#cantbeclose

[opacityofthelens]

I seriously despise the fact that I'm so susceptible to mistrust. I'm already worried about things that shouldn't be a phase. It always makes me think about that "one time" so. fuck you for putting me through that. Make me still feel that way, the hardest lesson I ever learned. It feels forever ago but that's the saltiest wound thrown on replay. That's the major reason the way that I am.

[foreverandeverbabyy]

when i push people away..

i accuse them of hating me. and not wanting anything to do with me. i assume they feel bothered by me and that i annoy them. i couldn't figure out how i seemed to push the people away that i care about, and now i finally know.