I'll be there when you call.
when your thoughts get too hard to handle, you call your best friend sevika to be your beckon call and comfort you.
Contains: Bsf sevika x reader, hurt/comfort
2:43am
silent. too silent for your liking.
you've been tossing and turning for an hour now.
nothing but the slight hum of your refrigerator.
nothing to keep your thoughts away. nothing to stop you from thinking you're so alone.
you turn to your nightstand reaching for your phone and open your contacts staring at the number...
sevika.
after debating with yourself for five minutes, you press the call button before you can rethink it.
"Hello?" her voice is hoarse.
you woke her up.
"Can you come over?"
"Is everything okay"
"Please sevika" you pause for a second, contemplating your next words.
"I need you"
you hear sevika go silent.
"I'll be there in 20 minutes"
Before you can say anything else she hangs up.
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Soft knocks come from your door before you open it and let her inside
as she comes into view you realize you probably should've put yourself together before she got here. She looks good but tired. Her eyebags puffy.
as you walk to your coach and pretend to watch what's on the tv, sevika sits beside you.
"hey"
"hi"
"can you tell me what happened and why you called me at , 2:43 in the morning?"
"I'm sorry" you put your hands over your face. you start overthinking about even calling her in the first place. She's tired. You're tired. Why did you wake her up just for her to suffer with you.
She slowly grabs your hands from your face and gently rubs at the skin.
"I was just teasing, you know I don't mind, I'm really glad you called me"
you let out a slight smile.
"now are you gonna tell me what's going on? or am i gonna have to force you to tell me"
you look down at your feet. The eye contact making you nervous.
i just feel so alone, so isolated. I just feel like it's suffocating me and that i'm going crazy"
"you're not alone".
"but it doesn't feel that way. I just don't know what to do sev. "I feel like it's eating me alive"
Sevika doesn't respond. Instead she pulls you closer to her until you lean your head on her shoulder.
Sevika has never been good at words.
but she will sit here with you until you feel right again.
as you start to drift off to sleep you ask "will you stay with me..?"
"Always".
that's when you realize that maybe everything will be okay. As long as you're with her.
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Wow my first ever Sevika fic! This idea hit me in the middle of the night and i could not stop writing until i finished it😭 I'm actually very surprised i even came up with this idea.. i don't even like angst ⁉️ this might be really bad.. but i hope you enjoy it anyway.