Had a HORRIBLE trip yesterday holy shit 😭 i hate edibles dude

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Had a HORRIBLE trip yesterday holy shit 😭 i hate edibles dude
I love molly i yearn for more but i need to be responsible n not destroy my brain....
I HATE being sober omfg fml
Im actually tweaking i hate being single and i hate being sober fml
i hate being sober
I fear drinking + prozac + heatwave + binged does NOT mix well
Ok so sorry for not posting sob under cut is me yapping bout the last couple days + pics
Its like 2 when im writing this n i dont feel like rereading to make sure everything looks ok so mb if its unintelligible lol
On june 30th i had a dentist appointment and they fucking filled 4 cavities yet somehow i still have even more cavities sob which like in my defense they gave me braces in fucking middle school when i was depressed as FUCK and didn't rlly take care of myself lol im doing much better with hygiene now lol. But then like immediately after the dentist i had planned to go to a gig so i was like rushing to redo the parts if my makeup that got fucked up while my face was still numb af from the dentist but yk thankfully i made it work huzzah
N so i took the train into the city where the gig was n like literally on the train i was lowk freaking cuz like damn my mouth is numb af what if i make a fool of myself dawg 😭😭😭 but thankfully by the time i got there my face was fine 🙏 ALSO I HATEEEEE THE FUCKING TRAIN CUZ BRO THEY HAVE CHARGERS BUT THEY NEVER FUCKING WORK YET I STILL ALWAYS GET MY HOPES UP CUZ LIKE OCCASIONALLY THEY WILL WORK BUT LIKE FUCK its so annoying
Anyways once i got into the city i met up w some friends n we did show up like 30 mins after it had started but yk whateverrrr
Also like it was a "sober show" yet literally everyone i met INCLUDING the organisers were on smt LOL i also did molly for the first time it was very fun i fw it heavy 🙏 also bro the dude who had the molly was 13 like what why are you 3 or 4 years younger than me thats crazy when i was ur age i was a full on hikineet dude wth it made me feel so unc 😭
Also someone said my outfit was giving tumblr 🤭 like omg yessss i love you <3333
Also like i loveeeee complimenting ppl sm and whenever im high/drunk i do it soooo much more like omg i complimented literally everyone i saw LMAO. Omg i remember i had this old friend group that would lowk always get annoyed that i complimented ppl sm like bro what yall have NO joy nor whimsy #pmo
But also omg all the bands were rlly good! N omg esp later in the night it got soooo dusty from ppl moshing n kicking dirt into the air lolllll i was sweating sm n fucking covered in a layer of dust it was so nice to shower once i got home lol
N ya a bunch of random small shit but i fear ive already yapped a bunch sooooo :p heres sum pics
Id share vids but tumblrs a lil bitch
Edit: oh yeah n today/yesterday (mb its around 2am rn) it was hot as FUCK out n i literally jst layed in bed all day lollll