— crave & co. ft. sofia escobedo ( @dazeddreams )
So, CJ was maybe bad at looking after himself. Just a little bit. It wasn’t that he didn’t love himself or whatever, sometimes there were just more fun things to do rather than boring tasks doing laundry, or grocery shopping, or sleeping a full night. Also, what was the definition of looking after oneself anyway? CJ was happy, that’s what people wanted to be in life, right?
Still, he had gone a couple of days without sleeping, choosing to stay up and get high, either filling the hours with movie marathons or video game sessions, too into these other worlds to notice the change of the inky black sky breaking into a bright new dawn. And he decided to combat this by — instead of going to bed — to order the biggest coffee and pastry he could. "My toaster was definitely talking to me this morning." He yawned out to the barista as he made his order, “Telling me I needed, like, a muffin the size of a baseball glove, if you got one!”