#camila ft

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for @spellbindingnights ;; continued from HERE

Camila's breathing had picked up to the point of being close hyperventilating, her ear were ringing as her blood rushed to her brain and she tried to think how to fix the mess she had caused. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The blonde kept repeating as she gathered the pieces of China until she felt Marco's hands on her, the contact made her gasp in surprise and she involuntarily coiled back until her watery eyes met his. When she started going out again, the last thing she imagined was thatd she'd date someone this much older than her but it had been impossible not to warm up to Marcos, the man was wonderful and had been so patient with her that she fell for him. "I... I'm okay. I think." The blonde looked down to her hands, shiny with oil but otherwise no trace of blood. "I'm so sorry, Marcos. I should've be more careful. I'll clean this up." Deep down Camila knew Marcos wasn't Danny and he wouldn't blame her for this but her brain was already conditioned.

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closed starter for;; @writermuses

Camila had come to enjoy this little private life,  she didn't feel the need to constantly look around wondering if Danny would appear any second, she kept herself busy with personalizing her bedroom, some bits of the house and she worked on the garden pretty much every day thanks to Giancarlo who got her tne gardening tools she needed and it helped her to forget about feeling trapped in the house; she had had very little contact with their neighbors, nothing more than  an introduction and a welcome so Camila felt she managed it well. She was also still trying to get to know Giancarlo but for the most part, things were going good. The difficult part came at night, when it was a bit scary to fall asleep because she knew she'd have nightmares and would wake up screaming and last thing she wanted to do was alarm Giancarlo for nothing so she was running on few hours of sleep.

This morning she felt the exhaustion heavier as she came down to the kitchen and put water to boil, absentmindedly looking out through the window until shebheadd steps and she turned to find Giancarlo. "Good morning." Camila greeting him with a smile. "Coffee?" She was more of a tea person, especially in the morning. "What plans do you have for today?" She asked, stifling a yawn; Since their arrival, she had seen the man upgrading the house security.

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for @writermuses ;; continued from HERE

"Alright, thank you." The words, although half whispered, carried deep feelings. Cam might not know more than his name but she was greatful for him, not only because of the boxes but because he was protecting her; she'd seen enough cops shows to know how dangerous assignments like this could be, especially since they were pretending to be married, but here he was anyway. Sure, Giancarlo could only be following orders but he was still here and it made her feel just slightly safer than a restriction order. The man looked actually more frightening than her boyfriend ever looked and yet the man she had lived with for years turned on to her, yet Giancarlo...  Cam felt rather okay in his presence, whether it was for him, his job or anything else, it didn't matter.

When he started throwing suggestion after suggestion of what needed to be done, the blonde's head started spinning and mixing ideas as she tring to keep up with every word. She understood his reasoning but it was too much all at once. Change her name, make a story up, having photos taken of what she always thought would be a happy day and it would be just an acting game. The prickle in her eyes threatened to spill tears again but she forced herself to keep them in place. "Uhm... yes, I think I'll do that first. It's... too much to go through." She considered, trying to pull up a smile but feeling it painfully obvious it was fake. "I'll be on the garden setting my plants. Excuse me." Camila said with a smile as she walked through the rooms until reaching the back door.

She had brought most of her belongings, nothing particularly expensive neither heirlooms, but whay saddened her was she hadn't been able to bring all of her plants. The garden was quite spacious slthough the green was missing and the blonde finally saw a silver lining there, gardening would keep her busy enough to not dwell much on all the changes. After several minutes, the pressure on her chest dimmed a bit and Cam was able to return inside on somewhat higher spirits. "Hey." She smiled at Giancarlo when she found him. "So, can we start discussing all the things you mentioned? I was thinking the sooner we sort that out the better."

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for @missabeewriting ;; continued from HERE

"Is been good. Fighting against the cold weather but we're doing fine." Camila smiled. When Von mentioned he was here for his mother and what he needed, she nodded, the woman was one of the kindest people she had met when she moved here and was one of the few who still got real bouquets for the house instead of plastic flowers so Cam admired and loved that. She barely knew Von but he was as nice as his mom. "You got it." Camila grabbed the scissors and started walking around the isles finding the perfect flowers. "How's your dad doing by the way?" She asked Von.

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for @galisaweo ;; continued from HERE

Camila didn't hear Benji approaching until he was beside her, making her jump in surprise and fright. She knew Benji was not her ex, she knew he wouldn't use this accident against her and it was only then that her hands finally paused and she was able to breathe in deeply, repeating herself to calm down. I'm spite of Benji's attempt to joke, and as much as she appreciated it, the blonde wasn't able to laugh. Instead, she plopped on the floor and pressed the back of her hands that weren't dirty against her eyes. "I feel so stupid right now." Camila groaned still covering her eyes. "I'm sorry you had to see that." Her attacks could be a lot worse but it still made her feel self-conscious and slightly embarrassed. "And I'm sorry about your floor. I'll clean it up right now." She gave her friend a quivering smile, not meeting his eyes as she started to get up. "Uhm... is that still edible or should we order something else?"

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for @rainsong​ ;; continued from HERE

“Alright, great. Thank you.” Cam nodded and  gave him a weak but polite smile. She had only shaken his hand when they were introduced at the offices before another agent drove her here, besides his name, she knew nothing of Cliff but if there was something they would have from now on, was time and she hoped they could develop a civil relationship while they lived in the same house. His words caught her by surprise as she inspected the rather big living room, completely furnitured as if someone had been living here already, the moving in boxes giving away they just got here. “Oh, that’s... yeah, I mean, I can take the guest room, I don’t really have that much stuff.” Besides some clothes and a few personal items, most of what Camila brought were her plants and behind her suggestion lay her need to put others first over her. “I got it, don’t worry. Thank you, though.” She smiled awkwardly at Cliff’s second offer to help her. “Uhm... I could eat something, honestly, I’ve been too nervous to eat much in the past few days. Maybe we can talk through things to... I don’t know, get to know each other and make things work.” The blonde suggested, wringling her hands nervously as she spoke.

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for @endless-obilvion​ ;; continued from HERE

It was always thillian when he came around; Camila, due to her shy personality, hadn’t found the courage to ask for his name but she had figured out the man’s pattern, he showed up at least once a week, walked around and then ended up taking vegetables, he looked fit so she guessed he needed all the healthy food he bought and she had watched his hot body from afar; daydreaming about it now and then but never being able to get into a full conversation with him besides the commercial transaction.  “Hi.” Camila greeted him again when he finally saw her. “Alright.” The blonde nodded, still smiling before chuckling when he pointed out the stroll she had already figured out. “I must say I’ve never seen someone buy so many vegetables per week.” She snickered. “Uhm, but I can help you with somenew. If you want.” She shrugged, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. “Are you... interested in plants? We’ve got some very pretty low-maintance ones if you don’t have experience with plants. Her experience with men was limited to her one long-term boyfriend whom made her want to keep to herself instead of date and after that, she turned to her plants; it was the one thing that helped her get through the difficult break-up, focus on them, and by now, it was the one topic she was good at.  She wished she accepted her girl friends’ invitations to go out, got a little more ‘field experience’ flirting but she was on her own means today when she finally started a conversation with the man.