT AT WORK LMAO
1) GIRL YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER THAN TO PUT ON ANY ATLANTA FANCAMS LOL JUST SKIP THE NORTH AMERICAN FANCAMS ALTOGETHER BECAUSE THOSE VIDEOS ARE FULL OF NOTHING BUT S I N
2) your brother is either no longer a casual BAP fan, or else he’s now a hella BAP stan ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
And see, this is exactly what I’m talking about: BAP either make us want to die from embarrassment or literally try to kill us, there is no in-between smh
Brothers and Sisters of our BABY family, let’s pray for the soul of Dani aka @dreamermoonchan, another victim taken by Bullshit&Shame at the hands of B.A.P, Amen 🙏









