Yo, I’m a tad late with this, but I’ve compiled a folder of behavior from the anon behind the recent clone fetish incident, and I’ve also written a brief document that sums everything up. You can view it here. Stay safe all!
~天
back in 2017, i had to ban the user vic/satanaeruu from the wallace cup for pedophilia apologism. normally, i wouldn’t be bringing this up again in a public space because it’s pretty old and i believe in letting people change and grow if they acknowledge what they did was wrong………but the thing is? not only have they never apologized for that, there is proof that vic hasn’t changed. in fact, if anything, they’ve only gotten WORSE.
vic now goes by the name PARADOX and the url RUSHIFAAS, and has been called out publicly in different fandoms for their emotional abuse, manipulation, transphobia, ableism, suicide baiting, attempt to drive someone to suicide and even a real-life restraining order. the main callout is long, over 600 screenshots’ worth, but honestly, even if you don’t read it all, any one of the actions included within is enough to merit a public warning. for the information against them, please look at these sources:
scout’s callout, the main callout. it is the longest one with the most details of paradox’s recent misdeeds. it also contains information about paradox’s closest friends, the biggest enablers of their toxic behavior: blue, jay and bird.
ruby’s callouts (1 | 2), which contain pictures of the restraining order that she filed against paradox.
tender’s callout + other posts on the situation from 2017, showing the pedophilia apologism that they got kicked out of the wallace cup for.
my original transparency notice that they were banned from the wallace cup.
i already reblogged scout’s callout onto this blog, and am bringing it up again along with this other information because they look like they’re coming back to the pokémon fandom. they have a verse tag, #VERSE: pokemon are therapy friends thank you, which is enough for me to believe that they might attempt to move here and make more victims. DO NOT LET THEM. DO NOT ENGAGE WITH THEM FOR ANY REASON. THEY AND THEIR CULT ARE DANGEROUSLY GOOD AT SPREADING LIES and sucking people into their toxic point of view. if you see them, just block. trust me. this is one person (and group of people, really) that you do not want to get close to.
i don’t do this callout thing very often, and i would not do it if i did not believe it to be ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY. please stay safe everyone, and hope you have a good rest of your night.
………again with the fucking anons directed at @eigenaces? are you serious? it’s like every fucking time she turns it back on one of you idiots has to goddamn fuck it up.
let me break down a few things for you since you seem to understand jack shit.
the first set of anons that samia received was an incredibly two-faced two-part series. while the person said that they truly loved her blog, they also said they disliked how “everything” became nsfw, that samia’s muses were underdeveloped, and that samia herself scared them because she supposedly posted too many vagues. this is not love for somebody’s blog or constructive criticism--this is backhanded disdain. i won’t even waste my time bothering to explain why thinking somebody posts too much nsfw, has underdeveloped muses and is a scary person is not mutually compatible with loving their blog because such incompatibility should be completely obvious. it should also be completely obvious to you that saying someone posts “too much NSFW” is not a piece of constructive criticism, but rather based on the person’s preferences.
the second anon that samia received (but did not publish--i can’t find the screenshot) merely stated, “Your portrayal needs work.” nothing else. it was just that one sentence. this is not constructive criticism in the LEAST for several reasons. it was likely intended to cause harm rather than to genuinely help her get better. it did not point out any specific things that she could improve on. nor did it point out anything that she did well (which is actually a major part of constructive feedback). you may not have been aware of this anon (unless you happened to be the one who had sent it), but it just goes to show--not every message samia has received is constructive criticism.
the third anon (which samia also did not publish) called into question samia’s headcanon that keith has an IQ of 180, telling her to “do some research.” now, this is the closest to constructive criticism out of the three hate messages that she has received, but what makes it ultimately non-constructive is its tone. the disdainful and condescending “research would help you MUCH” is a clear jab at samia. as someone who has been bitched at by the third place winner of an online contest because i didn’t publicly praise them enough for winning third, and seeing as that person also tried to disguise their bitching as “constructive criticism,” i have this to say.
provided that one did not strike the first blow by being rude or otherwise unpleasant, one has the moral right to refuse to listen to any piece of feedback that is presented in a rude or otherwise unpleasant manner.
all in all?
samia has received zero (0) pieces of constructive criticism and three (3) pieces of anon hate.
i hope you learn a thing or two from this because you seriously look like you need it.
