I need to document my path
Denpasar, April 11 2022
Tonight, I ordered a bunch of food through Grabfood, watched korean dramas: last few episodes of Business Proposals and one episode of Twenty One Twenty Five where both made me smile and laugh, had nasi campur babi guling Pan Ana and then crispy donuts. I shared with my sisters too. Dek Muti screamed with happiness that the donut she picked tasted so good. Ayak loved the surprising suckling pig. We’re now back on speaking terms. Then I saw Dek Muti working on a funny meme for an eco company where she’s currently working on the sofa. It makes me happy to see her enjoying her job. I told her she’s really smart and so professional. I hope she’s always ok and thriving. I got motivated seeing her work, so I watched a pick a card tarot reading for career prediction and the reading made me happy. The tarot reader said I’m on the right path and should document my progress for future flashbacks. So here comes this blog.
Note: I watched tarot readings just for affirmations, motivations and hear random people complimenting me unconditionally. I don’t believe bad readings about me. I don’t recommend anyone to trust bad readings about themselves. Your life is at the palm of your hand and I believe God grants you with that ability!
I worked hard today. I posted more stories on IG. I’m not totally satisfied with my social media work yet. I haven’t posted a single feed since ages. I’m planning on it. Strategic planning. I wish I have one good gen-z employee just for Instagram contents... or maybe one more who can take better pictures and videos. Since I’m not there yet. Just going to take advantage of the malfunctioning Gen Z’s I got. I want to make reels and tiktoks. The cool ones Gen Z’s gona love and old millenials like me dying in annoyance.
I managed to print banners for Canggu. Eka was very helpful by cutting the wood fiber stuff so the banner won’t be wrinkly outside in extreme weather condition. Iluh and Eka successfully hung the banner just below our signage just outside the neighborhood. I saw the video they took and pretty impressed. Some things pissed me off about them today like how the garbage not getting picked up yet because they missed the garbage truck therefore making the fucking backyard goddamn smelly, like someone hid a bloody human corpse there for months. But at the end of the day, they got a donut too. I still feel hard to let them go, but they’re not here to stay. I’ve saved a lot of money anyway.
Lots of CVs coming in. A little annoying. I’m no HR, I just need someone I can hire for cheap and wants to do all kind of things.
Financially, I’m not okay. I have to cancel my gym membership.
Romance wise, I need to remember to take a Cleopatra bath for my boyfriend and do serious workout. I’m going to have a wedding this year and I can’t be like the big black rat hiding under my kitchen stove.
My boyfriend was so sweet today. He called and listened to a lot of crap about my dream last night. It always makes me happy when he calls and listens to my endless one sided talking. He made me laugh and calmed me down in his very gentle manner. He reminded me to eat lunch and take an afternoon nap. I needed that and so happy he reminded me, but I didn’t have time for afternoon nap. Hehe
