#but grief

[dustylovelyrun]

Be careful if you decide to become a drop out, then spontaneously and last minute decide that, actually, I would like to try to finish one aspect of my education. I do not regret trying. Partially, I do regret the mathematics teacher and her petty, however.

20 lessons left to do because she keeps leaving me little nibbles of online ones last-minute before the 1st of September? Sure. Can do. I will manage it. It's data; I get that shit.

Last minute, overnight, over forty because she thinks I can click with that?

Finish your education on the first round, kids, because they get mean with adult students.

[tyranicalgrief]

I did laundry but at what cost

[serura]

April 29, 2012

Grief does funny things to people. Sometimes people get angry, they rage and they rage like the stormiest seas and it takes a long, long time for the sea to settle down. But sometimes there are people who just suck it in and let the grief destroy them from the inside out. You never see it but inside, it's all black and dead and that's what terrifies me.

I'm scared of meeting someone who's eaten up by grief who has a perfect outward appearance. They're the ones who are scarier than those who release their grief.