CALLOUT FOR MARS / BARON / ROCCO / MIMI / PIPPI / MARIA WHO CURRENTLY OWNS @VINYLBITCHIN + @HANDFUCKIING + @FLESHPRAY + @SHESCHISM + BUNKERKEPT . CONTENT WARNING FOR ABUSE, PEDOPHILIA, RAPE, RACEFAKING, ETC.
a quick introduction though i'm kinda uncomfortable, im 17 i run a few blogs on this hellsite and i have some concerns for people's safety. this isn't a petty post either, is genuinely fearful for myself and others she's abused in the past and will continue to do so and it's about time we all came out about this because it's gone on way too long and i blame myself more than anything for holding back. i just felt unsafe and i do more so now but it's worth other people's safety. and everybody knows i'm definitely not one to do something like this and i've had such a hard time coming out about this from guilt. i want to make this short and to the point. i don't wanna take up too much time because we could go off for hours about all of her drastic lies like how she supposedly got hypothermia in 45 degree weather or how she lied about being in a s.chool s.hooting ( one , two , three ) ironically she had sent me a fanfiction of the c.olumbine s.hooters in the past and guilt tripped me the moment i said it wasn't right. or the time she told me she was taken hostage which i might have stayed believing if it weren't for the fact she was roleplaying with a character from that movie on her @lleeta blog not too long ago ( one , two , three ) but anyway.
im never gonna be able to recover completely but i want to reach out and warn people. me and others have gone through her explicit / obsessive / rape roleplays but i can fucking guarantee no matter how many times i was ( or the others ) guilt tripped into saying YES despite how uncomfortable i was but couldn't tell her , she does still do them from what i know. she tends to warp characters ( other muns put in these scenarios have told me the same thing bc she did it to multiple people ) to make them far more obsessive / creepy then they are even meant to be. i'll start out by saying ive known rocco since the end of 2015 or so and we instantly became friends. we quickly made our ocs out to be affiliated, though they were SUPPOSED to be father and daughter (and often i would let her portray an oc i of mine who is supposed to be a love interest), she would always propose obsessive rape plots, and even an explicit plot of a forced marriage au between the father and daughter muses which was clear she wanted to lead to smut (warning for a graphic detail i can't get out of my fucking head was her saying she could imagine hannah / the daughter on her knees being forced to unbuckle his belt but said it as if it were almost ? something she got ? in a way , excited over ??) of course i don't have many screenshots of these things especially because i was isolated by her for about a year at the time , trusted her , and no matter how sick or anxious ive felt getting her messages i didn't really know i had the choice to come out about it , especially considering how hostile she would be when i had friends or even my ex .
( one , two , three , four , five ) we were actually dating at this time, which was a relationship i was basically forced / guilt tripped in after saying no countless times. she would often numb me down when i would say no to things, whether it was her asking to be in a relationship with me or even roleplay, in which at one point i've counted 20+ screenshots of her constantly begging even though i had just declined. at this time is when i was isolated so i don't the have exact proof because again, i didn't know about the abuse going on in front of my face and i didn't known what to do about it. she would constantly guilt trip me over these things and i felt very vulnerable though i do tend to play things off when i'm uncomfortable.
