so, I was reading back through some of the earlier chapters of CaP for a side piece I'm working from Enderwalks perspective and I stumbled on this line--
Tubbo moved on to the benefits of nuclear energy and how a nuclear bomb would be the best way to go.
Techno wasn’t convinced, but if Tubbo was the one setting it off it might be ok.
--and, honestly? I think this might still be one of the saddest things I've written. cause, like, throughout this whole time, Techno's been in a strange war between living and dying which has vaguely come out to be he doesn't want to die but he's ready too. and then he meets these guys and they are nice to him and they make living good again, even if he doesn't understand it, and this is his first reaction??? that dying at one of their hands wouldn't be so bad actually???
I made myself sad.
ok, continue on with your regularly scheduled programs.