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1. i just moved to chicago last month and i’m absolutely completely in love with it!! it’s so weird moving out of my home but after spending time here in the city i know it’s where i’m meant to be. maybe not forever bc who knows, yknow? but right now i feel so content here. i feel like i can embrace life. and there’s just so much to do and so many different people and i just love it!! and i never imagined myself living in a city. never. not until this past year did i even consider it. i’m so glad i did :)))
2. i make friends v easily often without trying and it’s nice it’s v convenient and i love people but it also makes me v self-conscious and makes me question the validity of my friendships and makes me question myself and my personality and blahblahblahh i know that all sounds stupid but it’s something i’m working on being comfortable with i guess
3. i used to consider my siblings my very best friends and would hang out with them almost every day but within the past few years i’ve pretty much completely stopped spending time with them except if there’s a family event. i have very conflicted feelings about it. i’m sad because i love them. i do enjoy the time that i spend with them. but i know i’m happier now. i just grew apart from them as the rest of them grew closer, and our differences became too much for them to handle. i began to feel disliked and discouraged when i’d interact with them. so this is how it has to be. i stopped trying to be what they wanted. i focused on those friends that made me feel good about myself. and i’m happy. but i’m sad about it
4. one of the things that scares me the most is the human ability to adapt to change. the ability to leave someone, move on from something, be somewhere or do something completely brand new, etc. it’s incredible and necessary, but it terrifies me in a very childish way.
5. i think marriage is incredibly stupid but i have no doubt that if i ever fall in love with someone i’ll be foolish enough to happily tie the knot