now i'll move on to some more recent -ish shit or at least things i haven't completely blocked out from my memory since that's most of what i have. we've been friends on and off because she had eventually set me off, our first fight being me angry that she couldn't handle when i declined her roleplays. so it's been a long cycle of me blocking her from discomfort, only for her to constantly make or log into old blogs to try and contact me to manipulate me into friendship again. and it worked. too many times. after all of that, she began to test boundaries which is something she usually does. this included throwing attitude for no reason ( i remember a time i was supposed to be making her icons and couldn't at the time and her response was "it's not that fucking hard" // she's even sent me a screenshot herself before of her in a groupchat where one of the participants had said something and told them "literally nobody cares" and expected me to comfort her after that ) + saying things she knows is wrong + stealing or making blatant rip offs of my original character ( one , two , of course there are far more instances like the time she ran @viirginblood but that's not the point of this post so i'm skipping over that ) + bringing up my past relationships / sometimes family or financial issues + constantly bringing up the fact we got in fights i was trying to move past or try to make me feel bad if i didn't reply right away ( one , two , three , four , five / she also acted very controlling to me any time i wouldn't answer so i would be forced to give an explaination and she would pretend it wasn't just her being "worried" ) + manipulating her into following her / bossing me into doing things she wanted ( one , two ). even some new information came to light that i was completely oblivious to; obviously any time i had a friend or a significant other she had no problem portraying blatant jealousy, i was also informed she was acting possessive of me even when i wasn't around, when i was actually NOT TALKING TO HER AT ALL ( one , two ) . which really freaked me the fuck out.
she would also constantly TRY to spite me when we weren't friends. she's admitted it. she's also admitted in a group call, that i still have contact with one of the participants, that she stalked me when we stopped talking and got her friends to "keep tabs on me" i was also informed of her stalking another minor not too long ago and going back to the spite stealing, it wasn't just one oc, it was concept ideas, urls, even going as far to LITERALLY flat out steal the oc i let her portray ( the one she obsessively wrote out rape roleplays with ) , lied by saying it was a "misunderstanding".
shes also is a rapist and pedophile apologist ! she roleplayed dolores of l.olita and a few people including myself can recall her literally posting / asking for a humbert to roleplay with. i don't know a lot about the film / book itself but i DO know humbert is the pedophile who abused dolores. here's some screenshots of her not only apologizing his actions burn theowing a pity party over it, claiming shen had a right to roleplay dolores getting, what i imagine must have been sexually abused ( one , two , three ).
her relationship with her ex, ( for those of you who don't know ollie you can probably easily find some information on him as a fill in on what he's done / warning for rape ) , she helped him catfish / fake his identity to hide what he did, shows hostility toward the rape victim and shows behavior of a rapist apologist again + talked some nasty transphobic shit about me , not to mention again , i'm underage so that's weird that it's focused on my body especially considering she's 18 here, not to mention she's not still obsessing over me when we aren't talking ( one , two ) + on her @roccospeaks blog she had a while back , she deleted the posts but i'm sure plenty of people saw that she and others were claiming that ollie was FAKING A TRANS IDENTITY ( and this isn't a kiss ass moment to him, i'm just pointing this out: this was after she made those transphobic remarks about me so i highly doubt she can blame her transphobia on being "drunk" here ) because he was wearing makeup and had a feminine appearance . i'm pretty sure the post is still floating about somewhere so if you can find it, it's all there . she continued to focus on me despite we weren't talking, blamed me for being the source of her suicidal tendencies that she's had since i've known her, ironically though she's also told me i'm the reason she says alive in the past — and something she thinks blocking her for comfort is a manipulation tactic or game to her ?? / that and here's some of her guilt tripping all because i soft blocked her ( one , two , three )
i had also recently ended a relationship with an ex of mine , which wasn't ANY of her business but she constantly brought her up plenty of times. as shown above, she's was insisting that my vague posts about ending my relationship were about her no matter what i said ( one , two , three ) + doing so either herself or i suspect getting ollie or his friends to send me anons about MY relationship because i didn't tell anybody else about it, but she sure as hell did ! all while putting blame on me ( one , two )
here are some messages i have of someone informing me she was actually racefaking ! and the funny thing about this is she's white. or at least from what i know? i know she has indeed sent me a link to a post before of a black mun venting about white people or smth like that which was NONE of my fucking business esp considering i wasn't following this person and she told me after sending me the link to the post "i thought i could trust them" where she tried tin get me to comfort her ?? this is also interesting, here she is talking about a minor, THREATENING THAT SAME MINOR, not to mention dissing sex workers and putting an input on reverse racism.
heres more of her obsessive / controlling behaviors over not letting people follow / interact with me out of sheer spite and not wanting them to be able to know what she has done ( one , two , three , four , five , six , though there's many more i lost ) here's more evidence of her interest in writing problematic issues / warning for rape ( one , two ) i have many more screenshots of her situations with ollie but chose not to post them; however if you would like to see them you can ask me, it's just her encouraging him to hack me plus some gaslighting aftermath shen sent me on mun personal when things didn't go her way.
she has also lied about her age to smut multiple times in the past , claimed to be of age here and on multiple blogs. she was at least sixteen at the time. also mentions shes underage here but then says she could LEGALLY portray sexual assault ?? and here's her saying she WILL have depictions of pedophilia on her blog. keep in mind we've known each other for a long time, though it was on and off; she knows very well i'm not 18. if told her before countless times AND it's all over my rules. BUT YET, she's persistent on sending me explicit content KNOWING IM A MINOR / ADMITTING SHE IS 18 after i had vagued about my discomfort ( one , two , three )
as i mentioned above she was always presenting nasty plots to me; i can't stress the fact that it DID make me uncomfortable whether i decided to play it off or not, but later on, when she was indeed of age, presented to me an old, incestous plot and then had the audacity to put the blame on ME, whenever i strictly recall her wanting to ship them / make the more brothers in the first place. my character had already had a brother, her oc she actually made back in 2016 was a spiral off of this canon character. so even afternoon she blamed me for it, we established that i said no, she still chose to focus on his childhood with romance. ( one , two , three , four )
again, im not the only person she's has abused like this. and compared to the things she put ALL OF US through, these have to be some of the lightest fucking examples. but i do hope it is enough to keep others safe or be a warning. i also haven't mentioned anybody for their safety, but if you think you would be willing to share your story you can add on or whatever to get it out their. i really hope you can take my word for or it as well, because it wasn't very hard for me to put myself out here but i think i did the right thing for others.
and last but not least, if she's seeing this, here's a big fat "fuck you" from all us, what you put us through, and blamed us for.
today i was made aware of a blog called crimsonhawksblr that was made to fetishize a concept called stepfordization, or the brainwashing transformation of strong independent women into 50′sesque obedient housewives. go look for yourself…the blog is pretty gross, and they are actively seeking out a stepfordization community on tumblr. they recently sent a message to one of my friends who plays a CHILD muse asking if she would take any magic anons…two guesses what the magic anon would have been about. tl;dr, it’s a fetish blog who literally approached a child muse to carry out their fetish which is disgusting beyond comprehension. this is a PSA to stay safe and block this blog. thank you for listening and i hope you have a good night.
i think there’s a huge difference between not knowing a situation and ignoring it for something else. i’m glad that this callout against john is being brought to light because i didn’t know this until yesterday; but that doesn’t mean that people care more about fictional characters than actual people.
just let people know, instead of arguing with them for not knowing i guess?
what does headmates mean? Was he siccing friends on you?
It’s similar to having alters, except one identifies with a fictional characters, and will take that identity on as an alternate form of themself, in a sense. It can vary from person to person from what I understand.
Someone with a headmate system will turn off, and become the fictional character they identify with at the time of dealing with specific instances. It’s a form of dissociation.
Someone with an Alter will dissociate, and become an alternate personality that’s formed due to trauma, whether it is immediate trauma, or post-trauma. My Alters formed due to PTSD, and past traumas.
I have alters, but I do not roleplay them, primarily because they are a part of me, and I understand they are potentially harmful. Not only to myself, but others as well.